Monday, November 30, 2009

I like Bump & Grind Tunes


Catch a bump grind station like Power 106 FM here in LA and baby I'll get up in it all nightlong.

Soon gonna crash here nightly :)
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(Ft. Pharrell) Universal Mind Control Lyrics

[Pharrell speaking]
(Uh, uh)
Ay, yo
(Uh, uh)
All they wanna do is dance

That's all they wanna do
(Uh, uh)

[Common]
Get-Get it
Get-Get it (what?)
Get-Get it (what?)

This is that automatic I stay fresh like I'm wrapped in plastic

Beat goes fast, exceed galactic

Southside boy we Cadillactic Charismatic, Asiatic, I hustle for mathematics

Cameras, action, stay status

Act the type of yo favorite actress

Gucci - Rock'n
Coochies - Pop'n
Movie - Watch'n
Booties - Shop'n
Body - Move'n, Show'n, Groov'n, styl'n and being fly



I touch the masses like a Catholic. Expensive rap sh**, my future's backlit

Aint a act with gack who macks and stacks ma's(?) venac attracts yall react so let's go, uh


[Pharrell]
This is that new shit. Keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.


[Common]
Some pop, some lock, some move robotic. Like Cash Money, I stay in pocket. You MC's Ra-Ra-Ra Rock, don't stop it. Chicks exotic, mix hypnotic?, Superhero-row Boy I'm bionic. You a fad, I'm another level supersponic
Girl you bout' it, you can strip like comic and trance to melodic, techno-tronic

Beats - Rock'n
Seats - Drop'n
C - Pop'n
Streets - Rock'n
Freak'n, Shake'n, Money make'n , Stylin' and being fly.

I'm the one the lady, ladies chose to strip and pose to, take off their clothes to, Toast to the one that goes coast to coast mister global focal let's go, uh


[Pharrell]
This is that new shit. keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.


[Common]
Get-Get it
Get-Get it
Get-Get it

I am a Renegade,
I've never been afraid, Fresh and Im getting paid the future, future of this age.
From the Chi, so I talk this way. Twista hate at the Grand Marque, rock the fly shit like everyday till the top and im on my way. Let's go, uh


This is that new shit. keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

She makes my 48 the "New 38"

Wow been in bed with M or Jenny since last Wednesday. What great girls, what a great time. I didn't pop the question, simply stated what the hell for. I figure shes only 25 and doesn't need the weight of a ring to rest heavy on her considerations toward me. Shes fresh and masterfully delicious in bed.

When we hang in a restaurant or bar. I dig way women either give me the "you're a dirty old man" bitch look or the "hmm, wonder what skills you be chilling to keep a young hottie hanging" longing gaze. They say way into a mans heart is through his stomach..I guess if he's a fat-ass, yeah true. The path to mine is simple Doll. Be nice, smile a lot, give your best in bed and love to dance as much as the Northern Winds .

[Snoop Dogg]
Radio killa
Big snoop d o dub
The american dream
Ayo nephew
Come up off them keys
Sing a lil something for the ladies
Let em know how we feelin'

[The Dream]
Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop dogg] [Verse]
Yeah she love it the way I put it on her
Blowing trees in the breez sippin corona
Lost dog I give it to her right & she like it
She on the hip like a phsycic, izzy.
One of the coolest of fool on the flo
I whispered in her ear, come here yu ready to go?
I bowled up a winna and put it up in the air
Got that low dress on yu comin up outta dere, yeah
She like that, yu like that
Yu say you bite, well I bite back
And I'm all go, we can do it till tomorrow
I beat it up like harpo
Snoopy, I go hard baby yes
Kissin on ya chest & I'm diggin out your stress
I wont stop till yur finished
But yu aint felt love till a gangsta get up in it. Dream

[The Dream] [Chorous]

Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop Dogg]

She always cold in the middle of the night
Coz ima dogg ima give her what she like
She say ma name loud, I say her name low
That's what I aim fo, that's how the game go
Baby like the way I wake her up,
Coz ima gangsta I grab her by the butt
Pull her to my side, I'm in deep
Woke that ass up, just to put her to sleep
Everyday is the same thang, I creep in
It's like true blood, I sink my teeth in
I gotta have it, the L B raisement
We was taught to dig em down crazy
Lights out, I'm so lit
Mama's so gone, daddy wont quit
I wont stop till yur finished
But yu aint felt love till a gangsta get up in it. Dream

[Dream] [Chorous]

Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop dogg] [verse]
This the life that yu show
The loop, the coop, the grows
Anything goes
It's so good got her wiggling her toes (wow)
The boss, the dream
The floss, the cream
The trips overseas
All these things really don't mean a thing
When I'm tearing that ass up workin yu like a shift
I give it to yu like a gift
Yu hear what that boy say
Yu wouldn't jack, give it up fast
Then I hit it from the back
Snoopy your so good, she screaming & I like that girl
She off in another world.
I aint stop till yur finished
She love this gangsta, espically when I'm in it. Dream

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Marry them all?

Taking "her" to galleria. Its time to size her up for a ring... Figure am going to get engaged with just the special girls. Not to marry. My plan have a small Harem of Marriageable girls and a Stable of girls you just fuck to death, they don't know that, but I do and hell who knows.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Happy T Weekend!


Well just got back from Lady M's and gawdam man it was one hell of gorilla sex thanksgiving. I am so dam impressed with myself lmao! She was swimming her in own orgasms rofl !! Now I shower and get ready for my little Japanese Tornado. Shes my very best of the best. I look forward to playing tap, tap, tap at beach today. I bought us a pup tent and I have the perfect beach to get soooooooooo laid at. You peeps have a good one and to the offshoot of an order that emailed couple days. Sorry boys my answer is an absolute and loud NO! Not opnly do my Vows to Peter end March,but I'm faithful only to my Order and no others. Also I no longer can take looking at my hands. I now bathe in the love and sex of those wondrous women that surround me. My best of lucks to you guys and you have my blessing to run in my hood by all means.

Happy Thanksgiving all and Never drink and Drive!, the person you kill might be your own family.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I will find that special girl.

Update 9:45pm: Nothing like a girl making her move on ya to get your fucking blood hot and boiling. Jenny called me shes 10 mins away from landing at my place. Lol man, am supposed to chill with Lady M tomorrow. These posts will be priceless years from now, if I survive to read them. I like Jennys and her hot flashy temper not to mention Little Honey can naturally swing a blade, probably cause shes Japanese. Hell I don't care the little Doll has it bad for me and I like her too a lot, but then again whom don't I like?
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Yea this is getting to be a blast. Neither girl wants to let me go. To tell you the truth I just might have to ask them to meet each other and learn to get along. Its like there almost meeting each other to begin with the schedules. They always miss each other by 10 or 15 mins when hooking up at my place, hell they even call at same times..very trippy. Hmm, LOL or maybe I won't introduce them and see how long I can get away with this. I know they know that I know that they know., ROLF, OMG am in one of those? Well lets see at their apartments this holiday. This time, both of them want me at they're places this weekend.

To a guy that last year weighed 300 pounds and looked like Jabba the hut, well you can imagine now having babes half my age fighting over me is kinda HOT? So I aint bragging when I post pics of scale and weighing in at 150 lbs still at 14% body fat, heheh working on it. It takes a hell of a lot work to cut your body weight in half by years end. I have done so. Last year I was an emotional wreck. If for the fact that I don't die, much pain of horrible fathomless depths would have been avoided, if I could have just simply died.

Yet only the good die young and I seem to be cursed to a long and uncertain life. I will never surrender for I have been touched by Gods fingers too many times not to laugh at every titanic-like of an adversary that comes hurtling my way. In my case, lately every light at the end of the tunnel has been well the fucking train coming right at me. I stand here straight and tall hands on hips muscles bulging where none where before. I am always ready to help and die for those that can not stand for themselves. I fear no man of this earth. I lost my kids and for how long I don't know. I said goodbye to 30 years of a life and to wicked bitch of a wife.

No longer smoke cigs even forgot about them after 30 years of a pack a day, don't drink booze anymore even though I only started that this year..I did like it and hell man it turned me into a Don Juan and I got laid almost daily. Gave up a 2 liter day of soda pop and junkfood by the pound..yea out the door..hence 150 lbs and fucking stunning if I don't mind saying so. So much if I could fuck myself I soooo would.

Yet I think I'm an asshole though, see I want more girls not just 3 honeys. I slowed down with these 2, third beauty I still haven't called to confirm date, but its time to check the back alley and be free again. Its true, I became an alley cat. Sure,. I'll let myself be "taken in" and will do my best to have you live the "I have an intense cat as a pet shtick." LMAO!! Yet baby unless you have something that 4 billion other women dont have? whats the point? One day you'll leave the backdoor or window open and laterz Doll time to play the back alley symphony. Like I said before, never in my life have I suffered so much over a wounded and finally broken heart. I SWEAR ON MY FUCKING LIFE NO WOMAN WILL EVER HURT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN. So yea theres going to be some relationships that no matter how sweetly it started, if it doesn't work out, well dawgster that's life. I will find that special girl.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Nice Weekend.

From: http://twitter.com/chrischamcl
Lol...Star Wars Facebook.

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Love is a Battlefield, huh... Lady M is splendid in every-way, except I realized much to my chagrin although I do love her, am not in love with her.She is mad sweet and sexy, but she wants to take awhile in our relationship,I figure 8 weeks is enough. What did I even want? Basically to see her more than just the weekends. Hell man am always like 24/7 sexually excited lmao who knew? Shes like yea lets sex it to the max, but just 5 days a week, well have always been a proud fucker so naturally I took that as an insult and I left. She says I have control issues and shes probably right. Its kinda of my way or its the highway.

CAN'T A BROTHER JUST HAVE A GIRLFRIEND FOR MAKING LOVE 7 DAYS A WEEK 2-3 TIMES A DAY? Including period days if both are so inclined (insert your OMG EWWW! here). Even if I could afford a hooker, I would never go down on her, so it wouldn't count or be fun. I need a 24/7 girl.Have no clue how long this sexual peak will last, but goddamn am having a fucking great time....literally lmao.

Hitting a rave this weekend with Jenny. We came to understanding,she wont mention getting married having kids and I wont go to Italy without her. Besides she can make love for 5 days straight,but only 3-4 times daily, yet.. dam what a freaky time it is. She says we're gonna drop some "E" and dance for hours. Rofl I like to see that happen, anything that can go on for hours sounds so fucking sexy. I can't wait to try this thing they call "Rave". I think my daughter and niece would trip badly if they met Jenny whose 25 and they are 21 and 26.. (<====sighs and lays head on desk suddenly realizing that the madness in his method is nothing,but madness.") Been so long that I'VE been tipsy or plain drunk that I've forgotten the last time I was blasted. Today I got the craving to get just plain drunk. did I drink? lol nah, craving lasted 2 minutes and left me tripping thinking on it was easier to give up cigs than hard liquor booze. Cigs I smoked since I was 13 years old, booze I started in 2009.

Yea I love and despise 2009, but also am humbled and bask in its life altering radiance with my own glow-stick of Pride,(Jenny got us a small box of glow sticks for Rave). Today I weighed in 153 at boxing gym, am healthier,deadlier,sexier and I guess happier than anytime in my life,but I miss my kids and that always tips the scale of joy vs despair to an easily won night of self doubt and sadness. Yet I climb and fight my way through albeit am weighed by these chains of the past. Simple chains of life we all acquire in life. Yet when I see A Christmas Carrol I understand now the chains that scrooges business partner. The first ghost carries and drags with him through eternity and what they really mean.

Have a glass of Sea Monkeys or known as Brine Shrimp. "One of them just asked, "who would you marry dawg". Well if I had to pick and lucky enough that one would say yes...hmmm, would be Jenny. Shes only girl from the almost seems now countless women that I've dated, shes the only one that really knows me and made it a point to know me.

Rofl she sometimes texts me and asks, "hows my old man"?..ROFL yet when I've overheard talking to her friends, she refers to me as "her man". Lol my ex-wife in 27 years of marriage never refereed to me as her "man", but rather as her husband. Yea I would Marry Jenny in heartbeat. She wanted to make love at beach, right on the stairs, talking bout 20 feet or less from PCH. As it is she blew me there in front of some folks and let me play with her on the sand. Amazing what a towel can really cover lol. I never thought or dreamed in a million years that I would love having sex in public view. Thing is we must look good doing it cause nobody s ever calls the cops.

Jenny also lets me dress her anyway I want. I bought her the red AND BLACK checkered mini skirt, black prep shiny buckled shoes, Lacey nylons and a white blouse, throw in a couple pigtails and that Japanese honey is locked,loaded and ready to go. What I dig about Jenny above it all is. She is totally free of STRETCH MARKS! I mean I dated a 20 year old and she had some stretchiees near her breasts and lower tummy. Of course I have some on my tummy and ass too lol. Yet Jenny doesn't have any, not even one! Important I guess for me as part of our foreplay is for Jenny to pose like a sexy model on bed, floor, against wall and dance for me on top of a small table I got her.

When I used to drink Jenny would dance with the rum bottle on her head and shimmy over so I could get a drink, lmao what a babe!!!! Have "Dated" now from ages 20 to 57 year old's and my best overall rating, relationship wise, in everything from sex to making you feel good about yourself... Women under 30, my favorites are the 26 year olds...old enough to know what to do and young enough to still do it.. ^_-

Friday, November 20, 2009

2012 Did it Affect me?

Fuck yea it affected me in a Hollywood way though. What we saw and others will see like most exposed to our great blockbusters, like the star wars franchise and other visual and mental masterpieces. Was the totality of the "End", beyond what we would have thought. Seeing my hometown of LA, my birthplace just completely leveled in minutes. Was intense and I was tripping and still am. Then the 1500 kilometere tsunamis? wow.. was great end of the world eye candy and will provide great leaps in film noir?

She says yo so preetttie! ROFL


Weekend packed and ready to go. We gonna make love like its "2012"!...ROFL. Can't wait till I hold her in arms as we roll around the bed..she calls her bed the "potato chip"..ROFL. Shes missed me so much and to tell the truth I've missed her too. This flu took her down hard. Last night before her call came in I was wondering if it mattered that she would cancel this weekend. The phone rang at midnight and she was so breathless to speak to me. Inside I was like screaming awwyeahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I go fucking nuts when a pretty lady goes gaga over me. I'll always return the compliment.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Many Close Calls?

Shawnty wants me at her place for the weekend...hehehe. Jenny sorry, but darling like I told ya before. Its my way sweetheart or its the highway. When you're older you'll get it. Going to take Lady M dancing lmao she hasn't danced since I took her out few months ago. Well Doll saddle up casue we're gonna burn that dam dance floor up my little Hollywood Shawnty!!!!!

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin´ you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I´m in the kitchen cookin things she likes

We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me
Ay I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me

Ay na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

2012 Great Flick saw it on my PC:)

http://www.watch-movies-online.tv

Here is link to watch free movies online. Why as an American I would post this link? Cause the more folks watch free movies the more smart people will discover how to stop them FROM RIPPING OFF AMERICA!! I reported this Link to Feds as well as the law firm that shuts mofs like them down. Yea I know I may sound a bit jacked up over this, but not only was I born in State and city that makes its living off the arts, but its a Russian fuck USA thang? lol? really? lets see bout that!!You can tell most movies where stolen in Russia or some crap like that. So if you're an American Hacker, well heck Dude!! hack these folks hard :)

Ninja Cat

Ain't a Rave if.....

Well Lady M won me for Thanksgiving weekend. We're madly lucky! Wow When I wrote that this morning I was feeling all happy, fuzzy and shit. Now I have that look and cold feeling again, whenever I remember my past life? So who knows if she does get to claim her prize in me for I can love like no other, but right now I feel love for none. Physically outward I became like I was never before, all trim and tight, yet emotionally inward I became an unfeeling monster with a deformed murderous heart bent on immersing himself in every carnal pleasure with a beauty. In front of God I bow with pride at Acts I've done without a second thought of crimes done in His Name. I cringe at the unloving advantages I've played on the loving hearts of women and soon worldwide beauties as well.

Update: Mid afternoon Just had an affair with my Cook in her van. Shes so freaking nice, but heavily married. Reason #85,734,625,629,427. Why I'm going to Hell for Eternity. You would think I would be a nicer guy and yea I used to be Mr. Nice Dude...long time ago. Now? lol am like every other alley cat you've seen in alley. All mangy, scarred, mean-faced, but dam glad to be alone and forever unloved. This is second year. I dont have my kids at my table. Will I sit home all sad and somber like last year? Hell no, this time I'm the mother fucker busting a honeys heartfelt nut.

Now a "tone" in a chicks voice, no longer bothers or is a cause of concern. Just act nice, no need to even make an excuse, bounce up an onto next Honey. No drama, unpleasantness, or need for revenge fucks. Just move on to next meet a new Dame party. The planets full of broads each sweeter and nicer than the one before. Yea maybe I'm a little jaded, but my heart or whats left of it. Is now surrounded by titanium walls and I'll never be hurt again. To me that's everything.

Let NOT this post be taken as a bitter comment by an old man. I write this so other men in my jam up and can take heart and comfort that this too will pass but as cursed Satan below is my witness you will be different when you emerge from the depth of such pain and loneliness like you have never known, So yes when you finally climb, claw, pull and yea even "willed" yourself out. That Man that finally steps, standing straight and tall on the lip of that evil Pit, Yes that man will be you, but it will never be the same you again.

You will change daily and everyday you'll get stronger in your being, but parts of you will be forever lost and you'll actually see them leave your consciousness. No Fucking Woman of this Earth will ever push, pull or lead me to that god damned PIT AGAIN!!!!!!! If I may explain before my post again is taken or risked to seem bitter? When you get run over and dragged by a tour bus for a block or two in London and pop out with just of a couple skinned knees, like it happened to me. Couple things become a given. 1). You see life differently and 2). You always look both ways when crossing a corner, just in case another tour bus has your name on it. So see it ain't about bitterness you BITTER effused Reader. Its about survival.... you wad.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I'm f--king WHAT!!

Yea guess its true. The date at Gladstones ended up being at my apt and honey is showering off to hit the beach. I was told by my "date" that apparently I'm a sex addict? ROFL man am 48 wtf??????? The test I guess was when Rachael asked me, after covering my eyes, to tell her the color of her eyes after we sexed out for a couple hours this morning. I was like brown? She giggled and said, "cat eyes old man" blue and green lol man who knew, I used to know those kind of details before, hell her eyes are just like Karen's from back East. Wow that was a flashback.

She said shes mets guys like me before all we into is the sex and shit like that. I was like LIES BITCH!!!!!!!!! She was like, NO LIES PRICK!! lmao man I dig younger honeys. They are so mouthy, right there and all that. Yet like she said, "I'll probably be dead before she falls in love with me". ROFL I fucking died laughing when she said that!!!!! She just asked me why I dont have a facebook? I said that would be creepy! she laughed and said, "yea writing to bunch of people on the net that dont care isn't"? ROFL!!!!!! Heheh I like this one, may keep her for a bit...ducks at incoming tennis shoe after reading that out loud. LMAO!!!!!

Sex Addict?

The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Psychiatric Disorders, Volume Four describes sex addiction, under the category “Sexual Disorders Not Otherwise Specified,” as “distress about a pattern of repeated sexual relationships involving a succession of lovers who are experienced by the individual only as things to be used.” According to the manual, sex addiction also involves “compulsive searching for multiple partners, compulsive fixation on an unattainable partner, compulsive masturbation, compulsive love relationships and compulsive sexuality in a relationship.”....

turns and looks to see if anybody is pointing at me..

AM ALL ABOUT THE USED!!! BTW Want to get really "used" like ya never been "USED" before? email me if you live nearby ^_- My Stats? M4W! 48, Hispanic 5'9, 148lbs as of this morning, cool full bodied hair(aint bald), muscley, and apparently a sex addict.. :)

Yea some Turkey!

Heheh have a couple of Girlfriends that insist they both want to spend Thanksgiving with me. Yet there is only one of me, choices eh? Onto the club floor and settle this like adults that can fly on dance ring, Roger!!!!!!!! I'm so lucky have never known such beautifull women. I never thought once in my life that women could be so much fun to be with. Hell I just don't mean the fun times under the silkiest of sheets, man its the stuff they say and make you feel when you hit the sand. Today have a date with a honey at Gladstones on sunset. Shes really young, but christ sake she can dance like none ever born and tonight we're hitting skinny's for swing nite. Toany guy reading this post. Know that we men were born to rule over them and no matter how much they melt your heart let no woman dictate your love lust!!!!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Please just a little more time Lord

My Aunt Lupe has breast cancer and everybody is madly bummed. Yet that lady looks and I know will bury us all one day. I love this lady dearly. I have known this sweet lady as a kid and loved her daughter lol kissing cousins without the kiss though lol. Please God let us have her for more time we all need her My Lord, Creator of Light and all that is good and wondrous, please Master of all that breathes and lives, please God give us more time with her. Amen

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Looks at Pacific Ocean & Smiles.

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This is really hard man. Lady "M" is without the doubt the smartest and prettiest girl I've ever known. I mean she really takes your breath away when you open the car door. Shes like what a guy gets when he lands in the Girl of da Dreams in that Heaven place. Yet Jenny won't let freaking go of me. I really don't know M that much yet and although I think shes the "one", am scared to death of another intense friendship gone to hell. The point is, I'm love burned and broken hearted shy. Playing hard to get from here on with a little, "ok catch up to me baby" thrown in for persistence spice. That's why I advise any guy going through what I've been in, hell bro date many. Do not get hung up on just one. It's a death sentence for your heart. Yea a girlfriend a while ago said sex screws up the mind and you can't longer talk straight. Maybe if its with the wrong person, yea I can see that.

You can also love more than one, yea I didn't think it was possible either. Ain't easy man don't recommend it too all, takes alot of will power to stay true to yourself while loving others. One knows of the other and the other kinda knows too. I'm like sorry ladies but its also a race for my heart too not only yours. Will not settle with any woman unless 1. shes like the best sex ever and 2. shes got to be totally gaga over me. Have a couple girls like that now, but in my opinion not ready yet. I want them all like obsessed with me this time before I take another 30 year plunge, lmao man. A while ago I got the vibrating touch for each girlfriend as a anniversary gift and wow man. So I have a couple private beaches I found that are true gems and are literally just seconds or minutes right after sunset intersects with PCH.

So I took Jenny for a ride to beach and since shes younger than Lady M. I decided to use the vib touch device LOL! first people can see you when your finger banging your girl in the car especially if their in a SUV and your not LOL! One lady that stopped next to Jennys side, did a double take and I just busted up and licked my lips at her she laughed and covered her eyes and stayed for a couple seconds at light as we took off. Guys in cars if younger than you smile and crack grins as they stare down into your car. The older guys stay all dawg and quiet like. We did a few rounds around wilshire, Jenny loves the doing Love things in public and to to tell the truth I now insist on it with any babe that I start seeing. Finger Banging is what Jennys calls, it lmao kids and their expressions.

So I did Jenny a couple times on Wilshire as she had a great orgasm as we drove down a small ramp from ocean park down to PCH. I figured I had done her good and when we got home later she do my favs. Nope she BLEW ME AT FUCKING BEACH K! hehe took a couple of pics and sent them on to my bud lol man. Guys were fishing on sand and people rofl scattered here and there. She did me right under the tree. Shes winning the sex in public places requirement. Lady M is much more conservative but just as wild in bed. OMFG UPDATE ROFL!: Jenny just emailed me link to ad in Japanese newspapers and net sites she paid for mind you, asking for a asian girl to join us tonight!! rofl man my chick owns!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

What a Day


Am Beat nite all too sleepy.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Yea am into her.



Shake My (Feat. Kalenna) Lyrics

I come to shake my ass
I come to shake my ass
I come to shake my ass
I come to (hypnotize my) ass

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

...
tell me what it is on the 88 sound
I'm gonna take you to the crib for a little night ..
...
tab tab tab to the pretty little gap
...
...
...
body moving like this..
...
...

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

Once again in the booty club
trying to get some milk
Imma do what I gotta do
Im gonna be a bum
wanna touch if you wanna cut
....like a but
like a white mix like a mud
imma first step
imma pimp walking like a myth
got it to a place
in my pants
...
...
I'm the men when it come to this
...
..hips make it flip
...
...
she can move it and drop it
...
I see a hot girl in an all world
...
...

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

...
I like women and I like stakes
I like cars...
...
I like girls...
...
...
Baby
you sexy
stretch my back
bite my lips just like that
Baby
you sexy
stretch my back
bite my lips just like that

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

Shes so sweet and hot. meanwhile am kicking it today and just emailing accounts. Could it be as my vows are close to ending, am getting all dopey and feely, feely? Lady M makes me feel great, shes got a masters in business and loves to talk history with me. I like her man, she easily could be the one lifes meant to chill with. Jenny wants me to hit some rave parties with her this weekend. She says the warehouse raves are better and that most dancers are on E. I've never been to a rave and kinda looking forward to it. Jenny says no fights there cause people are loving on E. Thing is I feel like kicking some ass or getting my ass kicked, choose a card. I dig how I'm looking as I shed my last pounds. I say a week or 2 and will be at least 145 lbs and BTW all muscle baby!! K time to walk a bit have a feeling its going to be a Wednesday. I really got my sex on last night and fo' a 48 year old fuck.... I ain't 2x4 bad... LMAO!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Am falling for her bad now



Thanks to my 1,400th follower SUPER HOT LADY!
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Yea am beginning to like her a hell of a lot. Shes always telling me nice stuff and all that. Not to mention shes hot as melted butter. Since I've been dating Lady M, I've slowly let get go of other honeys. Even "T" girl said something of meeting me and I basically was like yea, yea. I like Lady "M" alot, enough that today my application was approved for an apartment in Santa Monica. I was so surprised and really happy. Tomorrow am asking for a loan to my factor and heading off to Paris hopefully by Xmas or January for only a week, but with Lady "M". Am looking forward to sending my ex wife some postcards of Beyonce as I call my baby with me under Eiffel Tower. I've never been to France with someone I was deeply in love with and although I don't know if I'm deeply in love with her, hell I "like" this babe something awfull. We talk bout sexually things so freely and so excited about doing things that will trip the fuck out of us.

Monday, November 9, 2009

48 and growing.


Jenny still won't let go, but Lady M got the point fast. Do not lie to a MOF like me as I no longer give a shit about a woman's " dating face feelings", so I can see that lie instantly now. Like song says "when the roof caved in and the truth came out". Today I had a ball at beach. Was there for only couple hours or so, but so many ideas came and went and pains melted into the Pacific. Met a pretty woman at beach, but I made it a point not to introduce myself or even ask her name, yet we talked for an hour. She too just got a divorce after 12 years marriage. Her EX husband is a former CHP officer and shes a nurse. Reason I mention her is she said that it seemed to her I got the restraining order against my ex wife not to keep her away, but to let my kids know that this wasn't a one sided divorce fight and that I too had things to prove. I remember kissing her on the cheek for saying that.

For the first time a another person had finally understood what I had achieved. We said bye and I walked I guess maybe a couple miles and later pretended my 98 Toyota was a 700 series BMW as I took Sunset blvd curves in the hills at 55 an hour. I know now I can have women whenever I want, yea no biggie to a normal man, but I was married for 27 years. That's like being emotionally neutered as a man on the prowl. In other words I ain't a normal "single" man. So its been a uphill learning experience for me and yea have made big and small mistakes, fell in love sometimes to fast,usually with the wrong girls and mostly cause I was wrong for them to begin with.

I bade them Goodbye

I am tired of crap so I just say goodbye now. Told the 2 honeys I was seeing for a few months laterz last night. I feel so much better alone again. Just booked a cruise for Hawaii for myself. I have none to be with for thanksgiving and no fucking way, I can be here in valley again with out my kids like last year. In fact as I write this I feel a great weight lifted from my shoulders. It takes a lot to love or intensely like a woman. Am like why even bother, its a lifelong thing to begin with and besides theres too many girls out there to get hung up on a couple. A bud told me last night just ignore them when they call with their "am sorry" phone calls. Yea hes right I always thought it was proper to answer the call and"talk it out" lol fuck em, just move on gals you had your chance and so did I.

Never been on a singles cruise and sounds like fun, if you think about it a romantic cruise a clean balcony and a maybe a new fresh honey every other night could be exactly what I need to chase the relationship blues away. Well time to get a new wardrobe I say by Saturday. Would like to have waited until I was 140 but I settle for a few outfits and suits and my 150 for now. Let my blog diary reflect I feel no sorrow for the loss in fact I care less than I thought I would and more importantly state ROFL @TWO YEAR RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST EX WIFE. LMAO! STAY AWAY YOU CRAZY BITCH.....ITS A COURT ORDER YOU MUST OBEY IT :) <--MAKES HEX SIGN...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I had to launch all misslies.

See I guess I've alwyas given the benefit of the doubt to women that I dated. I can't do that anymore as I understand the rules better. Example Lady M spent 24 hours with me and didn't make love to me, but showered next day and left in better clothes than she wore with me. Meaning other dude was gonna tap her. Hey fine man, but why waste my time? So shes been dropped faster than a bad habit. That's the way the dating game goes here one day gone the next. I let go of Jenny too. At this time its better I internalize and see what happens later after March.

aint pissed anymore hehhehe

Don't fucking tell me no in the morning, especially regarding sex. Lady M told me no and I had a very polite and incredible WIG OUT!. SOK now as I smoothed it as she is intensely sexy and makes me laugh mad. Anyways Jenny is on her way over to my place so all is good. I'm way past the guilt stage of loving more than one woman. I kid you not that I love each one for her own rights and wiles. No comparisons, just wonders of differences. From the race to the dress and moans and way of orgasms. The older Lass loves when I talk really sexy explicitly things in convos and the younger one I think gets all embarrassed and says, "old man is that all you can think of whit me" I made her bust up on freeway when I said sure when I find more holes in you...Heheh you had to be there kinda of jokes LMAO!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Yea I guess I'm a player.

Jenny just left like around 9 pm and Lady M is due any second about now and to tell the truth I couldn't be happier to have such fine women in my life. I make love to 2-3 different honeys a week and each one is getting closer to my heart than every before. We dance have dinner but mostly hang out at my place. I really didn't want to be alone this holiday season and I won't be. I miss my kids, but dude the times am having make up for it.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Jenny just took my heart.

Update 9:am Friday, I just hear Lady M's vm she wanted me to sleep over last night hehe I was with Jenny. I love having 2 girlfriends each a different race and each a different age. ones 25 others 53 and Edend at lunch time at my place is 23 lmao this rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jenny left an hour ago shes off on Thursdays and she spent the afternoon and night with me. I always thought or hell who knows what I thought, but always figured I would be the one chasing women to see who I would win over. Never in a million years did I ever even consider that really hot girls would be chasing me so relentlessly. Am I complaining?, yea little. My back is hurts my knees are a little tired and tell you the truth my dick could use a fucking break. Last year around this time, I couldn't buy a sexual experience and now I spend more than half the week in bed with a beauty or a "girl friend". I enjoy the company more than the sex sometimes, but ladies really think you want to get laid, true most of the time..but. As it she want to hangout this weekend and since she just bought a car, I know shes going to drive over this Saturday just like tonight. The thing I'm gonna cancel with her as it Lady M wants me sleep over again.

The real rub Eden the sweet Israeli chick has been emailing me for past couple days that shes back from her trip to Oregon, Frisco whatever the fuck it was. Shes 23 and am like omfg no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yet the holidays are here again. No Son no Daughter amybe thats why I don't give a fuck about a girl right now. Rig ht now in fact aint to charitable in feelings for women, yea I know its not their problem, but wake up call to your assholery that lurks inside you after a divorce and then later a broken heart with a girl firend. Tonight Jenny told me that in bathroom at mango tango a girl had tol her that Jenny's Man (hehehe that's me) busted some nice moves out there on floor. When Jenny told me that I felt really nice.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Its Rocks to be me..Finally!

Yea I woke like never before aww yea sure I got problems like everybody else, but today for first time in 1000 years I woke up as the master problem solver. Today for the first time in decades, I see nothing but solutions and victories. I no longer need women to validate myself or my complex ways. Am simple as that ant walking before you on the sidewalk, happy as a guy that just found a long lost memory to wrap his mind around and quiet and shadowy as the most serious heart breaking womanizer.

Yesterday as the Judge prepared to sign the restraining order against my ex wife. She started to cry at table and in between sobs she said, 'Judge if you sign that order against me, I'll have to get rid of the 38 gun in the house and my ex-husband that your now protecting will come over and kill me". The Judge asked me Mr. (my name here.LOL) will you go over and kill your wife? I said your Honor I don't hurt or kill women. He said "I won't go there, but I believe you", and with that he granted a two year (2) permanent order against ex wife.

Today when I woke and lifted my weights, getting ready for walk. I thought this weekend no more women. I love being desired and all that. I just want to hang alone this weekend, am going to the beach, ain't going to pick up not one single beauty or flirt like a mad at blacks beach. No, just gonna take a huge ass walk from the SM Pier and walk west on the sand until maybe Malibu Pier.

The more I think of it the less appealing an American wife sounds. I truly feel my hearts of hearts lies in Italy Florence, Milan or Rome, because every time I see plane fly overhead, my heart flutters and I know that means love is there where that plane is headed, but not here. I have tried all the women I could here in the USA. Many I didn't even make love to, even dated them like 3 times and when they couldn't take it anymore and wanted to rape my teasing ass, I just disappeared from their lives.

Considering how many time women have done their best to break my heart, my soul and even push me in they're stupid ways for me to destroy myself. I didn't, for I'm committed to Gods purpose and His holy Mission. I swore to fulfill my vows on bended knee in front of the Holy See. I will never or could even try to exchange my sacred vow and the place I earned in Hells eternity for the magical, indescribable pleasures that live, breathe inside the warmth of a Woman's love and legs.

I now prepare my mind, soul and body for the Journey in March. I intend to say Goodbye to America for many years and live my life in Italy. Help me God and I will never fail you regardless of Thy Given Grace.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Best not to fuck me with..yea

Ok so today I met the ex wife in court to get a permanent restraining order on her wrinkled ass, Did I do it? ROFL does a decapitated child molesting priest smile when you cut off his head? ROFL..btw they don't smile rofl!!!!!!!! I stand in front of mirror all slender and muscley. I love my body, I love my smile now, its like Dennis Quiads full of laugh lines and dimples. I get hit on all the time and I no longer need dating sites yahoo or plenty of fish. I get my women on the street, in stores in line at dmv. Wherever theres a sweet young beauty, you can count on me tapping her for a date. I say I have a 78 % score rate, yea I know it sucks but for a dude like me 48 no skills of a Don Juan..I think its not too bad.

To all my friends that emailed me since yesterday regarding Sandy no worries my close buds. I know she was lying and as far as her comments of when she was coming over and this and that, lol I kinda know people. Shes a nice girl and I'll always remember her with fondness. I'm into happy girls that like to dance, sing and trip the lights in the worlds fuse box. Lady "M" told me she loved me last night and Yea I believe her, true I don't love her, but then again I'll never love another woman again. Lady M is gorgeous and omg I never have met a girl that is so sweet to me. She hangs on my every word and walks with her arm wrapped in mine.

For Halloween she dressed up as Genie and made my every sexual wish come true..over and over again. Jenny's way still into me and who can fucking blame her, I'm a blast to be with man. I do my best to make sure every girl feels so special. There isn't anything I wont to do for a honey to make her feel special in every way. Yet am ready to settle down a bit. I think its gonna be Lady "m" I liked her apt in Hollywood, very new yorkish. She made me breakfast in bed and that kinda blew me away a bit.

Oh yeah I tore a new asshole into that cheating skank of a former wife. Judge handed her a TWO (2) Year restraining order including a 100 yard stay away ORDER..ROFL!! No emails No phone calls and I can record all her death threats from now on. What fucked her up even worse, was the girl she sent to set me up and I guess the plan was to stash like 40 pounds of Heroin in my closet or something like that, well that "girl", she fell in love with me instead and turned on my ex wife. BTW Thanks Anita lol man am fucking dying on the floor as I write this. Anita testified in court against my ex-wife today and Judge was just a little PISSED.. Just a little have ordered the transcripts and having them bound as a coffee book LMAO! LMAO man its just rocks to be a kinda of a 007.

Lads remeber these wise words. Women are not MEN. They are meant to be ruled by us. Do not ever make the mistake and let her be your equal. It WILL BE YOUR UNDOING. You sir are the King and she is the Queen.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Dam Sandy its eaiser to catch a rainbow.

Doll all day you and I have been at it. LMAO it just occurred how deeply we feel for each other, but you and I are dam proud people. Here's the deal I fell in love with you when I first saw you walked up to me and said hi. It was love at first sight and for those that never have felt it. Wow I could go to school forever and never find the words to explain its wonders,but suffice that when I look at Sandy's face I almost go blind to gaze at her beauty as it stuns my thoughts and I can't think straight. She used to have cover my eyes with her tiny tinkerbell fairy of a hand, so I could gain my composure. Shes without a question eyecandy like every game maker could ever wish the skills to design. I mean you ever see a cat and the cat looks back at you. Don't you got fucking nuts when the cat walks over and head buts yea. Yea Man Sandy used to head butt me too . I miss her like mad. So yea if we can hook up, yea I'll make sure I never lose her again, the question is will she be smart enough to see me again. If I never see ya again Sandy, well sweetheart thanks and may God watch over your Cubs and guide your precious heart. Now this old Cat jumps the fence, licks his paws, causally looks for his next meal and a reason for a fight to survive.. meow :)

Moody Blues — I Know You’re Out There Somewhere lyrics
"I Know You're Out There Somewhere"

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

The mist is lifting slowly
I can see the way ahead
And I've left behind the empty streets
That once inspired my life
And the strength of the emotion
Is like thunder in the air
'Cos the promise that we made each other
Haunts me to the end

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

The secret of your beauty
And the mystery of your soul
I've been searching for in everyone I meet
And the times I've been mistaken
It's impossible to say
And the grass is growing
Underneath our feet

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

[Interlude:]
You see I know you're out there somewhere
O yes I know you're out there somewhere
You see I know I'll find you somehow
O yes I know I'll find you somehow

the words that I remember
From my childhood still are true
That there's none so blind
As those who will not see
And to those who lack the courage
And say it's dangerous to try
Well they just don't know
That love eternal will not be denied

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

Yes I know it's going to happen
I can feel you getting near
And soon we'll be returning
To the fountain of our youth
And if you wake up wondering
In the darkness I'll be there
My arms will close around you
And protect you with the truth

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

Monday, November 2, 2009

Cupid come on Bitch SHOOT IT!

I just finished reading a "ode to me"..I guess, email from Lady "M" to me. Before I read it I was pretty fucking pissed from an earlier phone call regarding some bullshit from an old ex girlfriend. I read her email really slowly, keep in mind I had spent Saturday and Sunday in "M" arms most of the day in her bed, she calls the bed "potato chip". She slept with a stuffed little monkey called "cheeky" I though it was oddly endearing. My heart winced a little when she called it her daughter. Here was the first woman in my life that didn't have children or a husband and was some years older than me. What a affectionate lady shes been. I've been so careful to never say "I love you". I say instead, "I like you alot" She says back the same thing.

Bit ago finished her emails she had sent today and wow. She told me in detail why she like me ant the end she told me she was in love with me. Yet today as I was attacked by this problem and that one on the 60 freeway. Jenny called me to wish me a happy day and try to find what had happened with Lady "M", yea Jenny's knows about the whole thing as we talk about the sex and what M and I are feeling about each other. Japanese honeys are intense and fuck me if Jenny ain't my best friend and one hellish fuck.. Trippe huh.

Well

Hmm I guess I don't fall in love anymore. It was a great weekend and I had a ball at her place, but when I went for a walk around he block. Jenny called me and she made me laugh a lot. I miss her too a lot. Kinda cool that no woman can ever hold my heart hostage again. Am getting used to be alone and really like a alley cat. Its kinda cool not to be owned. I'm now going to Italy for a fact in March. I 'm gonna go look for a wife. This is now my life and I don't want to be alone but I want an Italian woman for keeps. Have a great day tweeps.