Monday, November 29, 2010

I like it when a girl chases me.

Yesterday Sunday morning I got a email from a plenty of fish girl ,met in October was back again. Was like omg wow. See I had met Bernadette one of the many times,had broken up with Lady M. In fact I had breakfast as a first date one the morning of the Oct 16th day M broke up with me, see post here of that day,  dont even want to remember that day. Still get mad and hurt over it. See the following Sunday Lady M showed up with cops to get her things from apt. Would like to say one fucking right now to you ladies. If you know the guy your dating kills monsters and you know this and even accept this. Whats makes you think he would hurt you now? Did you not sleep with him for months? Wow so you destroy a few pedophiles, a serial killer it does Not make ok? LABELS!!!!! I didnt know M was showing up at that time and well Bernadette came bye to pick me up for our date.

Keep in mind was supposed to be on a cruise on same day with Lady M. Now as I headed down the stairs sad bout Lady M but interested and a little amused that, already had a 38 year old waiting for me outside. She was hot, tight little slim body and long hair. Was bummed though. as I headed off off to main gate and there is lady M coming in with 2 cops. My heat fell so hard. It wasn't the cops that had me sad. I knew them and knew it would go bad for Lady M from that point on and it did. They rushed her along to grab her things and rightly so, as shootings had taken place and they were needed for real emergencies. At same time Bernadette texts me," hey Hon is that black girl the girl you broke up with and cops are in your place too?". I texted back, "look darling drama is part of my everyday life and you might as well know it.

This kind of stuff happens all the time. She text-ed back," hmm I like you so Ill wait outside for you". Was so stunned. Here I was ending a relationship to my total surprise but in a way not, upstairs with a girl I had lived with 6 months and same time I had a honey 10 yeas younger than me waiting outside. So as Lady M packed stuff  in tiny suitcases in her car. She must have hated me as I stood there joking with the cops she had brought. As she left and drove away I had to force back the tears. I walked over to my date foe the night and we took off to Doughboys. A restaurateu Lady M and her brother had taken me to. I met congressman Henry Waxman and his wife. When she took me home my game was way off and didn't even feel like kissing or playing the game. I was really sad over M. So Benedetta tells me lets go out for Halloween. I was like ok so we made a date. Later that week I was depressed over M,

I canceled and decided to get drunk instead. Bendatee texted me back really mad about canceling and even added that I wasn't even her type. Well fast forward to Sunday 1am. I get a email from Bernadette saying she saw my bullfighting videos on youtubel and wanted me really bad. I was well Doll I quit that and maybe already gained 4.5 lbs lol. She was like hmm juno video email me? I was hell I dont know how. So she sent me a vid of her in a sexy clothes, well that night I learned how to use Juno email. Now I have a date with her on Wednesday.

I love younger woman they are so tight and slippery lol. Lets see though, am burnt out on relationships. I want to leave for Italy am done with American women. Yes am a controller and its how I roll.  I am the fucking boss and that's how it is, You can have whatever you want me as long at the end of the day you bow my way and say, "yes meh lord". Girl says that to me with he actions and love style and yea Whatever you want my Queen. And yes Lady M I did love you in my alley cat of a way, so now you can understand and feel what I felt for Sandy. Freaking Sandy I can't get her out of my veins or thoughts. Jesus man I only knew her for a just few months but goddamn I cant stop fucking myself up with women over her. Lady M said in a goodbye email that I would bring up Sandy s name a lot and even said it once while we made love..oops.

At Smart and Final when I was with Sandy shopping for food. She took the shopping cart away from me and said," my man doesn't push a cart that's why he has me". I was so floored by that. I fell so deeply in love with Sandy. To this very second. I want her so badly. If she didn't have kids I would on my life kidnap her and keep forever in the hills of Spain as my love prisoner lmao even told her I should make clones of her so I could raise an army of Sandy's to serve my bidding. She laughed and said I was insane.  Am crazy about her still. Once after making love to Sandy the next day I was so fucking happy,actually danced down the street like gene kellys dancing in the rain.

I want to call her at wok and ask her if shes free but am so scared shes gonna say fuck off or shes married or something like that. Figure I'll call her when I have the plane ticket money in hand so if she says fuck off well no problem hop skip and off to Rome, but if she says yes? lol I will move to hacienda heights and court her her until shes my wife. To the day I die Sandy I adore you.

Lady M one of the pics you found is this one. Baby the cops dont care am like waste management for them trust me they dont care. To you pedos here is one of your kind..He pissed me off and tore his ass out of his car. Destroy a child and as Gods my witness nothing of this Earth will save you from me. Now am heading to riches and weapons and tools of b iblical deliverece honed by the stone of pain have been crafted for you. I will wear your rotting skin when I get knighted by the Holy Father. 
I serve Peter and the Children will be left alone!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Saddle up Boys..Girls in Town..RAWR!

profile at plenty OF
This Profile took a lifetime to write. Have the traveling wanderlust set on a quick horizon. If you like adventure and fun.   Its time to head off to Rome. Lets get to know each other maybe we fly there together. Life is too short to say no all the time. Live it Girl don't just dream it and sigh it away.

I represent rebuilding a Kingdom...Am all about living the life and enjoying every quiet moment in its own explosive way. Looking to jump out of bed mornings excited to be be deeply involved again. The deal is took 2.4 yeas to get here. Have placed my Crown back on again. Finally have found that sweet spot again. I look at the ocean and see no fish, but loving and beautiful Mermaids. Lets go girl. No more sad times or wondering in the dark if that special guy is out there. I 'm right here Darling.

Lets laugh at life and accept its grace with wonder but I need That special smile, that only a fair Lass can bestow on a mortal.... Call me and lets get found.  Like to dance here and there so even if you don't know how, no worries I'll swing you like the wind at Skinny's or Tokyo dells. Been all over the world and taken over 40 cruises, in other words ain't a couch potato. My superpower? make things happen and for past 25 years was  foremost hunter of white collar criminals. Now I make small fortunes or least try as a day trader and its doing well thanks!

Probably the LA Art museum if you dont mind, dinner and fun talk. Sweetheart please like to dance cause that's who I am. Just retired from Bullfighting, got my butt kicked too much lol.. dam bulls! no worries none were ever hurt. I love animals, would never hurt a four legged friend. So that's why please like to dance as I have lots of energy lol!! oh yea love coffee can ya tell.... More Coffee!!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Strikes a Pose ^_-

Wow man!! How cool to wake up all excited about conquering the day. Haven t felt that in decades.Trip to Rome has me all excited for that to happen 2 accounts have to payoff what they owe. So far so good. Trick is while am gone to time that I am away from markets as little as possible. I will be trading over 100 accounts of mine while I trip out in Rome. See reason Male superstar like Clint Eastwood and others like him are popular is many men well stat out like me. We meet  childhood sweetheart, we fall deeply in love get married and 27 years late after a divorce, kids,cats and the whole family life, here you are writing on a blog. Doesn't matter if people read this or not. Its me I read it and kids will read it. I existed.

Back again to popular hero see they get to live a life most men will never have a chance to play out if even they want to. Well now I. that guy day trader. I turn chit into gold and am heading to self aware town by the second. Its like a superhero movie whee he looks at arm and sees a glow spreading over him. Have had money in past year or so in spurts,but I thew it away was just too into life after divorce, even though I filed for the divorce the impact of seeing the kids well young adults, but always babies in my eyes get ripped apart still hits me hard. Now I have better than money I have knowledge, like knowing how to make fire. With that sliver of treasure I head off into the night and onto a new future. This time I wont throw my money away. Luxury goes to the poor and then later to the grave. I travel to Rome again to kneel before Peter and prove my life and forever pledge my bravery to the Church. Yea also to get laid basically every day while am there.
Come on!! I ain't a Saint lmao!!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Yea am a Mastermind..its what I do

wow SO APPARENTLY AM HEADING OFF TO Italy DEC 22- JAN 3 LOL LMAO who the fuck knew what a evil mastermind lurked behind this wickedly handsome smile. lmao My brain broke when I saw my bank account. lmao man! aint rich not at all, that I even have a account after the brutal divorce ex wife and I had. My heart broke when Sandy and I broke apart to this very second I always think of her. Then countless women later I met and moved in with Marianna and well that collapsed. Well now I stand a Mans man almost 3 years to get here. I have fought bulls and have it on film and pics,but more importantly I have that conquered fear captured in my being.

Nothing can kill me Man or Beast. I have been blessed with a immorality for what only God knows. Two months ago  I was praying to God not to get fired from a job as asst to a asst to the prep cook..rofl. Now am lending 5k to some lady so she can open a restaurant in Palmdale.  I have opened my own brokerage house and have invented mathematical formulas to grant me the superpower to jump in hugging a heartbeat as a pillow and land in front of the DOW and for a second that lasts a Universes Creation. I can  with certainty tell ya where the DOW will go in next few seconds.Daily I wake up and make people wealthier than the day before at same time I enrich my self by serving my clients to my very best. I have yeas of knowledge and experience and mainly the street smarts to understand the meanest street of em all. Wall Street.

Now I head off To Italy of course I would have sold my soul to be going with sandy but that's how it is and will be. I can't wait  will be even be making money on the air France plane that takes me there as well as the hotels I stay at. I will be the perfect weight. I walk daily 2-3miles and lift weights. Not going to have sex until I get there and then I will make love to every woman I can everywhere. Making sure that I spend the new year there too. If I can find a decent wireless connection hell who knows maybe even stay longer. See I am so fucking special my love is pure and passionate. I hate schemes and planners. Will I find "her" in Italy?
Well I sure as fuck can't find her here. Anyways I always liked Italian imports. I know I' Man enough, but will I have the passion for a Italian woman. Hmm we shall see. I will post pics here of trip. (ROFL I counted like 50 I's above hmm OMG am, _"I-Self Absorbed".)..LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sandy if you still visit this blog Hell Doll get hold me if you want. If you don't well Darling thank you for letting me in you life. It was Magical like Baxter.

My Hood

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Sometimees Ideas hit ya right after sex.

So I was thinking outside last night about this and that and then the idea hit me. I should hmm be ugly sick rich by December I guess.. heheh sigh. The fun time with Sweet S not only soothed my sexy desires but dam man it made me whole again LOL

Monday, November 22, 2010

I fear nothing!!!!!!

So my daughter calls me 20 mins before I enter the ring she says, "Daddy don't please". Told her if she had called me months ago I would have stopped. Something happened after Marianna broke up with me. I knew then, that life was to be enjoyed and never to settle again. Took a pic of bull and sms it to my Daughter and Son.

I walked over to bullpen and to the trainers shock and horror I shot a huge ass rubber-band at the bulls nose. That fucker had a cow..get it? LMAO THE BULL HAD A COW OMG ROFL!! Anyways the trainer told me that bastard gonna kill ya now. Told the trainer,you promise? Don't know about you, but when a crowd chants your name, hell man even your balls tingle lmao. That silly bull weighed 1600 lbs if a pound. He came at me hard and for 13 minutes I knew total Macho Bliss. The crowd screamed OLE on every Pass. Then I did it what I have fantasized, daydreamed and finally realistically planned. I knelt before the beast. I was 5 feet away from it. I spread my vest like the Matadors in Spain. The crowd at that instant became mine forever.

I painted my kill zone on his back as he charged me and he was dead. Well he really wasn't dead, but I hit the heart with paintbrush stick rod. It's the way the women look at you when you strike your poses as you pass the bull, but more importantly the Hawk pose, that lands you the women. Sweet S left the stands before I came out. The trainer handed me her note. She was leaving me, said she couldn't take it if something happened to me cause we had made love for hours the night before. Guess another guy would have been bummed as she was a great time in bed. I had a handful of "Bless Me Cards" as they are called, but basically they mean "Hombre I am yours... call me". Considering I had screwed the night before like a rabbit I was beat. Besides all I could do was send the pics my staff had taken of me fighting to my kids. LMAO My ex wife must be dam!! ROFL.

The trainer told me something that well has had me thinking for a bit all day. He said Amigo you have a death-wish don't come back this is a sport and not a personal highway to find my place in Hell with. Told him yea. So I gave back my suit, cape and took my bullfighting pics with me home. Today I made some serious coin not to mention my investors made out like bandits. I have a gift. I intend to enrich myself. No longer do I need to go back to Spain. I ready myself for Italy and my full Knighthood. I will search and capture my future wife in Rome. I can feel it in my heart. I wish none of these weak minded women who consider themselves equal to a man. Stupid selfish women who won't fight for their men, but instead fight for the right to be alone and raise children fatherless and without boundaries. You won't catch me dead with a American selfish cold hearted woman ever again.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

In 30 mins I face a reall Bull

Am so wasted in pic lmao!!
 Figure I may die like in half hour so I better say something mostly for my kids. Nikkie and Robby looks at your phones thats the bull am taking on in a bit. I love you kids I have to do this sorry I know considering you guys know me as the dad I was I am this guy now. I love you little monkeys like nothing in this world. Tell Mom I loved her once but will always remember as a good friend and much more. To my bloggers crap am so fucking scared lmao!! Last night I took Renee to Skinny s and we had dinner at Smoke House she took me to her place in Ventura county and I spent the night. Shee had me wear my matador suit, got it yesterday and she made love to me like wow until dawn. Am weak kneeded and well hungover!!! we had wine. Well shes in stands and is filming me Lol don't have a clue whats gonna happens next but Dear God I turn my Soul and care of my kids to your Creating Hand take care of them Lord. Bye Lady M and Sandy if I don'i make it know that my last words were I love you Sandy

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Have a Date with Renee

Ok lets see where this goes, am really leery after Lady M of even saying I like you let alone the L word. So lets see what she likes. Have to figure shes doing abot 150 mile round trip to see m,e so I figure that means alot. Tomorrows freaking bull is HUGE.!Trainer just sent me the photo of it and the ucker painted my name on Bulls side with white paint. He texted me saying if you don't want to fight we understand,  I shot back that's a bull? Lol Master I thought that was a fat goat. He texted back,"Son Pray that it rains..Pray"..
I loled back, but right now am at my laptop trembling...LOL! I think that a corvette and a 24 year old babe would have been a safer way to deal with my midlife crisis..shrugs

Friday, November 19, 2010

Am billing

Ye my crew made dough for everybody including ourselves. Nice figures.  Now am into heading to Europe full force. I could do this from any spot on earth.  10 more pounds am at the tight weight yet its the holidays and pplz get blues...yea. Am so immersed in  my work that well never done that before. Usually had a wife and kids to force you back to the land of living. Now nobody stops me. I just go on for hours. I can feel my brain cracking as I turn into something i never was before in these past 27 years of marriage. My own person. I am literally building a financial powerhouse. Soon Ill have my own white Label. I speak to tons of people now daily all across the globe. I make business deals in a snap. I show folks that trust should never be a business option but a given in order to cook deal better like olive oil sizzling. People are running to me now. I got several emails of cleints asking how to pay me.. Lol I remember chasing lawyers years ago at prestige minded law-firms to get paid for hunting down white collar criminals. Now I am being chased by customers who want to pay me.

I Monday I start to show my account and the results of my trading for my personal gain. Am going to book soon a Hilton or holiday inn and hold a crowd show and  make people rich. I'm going to be the johnny Appleseed of Money Ideas and income producing plans.  See the secret to this is so dam simple its all about America it really is. Just think on how to help in anyway the USA and you can not go wrong. This is not about you or I. Its bigger. What will you do for the USA? how will God judge when he looks down upon you and who knows asks hey what did you do to make America better for the rest of the world?

Well Dear God I will do my best to make people incredibly rich and not for materialistic gains, but rather for the layers of good they will lay upon others. I know the people that you send me will be good and generous with others. This is my Sampson like strength. Now instead of killing a 1000's of Philistines, I'll slay 1000000 of money induced worries and marriage and couple fights born in the frustration for lack of money. If you knew me you would know that is not me. I fight bulls not make people rich as far as the bulls I tend to get carried away by the majesty of the fight but only been doing it since I moved here. like 3 weeks now.

I have traders calling me now from Chicago asking me to trade for them. These people invented the options game. I can now think in milliseconds. I can see profit when the market is collapsing. If the DOW is the checkers of wall street than NASDAQ is the chess of it. You have have just a few points to be wrong less leeway than the DOW. Bah I own the bloody thing and soon bulls will kneel before me as the NASDAQ knelt today.

Below is a clients who when he started figured he would lose his money like instantly.Yet fo past week hes been withdrawing money lmao I didn't know haven billed him at all dude owes me some coin by now lol. This is awesome look at the point spread how close I can get. Thats freaking laser pinpoint bombing bay. Except for a trade where the Dow tanked. Heheh couple folks lost bout 60 bucks no biggie but it was great to see rest make out bigtime.

Donalds SS I was actually dancing as I did these trades. Rest of guys were like hey man its his shop right? lol

I was the plane in movie 2012!!

Yup I felt like pilot in movie 2012 as Los Angeles just toppled over and they flew around and through it. I felt the same way as I took my investors tucked them into  my soul and led them through Wall Street as the Dow Jones lost more in a day than some countries can  make as GNP in years terms by the way. Thats who the fuck USA is..we be da bomb k!, befriend the United States make a friend of a lifetime. Hate and hurt us and you will feel our terrible Wrath. Yea that's right God birthed and left us in charge.  When DOW died on Monday. I gabbed each one of my tiny little investors and we flew through the carnage. Nobody spoke as we flew around the devastation. E-trade, schwab, lynch all deeply wounded. Guys at Goldman Sachs passed us in their giant flying survivor structure's with their industrial investors smugly sipping drinks deeply safely inside. The pilots smiled at me. I knew they were  hehe little train that could smiles. Yet my group was alive and I felt at that moment like Jack from a prior EX- girlfriend favorite show Lost, as I protected my survivors.

To take care of peoples money is a grave and most sobering experience. I look great again wounds healed, but I still feel little twangs for Lady M but they go away quick when I remember her games. Even though I have this Delicious blond after me. Hell I don't even have a car and shes coming from another county to pick me up. Everyday I think of Sandy I guess I really did fall in love with her. Am now officially 156 lbs mostly muscle.. When am 150 I'll take the hitchhiker pick me up test. Who knows what will happens. I Think I want a younger girl this time.  I really Like Sweet S, but shes 6 years older than me.

I'll never date a crazy professional single older girl. If you haven't been married or had kids forget it. I don't want to ever be with such a self adsorbed selfish woman again. I want a former Mom min former wife. This Sunday if that fucking bull drags my ass again, gonna go to Steveies car take out his homemade flame thrower and roast that old sack of bull meat so help me God!!! Meanwhile am practicing fighter poses. We supposed to mingle with ladies at events and pose for photo opps. Lol 3 years ago I used to look like Jabba the hut, now I strike Matador challenger poses and get cards from women LOL man.

I rather get dragged around by a pissed off bull than face the nasdaq when techs are falling like raindrops in Bangladesh. I stretch my hand out to you Goddess this Hercules knows he will make you happy see ya soon :)


Hmm lets see what happens today.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

What a day... stuck a deal with a cat in Israel that could me great dough. Was even invited to to hit Tel Avi and meet the rest of partners. I was like hmm ok lets see where it goes. I am all about short term. See the real money here SoCal will always be real estate so I just want cash to buy a couple apartment buildings and houses. Def some commercial real estate always deal to be found. so am am building cash fast trading binary options for regular folk like you and I. Get to speak to people from all over the USA I develop daily my own mathematical operations to share with my crew. I have a list of formulas that even am ready to trademark. All the while I take night classes in intermediate  BASIC MATH? LOL!!!!!!!!!! A angel has a right angel? lmao who knew? If these folks hold up their end of the deal Ill be fine and perhaps in Israel by January. I would dig being invited as a guest there. I know I'll get into trouble somehow I dont care. It would be a religious high.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I think am falling in love again..oh vey

 What a week! today had bullfighting class. Of all the girls I have known I would loved to have shown Sandy how sexy I looked getting my ass gored with rubber horns btw that chit hurts bigtime. This bull was bigger and he took me apart man. It was as though the bastard looked at me and said, "oh a mid lifer? seriously"? My Trainer likes the girl I am dating so he had me on webcam and she just scolded the crap out of me when I was done. She whispered like it was something deep she was appealing in me, as if I be happier not fighting, do you really need do this she asked, but it wasn't judgmental. It was the right tone that a best friend would ask. I stayed quiet. Have dropped all the rest of the ladies. I like Sweet S as I call her. I dig her attention always calling and texting never guilting me or gaming me. She used to have boyfriends from Italy maybe that's why shes so feminine.

This Saturday hopefully Ill take her to Bens funeral his dad passed on. I know considering we dont see each other much, well Ben is my best friend and thats how it is. Besides I no longer care about how girls see me. Something happened to me from the first bullfight. Its like I grew up or something, women no longer mean what they used to. I live for the cheering fans LMAO all 20 of them ROFL well 20 now later 100's in Spain. Like when I showed up to parking lot tonight couple of sweet ladies came to wish me well. I was like thanks ladies one a Realtor gave me her card and kissed the back and gave me a lipsticked biz card? That was my first. They give us loose fitting Matador suits.

Yet apparently I look hot in it as you could hear the girls cheer me on. Until the bull took me down and dragged my noobish ass all over the ring. This time the handlers came running guess It looked bad. I got up and bowed to my fans and walked over with blood pouring out of my nose and mouth smiling and bowed again to the floor. They went wild and screamed El Hombre Vive =The man lives. Some silly lady threw the whole vase at me with flowers and looked freaked she had done it. I caught the vase took out a rose and walked over gave it to her and the way she looked at me I had never seen before in all my life. She looked at me with slow motion joy so freaking glad to see me like we had been friends forever, not really love but like a mix of love and respectful happiness fo me at least whats what I vibed, even though she was a few ring stands away from me, she raised her solid white hand as to caress me. I struck the flare pose, took my time turning.

They, the crown might as well been Spain full of thousands cause it sounded like it. I became a Matador forever at this instant. I had found my place in this empty universe. People loved me for what I was and not what I had been. Yet had the bull torn my ears off?I was deaf? I could feel the roar of the crowd, a din of yelling and feel in the air the vibrations of foot stomping, but the pressure I guess of the moment or the shock of being trampled, I couldn't hear them. just, walked back to the pens.

I didn't limp or act hurt but when I got back to our rooms I just slumped over and my trainer caught me as I went down he told me you my friend will be a great Bullfighter for you know no fear and you fight for the crowd. Doctor came over and applies some compresses he said.Told me not to come back on Sunday to heal up. This time the other trainers came over and each used an old bull tail and wiped the blood off my face and they passed the tail around and kissed it. I was so touched and emotionally hyped, I had to turn away before before tears leaked out. I think I am falling for my girl she so sweet and considerate.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Am going to make love 2 myself am so fine!!

If I advance follow me
If I retreat kill me
If I die avenge me

To the Glory of Heaven and to the Cursed in Hell.

(Let The Trading Begin

As the Dow lost 2% of its value my clients made gobs of money and not on Put's... Geesh am a genius not a noob..put's my ass. CALLS BABY CAUSE I CAN SEE THE FUTURE BIATCH!!!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

I meet her on Saturday for Dinner and Dance

Imagine the Prom Queen, the head cheerleader from your past. Being totally gaga over you. She totally changed when she saw me fight the for the noobs Bull. She acted like I was fighting Godzilla. She checked me for injuries and hugged me kissed me and cried. It was our first date and we would make love twice by the end of the day..She told me she would reach into hell and pull my ass out and kill me If I get hurt in Spain. Told nah baby am all bout being around forever for her. We both have it hard for each other.

Am taking her for Dinner and dancing at the Avalon in Hollywood. Shes like baby whatever you want I want. When I saw training films of her looking at me fighting the bull, she would bite on her hand as I would pass the bull over and over. Its true without a question women love Matadors and If I land her and make her mine whatever price I pay in the ring is nothing to have this trophy of a women in my arms. asked if she would do chariot races with me in Italy when we go and she said, "My King I serve at your leisure". I acted all nonchalant but inside I was screaming FUCKING YEA!! Shes so into me!!!!!!!! I have missed this kind of hardcore Love. Sandy was only girl that came this close.

Apparently am a financial genius? Am making people money as easy as warming up coffee in a Microwave.

Am a Love Addict!

 After Sweet S brought me back to my place. I was like wow. Never had so many pretty women actually want me. Naturally I figured I must have said something in my profile that was bringing them in. Then today it hit me today it was my profile bringing them in but it was my convos with them on phone making them come after me.Stacy called me tonight around 8:30 pm we hung up at 2:45 am. now shes the most dangerous of all these diamonds. See divorced women are very fine and know exactly what to say and do to enthrall you. yet Stacy is like Lady M and never married or lived with a guy for longer than 3 or so years.

See when a woman hasn't ever married or given birth she retains a girlish youngish attitude. Even though Lady wasn't in love with me she was fun to be with. Now Tracy is Jewish and just a blast to talk and wow I JUST HAVE TO MEET HER. We laughed for hours and talked lots of business of hers and mine. Now when I talk to a girl its the strangest thing they email me tons of pics as we talk. Nothing pornish but well showing figure though. This is the second time a honey with a Masters and a doctorate go for me. I'm a high school drop out as you can tell by my writing but am going for my ged this JANUARY heheh hence jetting to Spain to meet my Bull. I figure I don't want to die a high school dropout. Let my life be a reminder to my kids that fall down 7 times but get up 8.

btw On Wednesday will be 2 weeks since I moved here and left Lady M's apt. When I left I had 100 bucks in my pocket. Below is my total as of this morning.My Mom said I have found myself again. I guess shes right. Taken almost 3 years and over 30 women to finally get here again. I can make money again by just thinking it. Soon I'll be rich agin and this time Its gonna be different. This time Love and adoration of my Mate will be THE ORDER OF THE DAY. i WILL TAKE THAT lucky woman and travel all over the world and no adventure no deed for the good of all will be to small to undertake. I swore to you God to let me be your Sampson again. You have forgiven me and My Lord I will never disappoint you again. What I have I will give freely to those that have nothing. Please Father take care of my children. Let Lady M find what she seeks help Ben dearest Creator of all that lives and dies. Let me find her Lord let me love with out abandon again. I serve thee in my entirety, let my clients find Grace in their investments.

Ana texted me too while gamed Tracy. i mean Tracy is exactly my age but lmao shes like 35 in style and teasing me. I really like her alot. She said were going out next weekend. Then Sweet S texted me too asking me for more pics. I was like wtf man? I really aint much too look at and I am 49 with Grey hair. So I know now that I have changed mentally and emotionally. Although Stacy did ask me if I was over M, when I asked why she said you bring her up. Told her yea I was over her and I was like thats it.

Tracy is really into me. shes plays me well now that I think about it. Example she asked me early in our convo that she had seen my username at plenty of fish told her yea that I was flirting with a few. She asked me to send her pics of my favs,I did. We spoke for the next 5 hours. Heheh and I finally got these single women. I want Stacey she trips me out. Her talk style is like a cross between Peppermint Patty from Charlie  Brown to Merle Streep. Told her today my intentions towards her she was like ok.

Told Tracy I knew that this time I would only go for women that went 100% gaga for me.  She was like oh really, but like I told her since she was Jewish she only had to be 78% into me. She stayed quiet for like 5 seconds and then busted up like crazy. Yet Sweet S is madly hot and she surrendered herself to me twice. Ingrid called and I don't even want to hear that voice mail. Am very sad as you can tell. My best friend since i Was a kid Ben his Dad died today after a long fight with strokes and diabetes.

It was Ben who gave me the weights i LIFT DAILY. It has been Ben that when I was broke would spring feast for me at his restaurant so I would look good to my dates. My prayers and love to my only and I wouldn't WANT anybody else as my best friend. He was my best man when I got married 25 years ago. Ben TO YOU'RE DAD WE RAISE OUR HEARTS AND LOVE.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

and the Winner is......

 She won me. I mean look, I have a lot to offer am brave and well I'll love you deeply, if I do love you. This sweetheart was with me for hours on phone and wow shes so incredibly sweet and loving. It was her way she spoke Spanish to me that nailed me. Hell she didn't know what she was saying. At one point she called me a green lawnmower.LOL I died loling. We had a ball the whole afternoon.We met at Starbucks, some idiot was bothering her at the counter. So I step up to the punkass and tell him to take his rat ass outside and wait for me to teach him some manners. He fled, but I stayed behind feeling like an idiot. i used to do this for Lady M whenever I felt she was disrespected. Lady M didn't like it and I well I FELT  WHAT TRASH I MUST LOOK LIKE. dont even know this girl. She introduces herself and asks if I would like some coffee.
Tell her no thanks have a date in car waiting..INGRID!!. 15 mins later Ingrid walks in and finds us in corner making out like teenagers. She yells at me, "you just lost heaven asshole" and storms out.

Considering she was my ride and date. I turn look at my new friend and boom we lunge at each other. Now am writing this post from her laptop while she takes a shower. Am at her place and Christ this honey is absolutely amazing. When we showed up later to Ring at slymar I just had to show off and my trainer knew what I was up too. He gave me a nice bull and well I danced for like 10 mins and didn't get torn up. After my session. We made love in back of the bull pen near some ducks and wow man.

4.5 Hours wit German honey named Ingrid :)

It just hit me that ive been getting hit daily by 2-3 gils at plenty of fish. some are just turn into missed calls others I talk with. Last nights special flavor was Tasty Stacy really funny girl again never married or kids. So that youthful style again like Lady M. Tonight as I was spread sheeting I get hit on berry that a babe at pof has favorites me on some "hot list"? I mean am getting that much attention that I have emails now forwarded to berry. See its a big deal for a guy like. As when Lady M left me,I FIGURED IN A WAY i must have been an eyesore to look at. Easier to fault yourself in some way more than to believe she wasn't in love with you.  So girls I've been talking with nightly now are dam stunning. I kinda always saw myself as a Latin Jabba the Hut?

Today milestone in my life. I remember a yea when I was first dating Lady M. I asked her at a pollo loco dinner how long it would take her to move in with a guy she said I think 2-3 years. I remember choking on my drink as I laughed and said seriously?.I moved in with her like 3 months later. I would laugh about now if the memories of her face and looks didn't hurt like a mother fucker right now.

Anyways so i GET HIT,i log in to POF check who added me as a favorite. I laugh and say no way In fact I even get a little mad thinking frucking spammer. So as am writing this huge ass go to hell lying spamming hate email I get a IM request from same username. I 'm like alright mof its so on. 4 hours later Ingrid is asking me to consider moving in with her by April if things work out and we have chemistry. I was so like floored and stunned? I though rofl Lady M would have just fallen over  f I had said the same on our first phone call.

During this time were emailing pics back and forth and it hits me this is such a lie she cant be real. I mean look shes younger than me I mean freaking beautiful, black hair totally glowing white skin and BRIGHT GREEN EYES. I mean really on fire green bright. So after an hour into all this I say on phone Doll would you mind if we webcamned to be sure we're cool with our looks. I know, but I didn't know how else to say one no way you can be this hot and or Ingrid have you seen what I look like? We webcam and I have to hold onto the sides of my seat: shes like a model.  I act as cool as I can and say, "sup gurl" she says something in German while smiling and and her green lava fired eyes squinting. I ask huh? Yea I know Mr. smooth as always.

Shes says in a throaty medium German accented English. "Your so unbearably handsome". For the first time in 26 years since I was chased by some Dallas football linemen off the field for serving one of the halfbacks during practice some legal papers. My ears just clogged up? I couldn't hear a fucking thing for like I guess 1 minute. Just this ocean like roar. Well shes throwing pics at me of her at work she started there as a forklift driver, of course shes always like surrounded by a 1000 guys, shes now the manager there 4 years now, but I am just so lost now staring at her shes asking me to pose and stuff am so laughing. We finish on phone later. I look at profile again and see all the comments she has from I guess fellow dawgs. Am like wow Up to now no woman I've  talked to has been this been so madly beautiful. I know shallow but jesus she so fucking hot. Am tripping as I go to sleep. She already text-ed me while ago pic of her in bed with her poodle chicks man.

This thanksgiving I was planning on spending it alone, but maybe not after all.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I met a real Angel today.

 Update: last Monday I enrolled into a bullfighting school of all places here in the foothills totally against the law so I won't tell ya where. I got my ass dragged by a teen bull LOL!!!!!!!!!! I was really doing well untill I looked for just a spit second away and boom the little bastard knocked me down and stomped on me a bit and rolled me for a minute or 2. Most  of the trainers just stood there laughing their asses off. They told me if had been in Spain I would have been killed instantly. I was so excited about it. Was my first bull and am so hooked. So Tomorrow I go again they figure a month or 2 and am ready for my first rubber horned tipped bull. El Coser my trainer said I'm a natural but that I'm old though am 49. Yet he said I have incredibly speed and grace. I felt so dam proud. Cant post pics as its a felony to fight bulls in California.!!  Yea but a pedophile can live close to our kids schools but I can't fight a bull? WTF?!

Wow have been on Plenty of fish for past week and wow. I never have met so many killer women!! Met this totally rad honey that helps out with 1 pound babies. I think she is da bomb,shes hot and all that but to meet somebody that cares more for others than herself wow man. Thats what I 'm looking for in life that kind of best friend.

Friday, November 12, 2010 worked...Yawn..LOL

Ok only 14 made it to the promised land of the 19. The 5 decided to just take their profits and skipped away and already are sending me my cut. Keep in mind aside from these say 7 didn't even make it to Tuesday and got totally wiped out. Thats the nature of this bittersweet beast. Many will realize amazing gains but some will just lose whatever they invested. Its ok I lost too a couple times. How else could I know what to trade for my clients. How proud am I of myself. Ok if you go to the CBOE and look at top tabs labeled products. Click on it and you'll see among instruments, "weeklies Options".

The CBOE has a webcast with Charmian and vice chair of the CBOE and they discus weekly options and I quote the vice chair said,"Its like playing PacMan on the fourth level". He went to add only the most sophisticated trader should even attempt. Well..cough,,cough,, What I am investing in for my lucky clients are called Binary Options or Digital Options and they TRADE HOURLY NOT WEEKLY AND I INVEST WITHIN NANOSECONDS THAT'S MY STRATEGY. Yea lmao what a month to give up drinking lol. Yet am celebrating in my own way.

She says Hmm. I love that!!

 lil nervous in 2 mins 17 clients of mine could please God will be richer by 2k

I love that she says hmm a lot before talking. I sent her a pic of me all "metroed out" lmao! her reply below ..Dam am liking her!

 to me
show details 11:16 AM (1 minute ago) valleysuaverrrriiccoooo!! LOL!!

Lonely Thanksgiving

 Oh hell I could sleep with any honey here. I want to fall in love again...its so rocks Who will I end with? don't know,but I know it will be a sweet babe with a heart as big as her eyes. She has to out there and I will find her.

Wow love doesn't end..It changes into a pretty smile

I like her man I fucking like this one. We talk so easily and for hours man. I told her stuff already that I never showed Sandy or Lady M. She was good with it. Shes so sweet and considerate of my feelings./ LMAO when she called me a "Valley boy".ROFL into the Metro Look I was wtf is the metro look? Shes tall 5-9 without heals lmao I'm 5'9 5-10 with boots on. Shes says am a charmer and not like the girls am used to. So I asked if she could get freaky in bed she said yea. I was like then baby its on. She laughed and the way she laughs its such a girlish giggle. She so reminds me of Doris Day. I means so so freaking sweet withe things she says. I am beginning to like her. Yet she lives in Chino basically an hour away by car. I dont have a car! Lets see where this goes. Nothing nails my ass to the Love wall than a sweetie telling me nice things and teasing me. Drives me nuts.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Rather be Gored that not be in Love.

The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you

What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
v And I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]

{World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you

Nobody loves no one

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Soon I will dance with the Bull

Lady M I really loved you or as close as I have come to since Sandy.  Am so sorry it didn't work, I say this cause baby you were right, I am a financial mastermind. In 5 days I made almost 2k maybe working a couple hours a day. This is without counting  the 20% my clients owe me for making them gobs of cash. If I knew that you loved me I would come back for you. Doll Joe gave me the printouts of you since we moved in and baby you been fooling around with other guys since we its ok I was doing same with chicks too. I guess we both kinda knew it wasn't going to work out. Yet we had grins and fun times and I showed you my powers. I always wanted somebody to see what I could do when God turns me into Sampson and now you and the monsters I've send to hell know what I am.  I will be leaving the states soon as I need a vacation and I really want to make love to a Woman in every city in Europe. I like Ana, a girl I met at POF, but I doubt she can take off work. Its ok everyday day I turn into  cross between Gary Grant and Jerry Lewis LMAO! soon Ill be who I 'm supposed to be. Thank you Doll for seeing in me what I never saw.

Oh Oh I like this one .

Well this is the thing. I'm not in heat yet, but soon the beast Will hunger again for the bittersweet flesh of a new heart flame. Today I had a another one of these professional single women call me. This one I like cause she called me. We been instant messaging on plenty of Its where I me Lady M. What floats my boat more than anything in the world is when a hottie is into me enough to chase me. She was married for 18 years 3 daughters all moved out and adults shes 47- and has lived alone as a single women for past 11 years.

What the holy fuck batman? What is it with chicks that have lived alone for so long all of sudden picking me? Their game is totally elite though. Its like dealing with incredibly intuitive women who know how dawgs like me hunt but realize I ain't like anybody they ever met before. This one would tease me and tell me she wasn't my type which I thought was so sweet and kind to say that for all I knew at the time she was telling me off. I figured,but how sweet though I thought.  Today while worked I laughed as I wondered if we would chat that night. We instant message for like 40 mins last night and I really enjoyed it. Manami called me last night and she likes me but shes so fucking hurt I moved in with Lady M last feb. Yet like told her baby When you showed up when Lady M was moving out and stood by my side I felt so much love for you. I have known Manami alot longer than M . I say by a -9 months. Told Manami I would always be there for her. Yet shes barely 30 and well I know she likes white guys most Asians do. Why who knows?

Tonight am working onn some spreadsheet and I get tapped on blackberry from plenty of fish. I figure and hope nits Ana.  Nope new babe so I log in and WOW what a gorgeous redhead. I love reds man like Huge.

So I message her back and boom it's on were messaging, you know the drill and suddenly Ana's little instant message box pops up and lmao I get so happy. I just like tell red here's my number call me, shes like hmm a Little late at night so I write some nice stuff back she says shell call soon am like great. Then I happily turn to Ana and sweet were are typing and chit5,but I say baby come on lets talk now on phone shes like ok and calls me! Well we talk about an hour and say goodnight not before she asks me all confidently whats my schedule for tomorrow so she can call me I said baby for you I don't care if I 'm with President Obama I'll drop him for you. She laughed and said ok.

I think I'm going to pursue this one and maybe have thanksgiving with her. lol I wish but ya ne3ver know. The red head lives way closer though and I have never had sex with a redhead before. Thew few fat pounds have melted and turned into muscle. Today I googled my daily walking route and its 2.5 miles round-trip. By January I'll be 155lbs and all muscle. Gawd I love blogging and reading this crap months later.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

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Monday, November 8, 2010

Its time to be Great again!

Am turning into what I used to be and even more. I miss having a Sweet woman next to me in bed when I wake. I miss making breakfast and loving a hottie. Yet this is fun too, doing the impossible. Today I made for some young dude with a little baby boy over I know the kid needs it. I look good and feel great my body is getting all muscly and tight. Am going for abs like that poster around town called "brody". Soon the pick me up test. Did that a year ago when I was 150 lbs just stuck out my hand and a girl picked me up little on heavy side,but I didn't mind. This time I think I want a Latina all slender and mouthy laff, sigh here we again. Even though I was born in the USA the last GF was a black Chick and now that I think about it wow man she was mean and cold. I don't need that crap anymore. My self worth has risen quite a bit since I turned into a financial adviser. Yet it was my last gf that told me I was brilliant. In a way its a shame it didn't work out, but hey man when a honey doesn't love you nothing on earth will change that. Like the sheriff says, move along folks shows over.
 The link to make money like I do is----> Here

So here is my profile on Plenty of Fish. Its a free dating service and tons of hot to trot honeys!

Looking for a fun date and a meaningful aren't we all huh. I love traveling and hope you like as well. I enjoy being romantic and gentle. Like to dance and thrive in quiet times with the right woman. Was married for 25 years on a 24/7 basis (divorced now 3 years)..just saying lol. Had 2 wonders of kids, Daughter heading to her bar exam and Son heading to Peperdine. Am dam proud of them and they are my best work. Guess since am 49 that would mean red flag mid life? Nah Starting over was the biggest hurdle ever and well am stronger and a better Man from Gods gifts and His scoldings lol.

So here I am ladies, if you get to me, You'll know one, am a keeper and 2 you will never have met anybody like me. Am polite and old school. So like kids say nowadays "lets smash it up" Hope to hear from you soon. Let me tell ya something Ladies. I used to hunt white collar criminals down and ladies always talk to the men you intend to date. What you hear in that voice will determine much.
With that said..hmmm..cough call me..cough

I love Europe so a woman that loves Rome, Milan and Paris is a plus. If you dont know these places, I' m more than happy to take you there. Everything in life requires that you stand tall, reach for it and make the world spin with the possibilities. Hope to hear from you names . BTW Rome,Italy is only 13 hours from LAX. Let the vibes mingle and if they tingle lets cruise. Call me and lets get the party started.  . 310-621-8501

$869. in three hours..PWNT!

Made this in three (3) hours heres link enjoy and happy holidays. Mine just changed wait till I screen shot ya nexts weeks total!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

I guess I should be dead.

 Kids these is what I called you about Nikki my depo was yesterday enjoy the read. Same blood flows through you and the potato.  
AllText in bold means that's when well I came close.

Well at the rate the money is coming in I should be gone hopefully by February. Don't know if I am going to chase Sandy after all. Yesterday at depo Attorney went over basically my life's accidents and near misses all to find out if it had any bearing on my right index tip of finger lmao man. So here it goes again.

Roll over down the canyon on Barham in car with Mom. We both didn't have seat belts and yet all I got \was a scratch on forehead and mom a broken ankle. I was 8. In 6th Grade I was hit by a car in front of school and sent flying across the street lmao other side too. Got up Dad was crying ambulance said I was ok we got in car went home and Mom wigged out. Who knows old I was in 6th grade. When I was 12, was thrown off by a horse in heat and I got stomped by some other bitch horse in back of me when I fell. Just some little cuts and bruised ego mostly. As Teenager 17 fell off the Malibu dam. Lol wanted to go fishing on other side cause of deep still water huge ass bluegills. Was scared of rangers busting me so I had to climb back up wall of dam. I was with my gf at the time Ruth Lieberman. Tight little Jewish honey.

At 17  had a head on collision with some asshole lol I guess me too. We played chicken.We both won..idiots! Nothing happened to me the other guy broke his shoulder and legs when he flew though his windshield. I did get a ticket for reckless driving and that haunted me for a few years on insurance records.

I was 21 and new married wife and I suffered a six car pile up yea they all piled all behind me. We were stupid then and didn't wear safety belts.We destroyed the entire ca inside as we got bounced around like ping pong balls. 8 months later we wee still picking out windshield glass from our foreheads as swelling went down. That was in October. I hate and despise October

2 TWO fucking weeks later while we sleeping over in our office on third floor. Our apartment wasn't ready yet. The building got fire and we escaped but we were on fire. Only the clothes got burned, we came out ok but we lost everything in fire. I really hate October.

Next 7 years two more head on collisions DAM ASIANS!! I didn't get hurt but one Asian dude died. Seems he had a heart attack, tore across freeway divider and came right at me. Like I told the attorney I checked all mirrors and I could have avoided, but this time I really wanted to prove I couldn't be killed. So pushed the pedal baby down and hit him at over 60mph. He died or was already dead but I got bruised ribs and one hell of a lecture from the District Attorney. He even came into my hospital bed and tore me a new one in front of family. Like I told him then "hey man that mof was going to kill somebody probably some lady with kids". So decided to take him out instead. It was that statement that was shown to me in Rome a few years ago. It made me the creature I am now. It s why I lost Lady M. I'm a monster and her and Sandy saw it.

 Got run over and fucking dragged by a gawdam bitch of tour bus. I dont mean those wannabe double deckers as I could shrug that shit off. Rather a  tour bus that makes a greyhound bus look like shuttle van.
Cross the street and I turned to see the font,next thing I am under the Bus. Looking up at the underside of a moving bus and I and some say they tires run over me others say I was tumbling under the bus. few MINUTES LATER OR AS THE REPORT SAID 1 BLOCK LATER. I was pulled out by the people and ambulanceman was screaming on its way. Saw my Son standing thee looking at me crying I got up told him its ok Boy no goddamn bus could kill me. I turned and hopped over to fucking kill the driver.

The English Cops gently hugged me and held me as ambulance showed up. i could see my ex wife now but then she was screaming in disbelief. My daughter was laughing as she was being soothed by a cop. They all climbed in with me to ambulance they sandbagged my ass and we took of to E. I was thee exactly 15 mins given a tetus shot NO XRAYS and motrin ok? I was so mad my kids ate the doctor alive and then we were gently escorted by armed persona to the front and there we exited and now faced the English Parliament. It was to easy understand how these heartless people lost the colonies. The attorney for defense said "so much for socialized medicine.

It was probable the most intense depo I have ever been as it was all about me and my index finger lmao man. Fast forward bar fights here and there some I won , most I lost, got my ass kicked a lot, knifed and even shot . In total over 48 police at several times in my life have surrounded me with the intent to shoot to kill. (Had to give years,details and of course the 14 additional cops through the 16th of October-31, yea few weeks thanks Lady M.. Things about Cops and very lucky for me is. They know am a bad guy but can be counted on doing the right thing. Guess that's why they don't shoot me or arrest me.)
Then I said something wasn't meant to be funny but thew lawyers and stenographer died. I said my ex wife said I was a lucky LMAO

What should have been a 1/2 depo took 3 hours but it was fun for all. I left went downstairs since it was on cangoa ave. Dropped in cheesecake factory got a slice of cake coffee and thought Lady M and the new clients I was now in charge. See most of these folks like me tying to scrape by and want to believe in something that ain't a scam. It isn't and I talk to these ladies from all over the country and guys too. I am going to use every skill I have and make these folks win. Yea yea I'll make some bucks but honeys like M and Sandy know I could care less about money. Time to patrol again but this time its a different highway and with a all more personal desperation to it.

When I am done this task I now will leave. I feel my wings unfurling. they musk the aroma of  the burned and broken, yet as I stretch them and caress their leathery flesh. I know and now my children know as a part of a official record sworn under penalty of perjury with all the had copy documentation. That if I have this super blood so do they. For this I wrote this long ass post. Kids I love you and look at me now as fly and get ready to leave for a faraway place know that everything I did was for you.

Friday, November 5, 2010

it was a good day

 You would think that after living with Lady M since feb of lthis year to end of september. You would have thought I would have gotten over Sandy? SO WHY THE FUCK CANT I? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Aunt told me go to Spain fight a Bull like I told Sandy I would and bring the Video back for Sandy..
Sounds good to me.

I think I did well today and yea am going to be ok financially. Yet I still miss, Lady M guess I really shouldn't, after all she never really was in love with and still she did love me though and I did too in my way..I did.  I would have killed for her and without a doubt saved her from any monster. What I could NOT do was create love where there was none. Today as I dealt with what I had to do I couldn't help noticing all these Latina honeys here.. Jesus am surrounded by smiles and tight little bodies. I went over my love spreadsheets of love.Yea when I got divorced I made love excel spreadsheets so I could keep tack on what worked on babes and what didn't.

Back then I was about getting laid 24/7. Seems babes go gaga for me in the second month of knowing me but I lose them 3 months later. Now I could sit here and analyze all night how to keep them after the 2 months of gaganess has passed....... Nah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lets focus on how to make those 2 months of bliss last for years instead...hehehe.

AM FOCUSED ON GOING BACK DOWN TO 150LBS i MUST BE AT 165-170LBS. Am lifting weights 3 times a day now and increased weight to 150 the bar and 50 lbs the dumbbells.  Manami hasn't called me in a couple days and am glad. Young girls have way too much energy for me. Yet I'll give it to the Asian babes, they know how tighten those inner walls like the star wars movie #1. When I told manami that once. I was like remember baby the scene when wookie, hans, luke and princess leigh are in the spaceship trash compactor? lmao she pushed me out of bed lol.

Never been with a girl that could do that, but NIGHT AIN'T OVER YET!!!! LOL IT IS i AIN'T CHASING SKIRTS ANYMORE. Am just chilling more like a wolf spider and just nabbing the ones that get to curious. Couldn't reach Sandy, but at same time never tried as I have been busy all week but am trying Monday. If she says no then so be it onwards and forwards.

Turn $100 into $2000. in a week.

 UPDATE: I DID IT ALL!!! I MADE FOR OVER 5 PEOPLE TODAY 2 GRAND EACH.. I made 20%off each account. Woot!!!! God I wish I knew how to get hold of Sandy...just saying lol.

 \Go here join, (its free to become a member) this link and check this out.

When you have logged in as a member on main menu click on top tab "the trading area" go to it please.
Now please Click on Indices on top tabs. 

When loaded pick any index as long as the payout is 81% that's very important, as that was is what you will get paid daily. The Money you initially fund the fund the account is $100.00 times 81% (the payout) = $181.00.   oK here we go buckle the f-up baby cause now we dance.

You made on Monday by Time your on way home stuck in traffic. You made $181.00 Tuesday those $181.00 bucks are reinvested into index. You make by 5:00 pm $327.00. Wednesday (PERSONALLY I HATE THIS DAY. I WAS RUN OVER BY A TOUR bus IN London ON Wednesday...grrrrr.) OK THE $327.00 YOU made the day before again is reinvested and by 5:00 pm you now have made $690.00. Hey I would like to say Traffic don't matter much anymore when you look at your berry,Iphone, Pad whatever screen and see $690.00 safely purring all new born and stuff. Thursday you reinvest all you made day before and by 5::00 pm...Bam  Bam $1242.00 woot! and baby it even Friday yet lmao!!!! Ok FRIDAY = You Reinvest the Prior days entire gains and by 5:00 pm. You now have on your account. $2242.00. If you need help in making this money correctly timing the right index, well I'll do it for you, but I charge 20% of whatever I make for you. Email me IF YOU WANT ME TO THIS FOR YOU.

 If you joined link like I asked you  too. Log into your account during Street hours. go to trading area click on indexes. See the green button titled call? and red button underneath it titled Put? click ON THE GREEN BUTTON THEN IN BLANK AMOUNT FILED O SPACE ENTER 100. as you enter the number look underneath number you entered.  It display the payout you will receive for investing $100.00. Enter any number you wish and you'll see the instant payout you profit.

Thats how you turn  $100.00 into $2000.00 in a weeks time.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Ill show you how to be scams am real thing

 Listen up the wacky deal I know, but am desperate I have been madly in love with this girl for past year. Actually longer maybe almost 2 years.Yet in these past 2 years I have down the impossible and yet am still alive. Heres the deal take or leave it. I'll make you rich by next weeks end. Heres link go to it now and join it, free btw, then come back here..go please and hurry my niceness only lasts for so long before I become the beast again. Click here and become a rich MOF..

I'LLL give you a half hour wrap your brain around site and then show you how to make a couple grand with just a 100.bucks. Wish I had known this couple yeas and well life would have been different. its 11:00 pm LA time Ill be back at midnight and post the secret method to using link above. Btw does it work? Well 3 weeks ago I was broke. Now I got a house cheap if you want but a gated community and will get a nice ca next yea it works.

Ok am going to show you how to turn $100. on Monday to $2200.00 by same end of week on Friday. Why would I do this for Simple I posted on Sandys old twitter account and on the chance she reads this. I want her to know she was right. I am as a smart as I think I am. Will I eve get back? lmao no man shes gone. But I know when I die my last breath will be her name. I intend to make a million in a few months and Ill appear at he house to date her, if she does I will make her mine. If she says no then I flyoff to Italy and that's it.

My New Place

I dropped Vivianna last night right after I hung up with her. Met her at plenty of fish same place I met Lady M. I no longer or go for women that have lived alone for years. LOL  Now I know why they are alone....geesh. I guess I could be bitter from what Lady M tried to pull on me. Yet wtf man too many honeys out there. Ok so my rules are: Date honeys over 30-but way under 50. I don't even want to be with another menopausal woman again wow!!!!!!!!

How things change. From living with a woman in a one bedroom in Hollywood to now a top floor in a private community. The owner of home are into horses so they live in Texas. Basically I just got a house nestled against foothills for 600. bucks a month. Business showing folks how to turn 100 bucks into 1-2k in a week has taken off and tell you the truth. I think am jetting soon as some a/r's flow in.. I only need a blackberry or a laptop and got both. So I can do business anywhere in the world. Even though I know Lady M didn't love me let alone ever been in love with me. I kinda did love her. Weird though. I was never really faithful to her since day one. Especially when she left last two weeks, I did still love her. Thats weird for a Latin jealous kinda guy like me.

Like I said last few posts I gave up drinking. Never liked it much, but it was a good way to tell people off and tell them what you wouldn't normally. Don't need it anymore. Am glad cause the next day blahs sucked. Am back to walking a couple miles a day,daily lifting weights upstairs and dealing with clients. I like this being alone but I know it can't last long. I need no scratch that I have to be with a woman. Its my way. I need a woman I can talk to,love,make love and live life with and against. Lady M just wasn't her as "clearly" a word she used to say clearly am not hers.

Would I want kids again? LMAO ARE YOU INSANE!! lol nah not cause of the hassle, my heart just couldn't take those midnight runs to hospital or cause baby has fever and all that. Made an appointment next month for Xmas, AM GETTING FIXED! Well now that I just finished writing that hmm maybe not what if I fall for a dish in Rome and we get pregnant? wow kids in Italy.... Ok folks bet you would like to know how to make 100.00 bucks turn into 1000.  in a week? hehe bet you wish you were a client ..hehehe.

Well a new rule is I show only women how. Why women? guys are like me... assholes and I wont help a mother fucker to save his life. For a damsel in distress am right there, email Doll if you want.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Youngest girl? 30-42

My Current life behavior no different than the Joker above. Yet its true, have been dealing with girls and their own schemes and plans. I guess you can't blame them right? Yet like the Joker in movie said.."Do I  look like a planner..I just do." I guess I did the right thing sticking by a former Girlfriend that came to visit me when Lady M was moving her stuff out Sunday. My little 30 year partner in sex crimes lol!! yup forget I met her when she was 29.  She been calling me everyday since Sunday. She said Lady M looked like she wanted to eat her when I first brought her up to apt while M was packing stuff with her cohorts. My lil Japanese princess want to go to a casino near palm springs..lmao kids always on the move. Yet nah am busy right now rebuilding an empire. I gave up drinking and last night I laid down the foundation of my Castle and today Ive been swamped. Who knew people would like to turn a 100 bucks into 2grand by end of

Well am moving out in a couple hours. I will Miss Lady M she could make me laugh but I always felt uncomfortable round her like I was a live in experiment. Well she was here when I needed a friend and I deeply thank her for it and I was there for her too. Next time I post on blog I'll be a new address at a new location. I think I may ty some latinas for awhile,but this time. I leaned quite a bit. Am letting them chase me down these time. I literally had sex almost daily and several times a day for past 8 months.

So "Hal" my Penies name we're good.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Homemade video of went Bad!!!

Things are changing wonderful things are going on. The realization that yea we were wrong is hitting home.  In a good way though. I think I hit on a tiger by the tail with binary options. Who knew I would be good with them. Have made enough from my clients that I can afford a $1,ooo. condo room in Malibu. I wont though. I dont want to live here anymore. Just want to get this Binary Option on a firm footing and am jamming asap. When rest of A/R come in. This kind of trading can be done from any place on Earth. After living with a hottie for past 10 months well I'm ready to be alone for a while. I didn't know lots of  older babes my age are ready to have fun like immediately but no longer requires this commitment etched on stone of forever love cause of the sex. Lol who knew? I just can't see getting into the energy vortex a younger honey is. Something about a wolf your age, yet always a little younger say -2-4  years. Am fading to black and lets see what the next scene opens with.

Monday, November 1, 2010

I get u Bill Clinton

How do you just say no a woman's smile? How? Right now am facing Titanic upheavals in my personal life all because I can't control my FUCKING DICK!!! I was married in human years.... about 150 years? So you would think the sex drive would have been burned out by now? Que? The thing is and I can't explain it but as I more involved with a lady the more intense and frequent sexual funs is needed at least for me. For now. This girl today I spoke to he twice once when she called me and right now when I called her. Its like how is this possible am going through a lousy breakup regardless whose wrong or both are right..a breakup nevertheless. What the madding part is and this is why it isn't what folks like to name a SEX ADDICTION. Ok denial right?? lmao wait!!!!  Its that each woman is different inside, really never the same as the one before and never forgotten after the last one. Example lets say you drink rum nightly is it for the flavor or the buzz? Sex for me is for the flavor and  the buzz. Yet as the homemade video of my breakup with live in girlfriend can attest may have to rethink the sex thing...      ya think?

Am I a Sex in the City Single girls Magnet

So as you can tell I was madly sad last night its finally over shes gone.  You can imagine the drama when Lady M ran into Manami as they both freaking arrived at same time lmao man!! What are the odds. So Manami left after cops left after all shes only 28 too young for this crap. So I was like well there goes another live in girl.

So today I get a call from a new girl at plenty of See I got tied of the endless emails so I just posted my number at the dating site. 90% of women Ive been with have come from there. Shes around my age couple years younger which is madly cool with me. Not too old like last babe and no too young like Manami.

PROBLEM THO!!  Not ONE girl I've ever met on the net has worked out. Don't get me wrong you will get as much sex as you can handle at plenty of fish. I just want some deeper now. Lady M kinda broke my heart in a weird way. I want a girl that I feel great with and just happy man. That WE BOTH! wake up happy to see each other. This last  gf she was always like with this omg your still here look,yea not always,but enough that it got to me. Manami I met her and herr posse at Skinnys in NO HO and I can't keep up with 20-30 somethings anymoe o maybe when and if the old age effect from lady M wears off maybe but now? no way.

New girl is just as dangerous but slightly less that Lady M ,,hmm maybe even more. Married twice once as a kid 20's other 10 years ago.  So shes a  double edged sword, knows how to love but also knows how to violently end a relationship and another one that choose no kids in her life.

Yet she likes to travel so who knows... I like her let get what I want style she did call me soon as she saw my profile. lol

Wow Lady M.. I have no words

Two weeks ago you tired to have 8 cops shot my ass in a 24 hour period. What did you think bitch that  a Godless cunt like you would get me killed? Did I not show show you my Papal Knight amour and Medals? Have you not seen how many ladies and children I have saved? What of the Pics and video didn't you believe? What statements of Cops, FBI and Interpool did you not see fit to tuck into your little mind proof of truth Of what I have spoken of and showed you? I displayed to you what I didn't show Sandy or my Ex wife. How much suffering and poverty would I had AVOIDED IF I HAD SHOWN MY EX WIFE who the fuck she was really married too.

I LOST MY son YOU MOTHER FUCKING CUNT CAUSE i WAS SO ASHAMED  OF  being married too.  WHAT I HAVE I DONE IN THE NAME OF  God and church. Yes I have killed with my own hands pedophiles in name of God and country. Let my children judge but i WILL NOT BE JUDGED not BY  a piece of  self adsorbed shit hole like you self Lady M.. I stood by you while you hit and and an over innocent people and did so much against God cause I was in love with that willing pussy of yours. Today you came at me with every knife in the book. I stood and deflected every blow and and yet you tore into my heart like no other woman ever has.

What have I done in the name of self gratification and sexual pride. You were fantastic baby but life after is even better than you. I will not get there as I have sinned against God and his creations all in the name of a great piece of tail. You were that baby and for that I will burn for eternity, how many times did  I turn the other way so you could succeed on the spines of others.

Dear God I have sinned in the name of sexual Pleasure I do not know if children died while I played but if they did I offer my soul in their place my Lord. Forgive me Christ as you forgave others that hung on their crosses. I am ready my Christ send me to the immersible task and I will make it possible. Please dearest Lord let me serve you by serving and saving the children. Dearest Lord I came sexually as a man multiple times not once did I think what place I had sunken into for what reason I did not fathom.

I am done my Lord with this wanton self validation of what I have become. I am a super hero my Christ and none has to know but me and only me. That is my saving grace my humility and humbleness. I understand my God in me surges the power and strength of Samson but no one will feel it or be witness only my enemies by the slaying of them with a jackass jawbone. I understand my Christ the shadows are to be my only my friends and thy words the only words I'm to hear. Unleash this Nightmare that IVE BECOME ON  THE DESTROYER OF innocence of children let me my Lord BE THY SWORD OF JUSTICE. Let MY SHINE and HONE be thy finder of tribute to what is good and JUST.


I can no longer suffer a woman's love. Please God LET ME SERVE YOU WITH MY BLOOD AND SOUL. ask ME TO NO LONGER LOVE WOMEN FOR I CANNOT. P[lease Lord let me slay a million dragons before I take the shield of immaculate devotion and grace fo my Lady. I can no longer do this my Lord. Not even for you. Cast me please into the lakes of hell for its flames would be less painful than love lost.

I have learned my lesson.