Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Jenny you Win Doll!

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Guess what started it all was last nights call Monday. When I asked Jenny if she was gonna spend the weekend again. She came up with something about her Mom being alone for weekends. Figured she was blowing me off, so I took it in stride, like no biggie and to tell ya the truth I didn't give a crap, but it hurt a little. Today (Tuesday) Jenny called me asked me to pick her up at work some kind of emergency. I got there at second and Los Angeles street and she was on corner. She waved me over, I was kinda of worried, after all I didn't know what was going on. As I pulled up to her on corner.

She pulled out some kind of radio or cassette player and she turned it on really loud. It was a song by black eyed peas, later I found out title. "Meet Me Halfway".. wow man. She danced at 2:00pm in the afternoon, in front of fucking everybody man, I mean in FRONT OF FUCKING EVERYBODY MAN!! right on the corner. Traffic came to a stop, she had on a mini-skirt or whatever you kids call that kind of a skirt. I got out of car, didn't know what to do. If anybody knows me now, its Jenny, she knew I would be helpless and joined her on corner. I did bro. I danced with her over and over, other folks joined us too. I kissed her and hugged her hard.

Later in car after we had made love in hotel parking lot across street (we love making it in public places, should have seen us on Sunday LOL!). She told me she had read yesterdays post in which I written about Sandy and that I still loved her hard. Jenny held my hand across her heart and said that, "if I really loved Sandy I would be fighting for her", she went to add that Sandy didn't, like "PDA'S cause either that was her cold hearted way or she just, didn't plain love me. Wow man that kinda hurt when Jenny said that, but I stayed quiet.. She then looked at me right and yea right through me to with those unforgiving Japanese warrior eyes. Told me she loved me like no other Man before. I believed her and again for the third time in 48 years of walking this Earth. I fell hard for another Woman.

I made a Special Date with Jenny for Saturday. Going to ask her to go steady with me. Jenny gawdam Doll you have fought for me tooth and nail ok baby you win. I taking your sweet tight ass for a ride of lifetime check out these fucking photos babe. CAN YOU FUCKING HANDLE IT??????? WANT TO RIDE WITH ME? NOW YOU KNOW WHY SANDY LEFT ME SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!!! Still want to dance for me Doll or you too busy recoiling in horror? HUH?????????

AWWWWWWWWWWWWYEAH WELCOME TO MY LIFE JENNY, YOU STILL WANT IN BABY!!!!!!!! LMAO YEA I DIDN'T THINK SO. Call me if you want to cancel Saturday. lmao Kid you thought Sandy was an airhead? Bye Baby surprise me, floor me darling knock me over with a feather and I double dare ya to keep our date for Saturday, after these pics lmao man. I fucking DOUBLE DARE YA ROFL!!!! Yet if you do sweetheart...if you do. I'LL BE YOUR MAN FOREVER AND YOU'LL BE MY BITCH TILL TIME ENDS!!!!!!

Jenny I bow to you like every King has done before to a New Possible Queen.

MEET ME HALFWAY
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, i, i, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway..way

Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
For for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Can you meet me half way (yup yup)
Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where i'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Thanks Jenny for freaking the shit out of me with swing moves lmao babe!!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Lol I love, just not you, that's all.


"Thank u baby 4 your delicious cooking".

Update From this Morning: Nothing fells my heart right into your sweet loving hands, than well aimed flattery. I'm a sucker for it. Jenny just sent this never even saw her take this pic on Sunday morning. When your middle aged like me well theres more doubts than grounded facts. Maybe cause of my dirvoce am unsure of myself still,but things are fucking changing at warp speed. Example ever since I've lost weight and worked out, well I can hitchhike a ride most of the time, every ride has been by a sweet and pretty girl. bunch of other ego stroking instances but what got me big fucking time. Was yesterday when Jenny walked over to me and took my bathrobe off. The way her eyes lit up and said to me while touching my chest and abs"wow baby your so tight and hard". She said that to me and my heart flipped inside for hours. She even sat in bathroom while I took shower watching me..kinda creepy, BUT I loved it!!!!! Lol man shes 26 k? makes love tho likes shes 28 LMAO!!!!!!

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Morning post: see update later things are getting deep with this Girl.
Girl I spent weekend cried on my lap hugging me and moaning that she hated my past girl friend and former wife, for breaking my heart & replacing it with stone. All I could do was pat hug her and brush her tears away while whispering encouraging things in her ear. Yet I could not nor will I ever say I love you to her or any woman for that matter. Shes right my heart's gone. I love women and how they make me laugh and feel so strong and tall. But I will never love one again so deeply. It fucking hurt so bad last time. I almost lost my mind. No Woman on earth is worth that shit. So ladies you want to feel like your the most special and in fact only woman on earth? then call me cause now where I'm, am all bout being a great affectionate and fun time. Just don't expect to be told hey Doll marry me or even move in with me...nah I rather we be making great sex and good times kinda of friends. BTW Jenny Thanks for telling me I'm hip and young. You so sweet and nice. Give me time sweetheart, I need time, was one hell of a long painful road to get here and hold you in my arms. I never want to feel such pain again kid.


Wha- wha- what did you say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did you say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you were meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did you say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do (I just didn't know what to do)
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you didn't
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did you say

Cool weekend.

Spent a cool and intense weekend with Jenny. I had a fucking ball with her at Marie Calenders today. We were only ones there up near some Indian casino we just had spent a n hour at. San Munel crap like that. Anyways Jenny's Japanese, so she has this intense look when she says my name, winks at me while licking her lips..heheh drives me nuts. Then she flashes her boobs at me at booth.ROFL MAN!! I shot up stood next to her and whipped my you know what out. LMAO she got all nervous and laughed saying put it back the waiter is coming. Rofl he wasn't, but I forced it back in. Now got n email 2 days ago from sponsored tweets saying somebody going to pay me for a new ad campaign $.99 am like ok lets check it. looks like I am supposed to put on a blog a disclosure site banners. Lets see how this works out.



This song great for...ya know ^_-
Throw It Back Lyrics

[Lil Wayne]
Go n throw it back n bust it open like you posed to X3

I would fuck with all of ya'll, all of ya'll are beautiful X3

I aint choosin one so you can never say im choosy

Now go n throw it back n bust it open like you posed to X4

Now get back to the money
Now get back to the money Now get back to the money Now get back to the Wait
take a pussy break X4 (Yeahh)

[Lil Wayne]
Im lil tune and im up first, I smell that pussy than i give it tongue work,yep wen she comes first, second, and third,then my woody wood pecker gets a pecking at her, like ooouu she on a headstand, she on a headstand, you see the crack of her ass cause her pants sag, I think thats really sexy, I like that in ya, lemme smoke a blunt than im right back in ya, yeah put the knife back in ya, take it out than i have dinner, uhmm im nasty stop frontin and just back it.

[Mack Maine]
Now go n throw it back n bust it open like you posed to X4

I would fuck with all of ya'll, all of ya'll are beautiful X3

Ohhh she had a shotgun booty, now i love her everytime she shoot it

[Throw It Back Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]

[Mack Maine]
Blah, bang bang bang, shes in love with kisses, she got a tongue rang, now she got a pussy rang, she got a belly rang, I know its a BOOTYCALL everytime my celly rang, like burpp hello what you doing cutiee, bring ya ass over here and come and get my booty, oooo i will be there in a hot minute, count to 60 play with your pussy and get ya ivy in ya, you want it all ova ya, shit why not dawgg, ima but my weiner in her buns since she got me hot dawgg, she said i never gave head before until sittin dinner, with the biggest dick for breakfast and dick for dinner, she got titties like vyran dallipark, and she lick lick lick my chocolate lollipop, and she backed it up like burp burp and she threw that ass back like jerk jerk forreal

Go n throw it back n bust it open like you posed to X4

I would fuck with all of ya'll, all of ya'll are beautiful X3

Ohhh she had a shotgun booty, and im the target everytime she shoot me,
and i'll be the bullseye, watch how i make the bull cry, watch how fast the bull die, all because the bull got mad because i fucked his cow, i had a shotgun booty going pow pow, i had the refree hollaing out stop the fight, 2 round knockout than i goin fucking rockys wife, haha

[Lil Wayne]
beat that pussy till it bleed like apollo creed X3
im in the garden with eve give her my flower seed, i got a big bag of that fungus in my dungarees,my blunt humangious and if ur a mungas ull get no disease, girl i will tongue ya but the tongue right above your knees, im not a begger but pa pa pa pleasee

Go n throw it back n bust it open like you posed to X4

I would fuck with all of ya'll, all of ya'll are beautiful X3

Now get back to the money
Now get back to the money Now get back to the money Now get back to the Wait
take a pussy break X4 (Yeahh)

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Friday, September 25, 2009

Been a while Bloggers..

Last time I felt anything for a girl was around April. Am actually looking forward to being with Jenny this weekend? Hmm I don't know though, somethings different with me. Last girl I loved I let myself go with her, yea now looking back I was way too into her. Well you live and learn right. Will I do same mistakes with Jenny? doubt it. This morning I made sure. Called Jenny had a heart to heart convo and laid my cards on the table. I mean literally laid photos, letter and fucking bones on table. Figured she would bolt like "T" Girl did, and nope she took it and even asked if I needed help. I asked her a real important question at least for me. Asked her hey Doll why would you help a fuck like me out? She said, God choose you for a reason. I fell this much harder for her after that.

My Son one day you will read this blog, no doubt I'll be dead when you read this. Kid I loved your mom allot when I knew her but things changed and so did we. My Boy, My Prince I love you and your Sister more than anything. You and your sister saw what I have done and what I have become. Theres no point in lying to you or sugar coating anything. You have my blood in you my King. Let it guide you and never let the weak or oppressed be taken advantage of. Its my blood that flows through your veins my boy. Your immortal like me. Live your life my boy but always I mean always be fucking ready to rise to the occasion and take out those harm the weak. Its Gods gift to you, you must pay back this Holy Debt through your bravery and desire to serve Christ as his Holy Warrior. My Son I have known great and wondrous women. Even now I date women 20 years younger than me.

Live your life my Son never forget what I did to earn my place in Hell, its what men do, we were born to die and protect others that couldn't help themselves. Always my Liege step up to the plate and destroy those that see k to harm the children. Lol boy what did you think I would tell you as I leave this Earth one day? Be a good boy and brush your teeth? rofl man, I know you saw me in Rome fuck up that asshole. I did that on purpose so you could see how I fear no man especially a coward like the one I tossed in the Tiber and yea I saw your eyes fill with fear when you locked into mine and even though we pretended it never happened I saw how you liked the fucker screaming as I drowned the little fuck.

Live the dream kid and revel in Gods grace. We are his sword of Justice my boy. Accept it or be damned by it. Kid am dating a girl half my age right now LOl man am I hot or what? Live the dream kid live the life my Son and always remember how I raised, all those hours I spent making you the Jedi that one day you'll be my Son. Take care of your Sister "Luke" LOl my boy

Thursday, September 24, 2009

It went bad man.

I apologize for my post last night as well as my crappy tweets. Yesterday Jimmy's Mom passed away from a sudden heart attack and all suffering on my side family broke loose . I never have really liked Jimmy much, but still hes been as cool as he can with me 75% of the time and well that counts a lot for me. I felt his pain and it was a horrid one. So on the way home,walked in and picked up my little doughnut girl. I got drunk, haven't drank in weeks yet I felt it was time for a dam good tie one on and I did. Enough of a one that when Jenny called me I asked the doughnut girl lmao man I can't even remember her name let alone pronounce it, told her she had to leave.

She made a real sad face, but it didn't matter. I guess after my break up with a sweetheart from Hacienda Heights,well I swore I would never fall in love again. Been pretty true to that pledge. Well tell my heart that shit. Cause after I told Jenny that perhaps it wasn't working out, I ain't the kind of a guy you can call stupid for not picking you up cause something more important came up. When she called me that last week or week before actually. I immediately dropped her bubbly ass out of my life. Would have worked and stayed dropped too, except she called me everyday after that and spoke with me for a min of 3 hours daily, I didn't know that until I saw my cell usage bill. Am picking her up this Saturday and shes spending the weekend with me again.

Shes the best sex I've ever had man. I mean we can do it for hours, we take breaks to drink, eat and dance then we drift back to my bedroom. Shes so fucking young too. She giggles more than laughs and wow shes so pretty too. Shes texts me all this sweet stuff and always says the nicest things to me. Today for the first time since "T" Girl, I called Jenny I no longer call women for any reason. She answered like on second ring and didn't let me go for hours. She says I have so much interesting stuff to say and for an old bag bones of me like me, well you can imagine how I felt. I think I'm falling for the little pixie. Oh Hell shes has me picking her up at her work in downtown LA on sat morning and to tell ya the truth I couldn't be happier to spend the weekend with her. Its nice to be with a woman who thinks your so hot and sexy. I feel same about her..there I said it...LOL Rofl man we guys think we have our shit down and all that,but all it takes is a pretty girl and all the stuff they say and do to make us forget every heartache and pain.

Jenny I gave you my blogs address last month and not once have you ever said anything bad bout my online words or memories. I like you Jenny alot ok, I want you to know that and I dig your sexing me out and stuff. Baby its been the hardest most toughest year I've ever known. Guys should have my love luck as Ive met the nicest and most hottest women on this earth. Jenny I like your balls of steel, your not scared of me or the shit I do and for that my little werewolf and that alone you have my respect and affection. As far as my love? well darling your earning that every-time you chill in my bed and baby you rock my world there. Will I ever be able to ever tell you that I love you? I don't know baby, last time I told that to a girl I almost lost my mind.

Well, Sweetheart until Saturday, bring your collection of stuff and that "pink thong" Doll. I love the color Pink.

Wow

wat a night....

Hey Younger Babes Rock

Its not all bout sex man!!!!!!!! Its about the heart and dinner bro. See now that Ive been divorced for a year well you can imagine what a cat like me has done in the name of love lost and love gained.
Even now as I type this crap I have a sweet Korean honey from doughnut shop lmao again in my bed. BTW you girls snore like guys ok thought I say that while I'm drunk. Girls always ask me if they snore I always lie and say no you purr like a kitten lmao they always always buy that crap. Hell why tell them they snore like bull sheep. I don't care man don't even care when they queef,if you don't know what that means than fuck off and come back when your older asshole, I just don't have the fucking patience today to learn ya son. BTW I no longer date women older than 25..

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Going 2 try this.

Rofl dudes ripping Pitt at this site.
Dearest God above and cursed Satan below. What a fucking year you assholes tested me with. I have never known such pain as this year. They were times that sweet death would have been a blessing but even that noble escape I was denied. Well fuck ya both I survived this shit and I stand stronger and nobler than the rat I was all these years. I fear no man but I take the very shirt off back for my fellow man. Dear God you have made me stronger and Self-aware for the realization of what I have failed thee in my daily life. Help Me God in this strongest,but darkest hour of my life and need as I face this life without my kids by my side. I was a great Farther my lord I know you fucking know that and gawddam you God, you yourself know I would have told you to fuck off before I ever tried to sacrifice my only Son for you, like you asked Abraham, hence I aint Abe LOL!!!!!!! Help me God serve thee better, give me the strength of Sampson and the wisdom of Solomon. I beg thy forgiveness God.


Update: Just landed a madly storied law firm in Washington D.C. am in shock man!!! I start handling their LA crap next week..wow man. I think I hit the magic email and not a fucking moment too soon. Wolves were at the freaking gate and foaming, they were foaming. So what now? Well imagine wolves at entrance of cave all snarly and shit. I gently pull the tarp off a 50. cal browning machine gun, smile and lovingly and I mean ever so
lovingly. I gently squeeze the goddamn trigger until every asshole is dead and then I kill them again and again.

Yea its been a great day. I no longer deny myself to women or hold myself out for anybody special from my past or a perceived future. Jenny Darling you "ask" to spend the weekend with me again? Hell ya Doll! You earned the space in my heart as a friend, you called me when no others did, you hung by my side at my darkest hour.

You offered you hand to me in the purest sense with nothing to gain in return. Am cleaning my crappy apt for you Doll, but this weekend it will be more luxurious
than any castle in Europe. See ya here my little Princess. :) Jenny last thing I kinda fell for your tight little ass when you sang these words while dancing in a pink thong on my kitchen floor, just saying baby.. FYI...your 24 baby and I'm 48 will it work? who the fuck knows,wanna try? heheh me too baby!

I don't give a fuck if you're drunk or not
Turn it up loud and feel the ambiance
Grab 2 hoes and do some body shots
I wanna party all night till they call the cops
Fuck the wristband
Let's all do a kegstand
I'm like Cheech without the Chong hitting up the beer bong
When the cops show up they're gonna get the finger
And I don't give a fuck cuz I'm the designated drinker!

Ok figure am at 155 definitely 150 by next week at rate I've been driving myself. Time to start thinking about food again or LOl I'm gonna starve to death...
Below is a nice diet from Stronglifts.com

Example Diet
. Forget about portion size and calories. Just eat your stomach full. You won’t get fat eating healthy foods. Especially not if you exercise and with all the veggies. Example diet using the above 8 nutrition rules:
  • Breakfast: eggs with veggies, orange, green tea
  • Snack: mixed nuts, pear
  • Lunch: tuna, roman lettuce, olives, olive oil
  • Snack: cottage cheese with apple
  • Post workout: ground round, quinoa, spinach, banana
  • Dinner: chicken, spinach, baby carrots, peer
  • Pre-bed snack: cottage cheese, berries, ground flax seeds, fish oil

Nobody has time to cook 6x/day. Prepare your food for the day while making breakfast or dinner. This takes about 1 hour and is key to making this work.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

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Monday, September 21, 2009

She emailed me today.

" Hi My Name,
Just wanted to see how you are. You are a wonderful, exciting man and I hope life is being kind.
Her Name "

One of the prettiest woman I've ever known emailed me this morning, asking how I was and called me nice names. When this beauty accepted my first date. I was floored when I met her. She looked like a girl right out of a Swiss Milk commercial. A Natural blond with a smile that lit my soul on fire with possibilities of a future with such a honey. We kissed like teenagers our first date and couldn't keep our hands off each other at the beach., she even surfed for me, hence her nick name "surfer girl". Even though we went clubbing, kissing on third date, I lost her that night. I kinda know why. She looked around my mean little apt and must have thought "this guy ain't over his past life yet". She was right, I wasn't yet. I was still getting over "T" Girl and I had given up on love. It showed in my dwelling. She Dumped me the next day..bleh. Then a week later it hit me as I strolled the beach during a grunion run, as I saw couples and families enjoying the dusk.

Women are not Men's equals, not by a long shot. Oh yea we work together raising a family and many other equalizing be it bonding details, but at the end of the day Men are born and meant to rule Women with love, respect and mutual admiration. After all what on this green Earth could be more important to Mankind than a woman's delicate, but steely heart?. When I came to that realization, well being with any woman I gazed upon, was no longer a problem. I adore women, but I love myself too:) I relish who I've become and the pleasure women get dating me, be it walking on a moonlight bathed beach or sweaty pounding jungle sex in bedroom. I trip being with a woman that laughs and enjoys how I do my best to make sure she has fun with our precious time together.

Do not mistake my sincerity for macho bullshit cause I'm Latin and favor Italy's culture. Why not? all our Hispanic roots lead back to Rome through they're conquest of Spain long ago. The Women I seek. Desire beyond all that is noble and unselfish, is a woman endowed with Sparta's Queen Gorgo self-awareness. In short, a woman you die to save her God, Country and Family. Now as "my own barbarians" storm the gate crashing with all their might to pour in, ready to destroy me. I stand with my arms stretched toward Heaven and grin the smile of Kings before me. Am immortal in Gods Eyes. I have not yet begun to fight.

My heart raises this cup of tea to you Surfer Girl. Will always remember you're kisses with the greatest of fondness and happiness.
I think I'm a polyamorists – a growing band of people who believe that more lovers equals more lov. Rest of article is here-----> <3

Sunday, September 20, 2009

1000th Follower :)


1000th Follower
Thank You Anita Nelson!

Anita's Twitter
Her Blog!

Wow Twitter Women ROCK!



Is it me or do the prettiest women in the world Tweet?

I think I lost her.

Yea man. See the thing is I no longer talk allot on phone when gaming a honey. I used too until a girlfriend told me she didn't want to hear me babbling. So I stopped talking like that. Now Jenny(pic above), "was like baby you hardly talk on phone". Rofl she said only time I talk is when were in bed and then its all sex talk lmao man babes! You can never win huh. Next month is a year that I divorced my ex wife and wow man what a fucking year. I've dated almost every possible race and color.

Now I seek something else and I doubt I'll find it here in the USA. What I seek the love and ardor is in Italy, no American women posses what I want in a woman. Hell am sure American babes could have a few things to say about me too lmao. I just want a more submissive, gentle and bending woman than our California babes. What I loved about Jen the most was that when she would catch me dancing in my kitchen late at night. She would join me man and she would swing like the wind on such a small space. She would sing to me in Japanese as she would auto translate songs on radio. She was really sweet and I will miss her but I no longer argue or debate with women over issues regarding my life. Its my life and no one else's to be concerned with it.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

My 900th Twitter Follower :)


Wow A Twittering Beauty! Thanks Anna for the Follow.
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Friday, September 18, 2009

What a flipping week man!

Am against the cave wall with wolves taking bites out of me in all the right places while I'm bleeding out of all the wrong ones. Yea I put one after another down, but they keep coming. Last night I left a voice mail to my little Jennette, shes the third Japanese girl I go out with and how I hooked up with 3 of them, I'll never know. Basically told her, "look baby your 25 and well best you go on with your life, as my life has to much drama in it". Added that she was probably the best sexual time I've ever had in my life and I guess hedged my heart and told her if she wanted me, all she had to do was to call and it would be back on in full force. Well she "texted me at 1:30 am with message: "Bet you thought I had said laterz huh? Talk to you tomorrow from work Honey" .

Rofl man when I saw that I tripped out, shes called me at least 5 times today for long assed chats lol man. I like the girl shes so sweet and to tell you the truth there is a huge difference with Japanese Americans and Latinas or any other race for that matter. She said today life is full of a drama and that we both should stand together back to back and scream at them to bring it. Wow man I fell a little harder after that. I never want to fall in love again, but its sure nice to have a friend.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Dam man!

One of those freaking flipping days LOL!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Wow Doc you rock!

Today in class Doc turns to me and in front of fucking everybody says, so Bro while you were getting your dick and your mind serviced with your whores, kids died, you ok with that? All I remember is bunch of dudes prying me off him and Doc throwing me his Audi keys and yelling get them bitch you da man. One hour later am patrolling the street with my list of names. I started to bust up a Little bit ago as I thought hey I'm like Santa Claus, but difference, the coal your going to get for being a bad boy well your going to open that shit in Hell tonight mother fucker. You will leave the kids alone or you will deal with me.

OMG 5 LBS Gained?

Ok Just gave back Durrango truck back to Vincent. No fucking way do I find 5 lbs GAIN as acceptable! I blame the freaking truck and my fat ass for eating when Jennette spent weekend at my place. I was there man, I was freaking there 155 lbs, now am back to 160lbs... many cuss words....Back to taking buses, walking and bypassing bus stops to walk even further, back to fucking 5 miles again YES!!!!! To tell ya the truth I really miss my walks. Girl I walked by this afternoon after I told Vinny to get truck at puesto, told me fat turns into muscle when you lift weekly. She was at gym as I walked by, asked her if she ever experienced mysterious weight gain. She was like yea all the time. Considering time we spent talking, I would have normally jumped on it and played the lets get you back to my APT. asap.

After yesterdays post and deeply considering what M wrote in comments. I thought at that moment, no man your going to walk away from this beauty, try to settle down, take stock of yourself and make some mature, grownup am 48 year old "roots". Would have worked too, except the honey in gym doorway said, "theres fun ways to work off a few annoying pounds". Hehehe right now shes in my bedroom fixing or gawd knows what to my weight sets. She said something bout controlling the weight on bars and not the other way around so I think that means I have to much weight on bars. The babe has muscles bigger than mine LOL!!! Almost scared to lower her panties in a bit ROFL!!!!!!!!

Seriously, I've been a good and decent man all my fucking life. Until further notice I intend to be a really naughty boy. Let the record reflect your honor that I have slept with over 20 women since October when I left my past life and those are the sweeties I remember. In April a girlfriend I had and really loved said I kinda sucked in bed. Heheh not anymore. If a sweet darling doesn't orgasm at least more than 10 times with me and I mean shake the fucking walls with screams, then something is wrong. Ok folks later. Lets find out how much this babe can "press". LMFAO!

Oh Hell here we go again.

Am a sucker for a Honey that calls me on phone..old school I guess.

Monday, September 14, 2009

No Sad Face Man?




ROFL yea got a bunch of emails and tweets asking wtf,"why aint you sad man"? over court wins. Yea I always get sad when I beat the crap out of my ex-wife in court. Its not like a tweeter said that I'm still into her or something like that. I'll always have a special place in my soul for her. She was my soul-mate for many decades,but what tore my heart out forever was seeing my Son comfort his Mom because of me. Why no sadness then? On Friday Ben the Dancing Roman Prince dancing in video, called me and said, "no way you staying home tonight" and we chilled at skinnys.

I spent this weekend at my apt with a student (met her at Skinnys) of Theresa (shes the goddesses in video above with Ben). Never danced liked that before. We would dance for like a half an hour, break for 15 mins have a couple of martini's then it floor for longer sessions. Near the end of night we were gone and just were groping, stroking and petting each other as we danced,at times people would stop and circle us and clap as we made the air part like the red sea with our swing. I felt like I was Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers was in my arms again. We added a new dimension to the dance move "The Grind". The Song she danced to with me and what nails my soul to a wall, it was for me. "Battlefield" by Jordan Sparks.

Yea shes awfully young and it probably wont work out. See I posses great game and better dance moves. Yet even though I can land a boatload of Women, I just can't or perhaps don't want to keep them. My little Dancer just left after making us breakfast and I'm heading out too. The day looks different, serious and all but so fucking beautiful.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

We'll keep them panties droppin



Funny Man:
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie Scene has got a weenie that he loves to show (bitch! )
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Charlie Scene:
Wake up
Grab beer
Grab rear
Shave beard
Put on some scene gear
Gotta get drunk before my mom wakes up
Break up with my girlfriend so I can bang sluts
I'm undead
Unfed
Been sleepin on, bunk beds
Since 10
So if I don't booze it
I'm gonna lose it
Everybody get to it
Do it
Get ruined

{Chorus}Deuce:
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

Charlie Scene:
When I start drinking
My dick does all my thinking
Hoes want to be scene with me
And I like their big fake titties
D cups with extra filling
Take it out let me lick it quickly
Calm down it's just a hickie
I'll blame it on this whisky
Sipping gets me tipsy
Drink fast and enjoy your buzz
Take back streets to avoid the fuzz
I wanna take you home but your friends wont let ya
I gotta 40 in my Ford Fiesta
Buy beer, or pay the rent
My signing bonus was quickly spent
So I beat my meat like ima fuckin butcher
And I punk the pussy like I'm Ashton Kutcher

{Chorus}Deuce:
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

Charlie Scene:
Lets get this party jumpin
Lets see some 40 chuggin
I wanna see your booty rubbin against my dick when I start buzzin
C'mon girls, I wanna see you drinkin
I wanna see your brain start shrinkin
Make a move I saw you winkin
Drunkin pussys what I'm thinkin
I don't give a fuck if you're drunk or not
Turn it up loud and feel the ambience
Grab 2 hoes and do some body shots
I wanna party all night till they call the cops
Fuck the wristband
Let's all do a kegstand
I'm like Cheech without the Chong hitting up the beer bong
When the cops show up they're gonna get the finger
And I don't give a fuck cuz I'm the designated drinker!

{Chorus}Deuce:
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin
Lets get this party started
Lets keep them 40s poppin
So just get buzzed and stay fucked up
We'll keep them panties droppin

Funny Man
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show (bitch! )
Everywhere I go
Bitches always know
That Charlie scene has got a weenie that he loves to show

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Ok here it is dudes

See I met this well really the term met is wrong. Yet she writes so deeply and little stuff she writes gets me here man. She thinks she has me down lol man if she knew me she would know she knows nothing bout dudes like me. Yet she so sweet all you can do is bow to her and want to make her every wish come true. Don't get me wrong shes not a airhead man, shes about the one of the most brilliant women you'll ever know and I would give up that she can call my moves before I can do, ,but no man see, I can feel as she breathes. I can tune into her big-time and she so fucking hot and smart. I want her and up to now theres never been anything or anybody I can't have if I focus and am way focused into her. Shes as beautiful as the day is long and shes mine. Goes back to drawing board like Wiley coyote lol. She doesn't get it how smart she is because if she was she would know how much I'm into her and gawd am man I'm quite the little mother fucker. Yet she super Gentle I can feel her presence and she believes in justice for all and liberty for those that make their stand for it. I salute you little lady you stun me with all the shit you write darling.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Heheh look at me now BITCH!

Well Dear Ex-Wife I don't hear you and your boyfriend the 59 year old laughing anymore, ROFL??????? Yesterday you sure as hell couldn't stop? When I saw you crying in front of the Judge today my heart turned into steel. When I saw my Son hugging you outside as you cried. I died and am crying as I write this. One day Son you'll read this and know that why I had to do to your mom my former wife and soul-mate of 27 years oh christ boy, this fucking hurts man. Why I had to get a restraining order against her. Son as you probably figuring out Moms having a bad time now. Yea man I was told her rebound would go bad and it has. She is now beginning to deal with what I had to go through and my Prince it hurts like you have no idea. Son we ain't in pain over losing each other as husband or wife.

We lost a family and a whole lifestyle My Future King. When I saw you walk by your moms side into courthouse and the way you winked and smiled at me. Fuck I wanted to scream to God. Thank you God, you helped me raise a real Man. Everything I do in business from this minute on my Son is for you and your Sister and of course for the new family I may privileged with in a future relationship with a Pretty Honey. Heheh you saw me boy today and I think you know how I am. I have another TRO on your Mom until November and then a hearing OSC to make it permanent like today. Personally I think the judge wants me to let her go and I think I may. Don't know boy really. It was horrible to strike against her in court today, boy women won't understand what am about to write but you do and every other man will get. We Males are like genetically made to protect women. Even as the Judge harshly berated her for her actions and asked why he shouldn't send her ass to jail for next days.

I bought the transcripts Son and have sent them to your grandmothers Law firm, along with all police reports filed on your Mom and her stupid attempt to have me killed. LOL Kid right now you thinking lmao dads about to say "see I told ya I don't die. Yet one day the Good Lord will say enough of this old fool and boom I'll be dead. When I die you'll get them for your safekeeping and reading. Notice how I interrupted the Judge with a stupid question and how he tore me a new one for interrupting, but kid let the record show I replied, "Judge I feel a pain in my chest can we take a break"?. My Son there was no Pain, but I had to save your Mom from herself.

My Prince I can not take full credit for this act. As it was your Mom that brought you contrary to Judges orders to court to be interviewed by the family mediator attorney. Knowing that even though you weren't supposed to be at courthouse, but knowing that you were, I would never let your Mom be led in front of you straight to jail. So all the planning and work I had done to destroy her as a former wife and now my deadliest enemy with a clean swipe from a Judges verdict, went out the door with me and the bailiffs asking me if I was ok in the Hallway. Remember my Son how I winked at you at that moment, now you know why.omfg son I'm crying to death here OMFG!!!!!!!! You looked like a young Simba today my King. I LOVE YOU BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been sparing this women jesus fucking christ for at least a year now. Read the transcripts page 5 The judge tells her to get over it and move on. Son the Police reports states that she is under investigation for attempted murder against me. Its ok my boy after all I'm the main witness and victim and well people make mistakes and cases get dropped. Remember that Boy I let her go yet another AGAIN. Look at me my Boy you saw me. Does it look like a couple of punks can take me Boy? You saw me today and your fucking know me little one. Today your Mom got the message its over, she can move on with her "boyfriend" the coward and just leave me alone.

As this time and date of this post I have no girlfriend my Son. Just me, thoughts, memories and future plans are my only friends. Well my Prince born to rule the world above and defender of the oppressed in the world below. I salute you for today, you made me the proudest man in the world, for I raised a naturally born knight to his first step in chivalry. I adore you my King you are everything I never was, your the imagination come alive of every stillborn hero. If I drink I would raise a glass to you my boy instead. Tonight I'm going to kick every fucking bastard that is up to no good and every time crack his face, I'll yell your name to him. Well KingBoy time for patrol hehe see ya soon. Always remember Son we Men were born to die and save others.

Ya Man!!


Next month equals a Year after burying a 27 year marriage. It died by mutal collaboration. Its been one heck of atough year not only for a marriage lost but missing the kids has been tough, yea people say but "dude thier big they can handle it", I know my kids and it killed them too. Yet we all live through worse and survive. I battle the ex wife in about 45 mins again like yesterday and it was fucking great our fight in front of the Judge. I won again but am nervous for this morning heheh.

If I Lead, Follow me If I Retreat, Kill me If They Kill me, Avenge me May God have Mercy on Our Enemies.


<---Looks at his Plane tickets as they print up and smiles at the possibilities of the South! :)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I suit up & ready :)

Today at 8:30 I battle my ex-wife in court to make a restraining order against her permanent and to enforce my visitation rights. She tried to have me killed this weekendbut yea apparently they missed ROFL! Instead I turned the two punks over all beaten and the other in a coma to NH PD.
<--Points at PD Report and winks at bloggers. Yea I 'm 48 but gawdam son be mighty careful of us older dudes, we fight so fucking dirty and yea, we'll shoot in the back too LMAO!
Saddle up boys! today we ride to Hell!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

If you be a Guy, READ NOW!

Ok I really dont like discussing this but LMAO why the fuck not k. When I left my wife in October I was like omfg, will I ever be able to well ya know..fuck again...not make love..I wanted to have like they say "gorilla jungle sex". Kinda sex that neighbors knock on door asking wtf!!! LMAO man. So yea with first date after leaving a prior life, I had to get Cialais pills. I was just to fucking nervous to get wood...<--lays head on desk and sighs,asks why do you write this shit bro on the net FUCKING WHY!!!. Anyways, "yea am a river to my readers k". About a month ago I run into an old friend Bobby, hes at a bar at club I go to. He knows how long ex and I were married and right away starts laughing at my dating attempts and silly pills. Hands me a card says go to my website order the first batch of this shit for a month if it doesn't rock your world, cancel the next month with just a phone call or email, no hassles. I'm like hmm if you knew Bobby ya know he aint exactly the herbalife or amway kinda of a guy. Ok so I order the bloody things and WOW MAN!!!! Is this shit legal? Lets put it this way, I can almost fly ok.. Heres Bobby s link enjoy mother fucker and remember dawg you got it off my blog never forgot that man never forgot that. I changed your life for the better and I need all the help in Hell son. http://www.robertsharesjuiceplus.com

Do exactly as it says take one in morning other at night. Exercise as normal and dude get like the Huge Ass Box of condoms at Costco aisle 28, cause man your going to rock your girls life for a long time. Now keep in mind I weigh 155 lbs and workout and confine myself to only one meal a day. So in other words if your a LARDASS it may take you, I guess two months? to be where I 'm at, also walk a couple miles a day. Helps a lot :)?

Oh Yea... I'm kinda back :)

Forgot to post since last week Ive been driving a 2007 Dodge durrango truck with some huge ass engine? Way I got it was a car dealer or reseller found out regarding my puesto and its location and offered me a a car or truck to drive for free. All I have to do is put a for sale sign on vehicle when I park it and I get a cut of sale and well as driving the thing. Heheh way ahead of ya bud, I finished emailing real estate agents in Malibu and Zuma, asking if they need house-sitters, while estate is on market and in escrow. Ive decided that I wish to live at the beach, so I now will make it so. Figure I could rent a place there or just take over a house and gently nurse it as it goes to sale. Been looking at houseboats for sale at Marina Del Rey. Always in a way wanted to live on the ocean, who knows.

My trust in God is endless and he guides my every-footstep. Some guys are lucky in love and lotto's and shit. I lucked out on an extra dash of Gods Grace and protection. I could show you pictures of what my ex wife tried to do to me this weekend and you would yawn and say right!!!!!! photo shop huh? I don't die and ex forget that and why she fell in love with me for decades. She had forgotten who I was and I guess, I had forgotten too.

Since Friday Night, My way changed forever.

Just Got Back..



Jesus man I just hosted 4 girls in back of Hollywood Bowl and we never so much as kissed, well we did when we left, but not in a sexual way. We kissed and said goodbye as Friends. A first for me.

Ok it started at Skinnys, a lounge I hang out on Tuesdays. Ben Morris teaches a swing dance class on Tuesdays. I like to go as I dance with 24-27 year olds. I ain't a dirty old man. Girls at that age dance like the wind. In fact its like dancing with a tornado in your arms. Basically swing dancers from all over LA come to skinnys on Tuesdays, so much that the whole dance floor is only for swing. In swing mostly the girls do all the work, we guys mostly strut,pose and hold those little hurricanes from taking the world apart. So I hangout with my little crowd of swing honeys, We are freinds, no sexy stuff just good dancing freinds. Never had just lady friends before. It rocks and besides they are just a few years older than my daughter so it would be impossible for me to "hook up" at least in my minds eye. Tonight as we danced, found out that couple of girls had dosed some shrooms and were tripping in the bathrooms. Took them and their friends to a fire trail in back of the Hollywood bowl. Its where I used to hangout as a teen and where I made love to my ex wife for the first time as deer grazed around us that night long ago. Mad memory rush happening as I write this.

The girls partied and did what young ladies do when they feel safe with a decent Man. I 'm that and like Melissa said, they call me Ricco cause they say I remind them of the penguin in Madagascar movie. I was like cause, I used to be fat? They laughed said no because I have that kinda of personality. I don't see it and I saw that movie with my Son and later with "T" Girl and her kids. The honeys on shrooms stripped and danced on the hill, wonder if people saw them off the 101 freeway lmao man. I just kicked it and watched over them. I felt like I was a a Dad again watching over the girls having a tea party lmao man. I also danced on hill, never did that before dance on grass and dirt. It was a fucking blast. The music was blaring and I was taking turns dancing with babes and some nudes ones at that. I really like to dance and doesn't take much to get me twirling, grabbing a babe and spinning like tops. When were done we split to bobs big boy for coffee and food for honeys. WOW GIRLS EAT MORE THAN GUYS K! I saw these slim sexy beauties down food that would have gagged a small Thailand family of 5 to death.

I have this weird habit I've picked up since divorce. If I eat at bobs with more than 3 girls Ill have a couple of the babes head off to a table full of jocks. As my girls talk to the smucks Ill order some stuff from waiter and causally tell waiter guys at tables over there will pick up check. Ill have my third girl whistle at guys and table and wave at them. They naturally wave back and waiter takes it as a sign that they are gonna pick up the tab. ROFL why I do this I have no clue but it makes bust up when I walk out with a group of babes to our cars.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

omg Have a small ab six pack

Wow am sweating like a machine in pic lol man.
Ok the "lets date every woman ever born" fever has finally passed. Now I look at the road ahead so fraught with hazards and obstacles as the easiest trek ever taken by a slug like me. I really don't owe that much, in fact I make a phone call and whatever debts or debts I owe are shattered instantly. I just like things the hard way always have..ROFL (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID ROFL) sorry I do that allot am working on it lmao man. Well for the first time in nine months am without a female by my side and its ok. My ego has finally been vanquished by its owner. I feel like the shadow in Peter Pan and I finally got caught by Wendy and sewed back on to Pan. I look at my mirror and see a new man. I look into my thoughts and I feel a different person behind those dark and clouded eyes. I touch my heart and finally can feel its beat. I no longer hate my fellow man, nor am I Saint. Spoke with My Cardinal, told him I was done with my Vows of Justice.

I just want to make some bucks and travel all over the world like I used too. Am 48 years old. I say being a hero and a Knight are best suited for the young. I have Fulfilled my Vows to Saint Peter far and beyond all that I was ever expected to do. Now its time for me to live and be of service to my fellow in a different way. This weekend I spend it at the shelter on 8th and main feeding the homeless. Next month am part of a group that's teaching the minutemen in San Diego a lesson in Civility the hard way. Yea even though I swear peace for all, some people you can fuck with and others you can't..I'm the can't. There isn't a son of a bitch born yet, that can hurt the innocent crossing the border and get away with it. I wouldn't be a fucking American if I let cowards get away with that. Aside from that and when that little trip is done. I can kick it. I need to make a few grand to take off to Spain this March. Also I wanted to go to El Salvador, the birthplace of my Sainted Mother to place flowers at her parents grave. Promise I made to God.

Monday, September 7, 2009

So come on and fly with me



Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne- Down Lyrics

Jay Sean

(Intro)

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m a battlefield of love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down


Sunday, September 6, 2009

Just Dance

^_- Size does matter..when putting on Jeans. 38, 36, 31....next stop 28

Figure if God can forgive people for all Sins, I could forgive my own Tragedies . I did so last night. Today for the first time in my 48 year life. I danced in front of mirror not for a new honey of heartthrob that I was to meet or had made love to. I danced, cause today I looked at myself and felt love finally for me. I am a good man. I help all, I fear none, I raised good loving children and made them yearn for a higher education then I could ever have dreamt of. I have given up all that would be harmful even in small excess, I gave it up. I'm now standing and yea like any Man I face financial unknowns and untold futures,but Dear God Above and curse you Satan Below, I now embrace them as a strong Man. I no longer am alone, there's something like seven billion humans like me. Lets get this fucking Party started :)

Soon.. in Sevilla

Saturday, September 5, 2009

OMFG AM WAIST 31

Ok I finally did it am 31 waist and 30 long. am so fucking happy will be posting pics today. straight leg jeans 514 series at Macys. Am shooting for a size 28 and then that's it. Everyday I workout on my weights and walk like a few miles, Do my best to eat right and treat people with respect and consideration. Tonight I have my last drink and the funny thing is I can do it too. Have a gift for leaving bad things cold turkey cigs, pot, being fat, whatever I want, I can walk away from it no matter how long I used it. kinda gonna miss it though, was fun getting drunk and no longer remembering the pain. Yet its run its course and I'm done with it now. I feel great and life is wonderful and sweet now. The Fog has lifted and I can see the Sun again. "T" Girl thank you and Baby I'll always remember you with nothing but respect an admiration You are a GREAT QUEEN! Have a great SAFE Holiday People!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Did I Cheat?

I was 39 and living in the hills before moved down into Burbank. I kinda used to flirt via chat messages in online game called rainbow 6 at Microsoft zone. Anyways Terri sent some cd with her doing sexual things for me and saying my name. We chatted here and there for few months on phone too. She has this incredible Tennessee accent, I was getting lost with her daily. She had a couple of kids and worked at an assisted care center. I felt I was cheating and one day she called and my daughter picked up the outside phone and heard everything. Woke next morning with later to be ex wife holding a knife to my neck telling me to leave now.

She wasn't angry so much over the phone call. I t was the fact that I heard when daughter pick- up phone so I had kept call short an as innocent as possible. What infuriated my wife at the time was after call. I went to Conroys flowers and sent a full ass bouquet to Terri Lynn with a note that said sorry but goodbye. Did love Terri Lynn..how never met her, but for the month we spent talking she did steal a little chunk of heart. Yet she was in Kentucky and I here in crappy California.

Before I leave in March will take a small detour and drop in on her with flowers,shake hands and just meet, lol am sure shes quite married by now, but I guess she was the first woman outside my marriage for the first time that I had feelings for.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Nice Calls Today

Since a couple weeks I just added my phone number on my profile. Figured If a lady in distress or just a babe wanting to talk to a friendly voice could call me. It was a great Idea! Have spoken to scores of honeys, most I don't remember, may have been a little too tipsy at he time. Others have shown up to my Puesto or Apt to my complete and embarrassing surprise. Yet the ones whose hearts rubbed with mine for the loving tightness for the togetherness of the night... did and all was good. It amazing how sweet and truly giving true women are. Past 2 month's haven't had a car,but each girl has come to my place from Santa Monica,calabash, Beverly hills furthermost was Newport Beach. Each one slept over, I cooked a Delicious breakfast for them at my little restaurant. Internally am changing allot toward women. I an feel so much affection and concern for them. Thank God take anything you want God from but not my heart I need to feel There's...so much to feel and understand. Each Woman is so radically different, what fucking trip.

Hehe I felt this once, Its was Great :)



Update Oceaina wanted me to stay with her at a hotel while they fumigate her house in the hills.
Wow man just weeks ago would have jumped at the chance, told her nah, but thanks anyways. I don't feel like be a great lover or a fantastic live in man friend. I have so much on my plate. Booked my trip for the end of March my daughters birthday in fact. I just want to get the fuck out of the USA and head back to Rome. My work here is done and its time now for me to treat my myself to the affairs of the World.

Song Title: Knock You Down
Band / Artists Name: Keri Hilson
Songwriters: Araica, Marcella; Cossom, Kevin; Hills, Floyd Nathaniel; Hilson, Keri; Smith, Shaffer; West, Kanye;

Heh aha.. not again..
Ohh.. this ain’t supposed to happen to me..

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]


[Kanye West]
Keep rockin, and keep knockin
Whether you Louie Vouitonn it up or Reebokin
You see the hate, that they’re servin on a platter
So what we gon’ have – dessert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson]
I never thought I’d.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I’m a race
but I already won first place

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

I never thought I’d fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin bout our life our house and kids (yeah)
Every mornin I look at you and smile
cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo]
I never thought Id
hear myself say (ooh)
Ya’ll gon head
I think I’m gonna kick it wit my girl today (kick it wit my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
of my pimp ship flyin high (flyin high)
til i met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

Hey, now Im crashing, don’t know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don’t you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), the load never too much
she helpin me pull it
she shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to u the pimp in me just died tonight,
girl sometimes love

[Keri Hilson]

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

[Kanye West]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
you was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
seem to only date the head of football teams
and I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
so please, don’t mess up the trick.. hey young world I’m the new slick rick
they say I move too quick, but we can’t let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that’s only average
For advice
OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa it’s me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

I was flyin, now I’m crashin
this is bad, real bad, michael jackson
now I’m mad, real mad, joe jackson
you should leave your boyfriend now, Imma ask him

[Keri Hilson]
Say u gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
oh Cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don’t wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I’ll admit it, I was scared to answer love’s call
Whoaa, whoaaa
and if it hits better make it worth the fall

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

(When it comes around)

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

Won’t see it coming when it happens (hey)
but when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down

Won’t see it coming when it happens
but when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down
yeah
[ Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Lyrics ]

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Tuesdays always Rock!

If you read the old Ian Flemming Books on 007 James Bond as I did as a kid. I was always freaking amazed that the same dude I would see on the big screen would be in a book totally screwing a babe in movie-house and then leaving for some fight or something. Read one like in Moonraker and few others. So I guess a kid I wanted to develop some mans skill that would let me enjoy a woman fully minutes or hours after meeting her.

OK had my first date with an actress, granted an older one, but a super fun girl. She needed help with her divorce and since "T" Girl basically saved my life with her help, I decided to to be of assistance. As I go over today's events I chuckle oh how now within an hour too I am necking with a girl I just met stroking her sweet inner thigh and lovingly massaging her breasts while we kiss deeply. Months ago that would have been not even a thought. I like this honeys Balls. Shes a real actress and she autographed some older glossies of herself to me(pic below). I thought that was sweet. I like a woman's photos.

We played a heavy game at a Starbucks in NO HO. She called it the older passage scores the breakfast game. Its a fun and very romantic trivial pursuit kinda of a verbal game. You quote old passage from past great works. When I saw steam coming from her skirt when I quoted by heart and passionately an old tidy from Chaucer, I knew I had her, but nay Sir. I went in for the kill and hit her mind with Plato's Dialogues. She hopped over and sat on my lap in front of everybody and kissed me. See I have a fucking vain weakness, I love a woman that loves or doesn't care about PDA'S Its what a guy like me lives for. To me it means shes knows herself and how well she is looking with such a sexy confidence. Normally I would have taken her back to my place but I didn't. She was like wtf? Told her I never want to lie to a woman again. I confessed to her that I'm still in love with "T" Girl.

My date laughed and said come over Sunday and I promise you Mr. Hamilton you'll forget that girl ever existed. She calls me the George Hamilton of the Hispanic world. To tell you the truth when she said to me she score massive BROWNIE POINTS. I mean the kinda you ask to live with you at the beach with. I think tomorrow I get a BWM Convertible...heheh crossing fingers now.