Monday, August 31, 2009

She called me a Man Ho?

Wow! Anyways was nice to hear "T" Girl giggle for a change, but calling me a "Man Ho" was a bit over the top. She said I looked desperate with that blog post and the truth is life is what you make it to be. Pic of hottie above, who has called me and dropped by my restaurant today to check out if I was real or what. We kinda hit it off really nice. Way I see it "T" Girl knows where I live and how to reach me if she really wants me. The fucking thing is I have a deep heart for "T" Girl, but wow man she can be so mean at times that it brings out the worst in me, when really I should let it slide. Yet since she left me I've not known a shred of happiness or personal joy. Have I scored women? OH Yeah at times way too many. Its been a ball for my torn ego and if I was in my 20's I would growl at my "lion king ness". Am 48 looking for partner not a notch on the tree. So yea I think of "T" Girl daily, but I'll never be like her ex husband with forlorn eyes looking at her like a sad puppy. I don't do pity or chase after girls that left me. My Problem is I am a total soulless asshole. Is it pride or manly stubborn crap who knows but its who I am. Right now in this place in my life I no longer want to argue with a lady. I just want to love and be loved and Sandy doesn't get that.

I leave soon and I really don't think Ill be back for awhile I have nothing here to hold me anymore. Kids are grown and way they have treated me fuck em they can stay with their mom. Life is to short to worry about what could have been. I gave Sandy every fiber of my being, but it wasn't enough all she is now is about anger and revenge. Yea I know i messed up bad but I have begged her forgiveness and she wont let it go man. I dont need bitter crap thrown at me daily. Called Bob today and told him to set me up with a good life. I no longer want to ever have to leave Malibu for any reason. Getting ticket ready, why even bother taking some Honey from USA with me. I'll go find my own Sophia Loren and live my life alone with her. All I ever wanted in life was to dance with the prettiest girl in the world<--- (SANDY).
Was that so fucking impossible?

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Wow many Babes!!

Ok thanks wow got a bunch of Babes answering my Fridays post. Thanks! Yet the Lady from Coronado, Sand Diego is the Goddess I want to take to Italy. Hmm how are we gonna make that happen? <---Snaps fingers and calls ACME Blueprints. Way I see it theres millions of fucking babes each more splendid than the one before. I 'm a great man and have down fantastic things that other men only dream of., I belong to a woman that can see me for whom I am. I suffered the scourges of apostles and I wish a woman that can wash my feet knowing that I belong to every humble affliction and every poor person. I am their king to always save and help them

Friday, August 28, 2009

Hi wanna go 2 Italy?

My email to travel totally for free is :

Hi if your a sweet Lady Fox in your early 30's to 40 max. Hit me up with your stats. Me: hmm have been told am not handsome, but rather sure my Mom would disagree ROLF!! Too each his own though. Am 5'9 155 lbs (target weight 140) Am a fun guy and I know Italy like the back of my hand. Trip would be for two weeks starting in Rome, your choice if we take a slow train up the Italian peninsula to France or just chill in Rome, Florence,Venice and 2 days in Madrid am fighting a bull there..San Diego bullfighters, said I was too crazy and best I did this shit in Spain..

Your stats Darling are everything!!
. I'll be perfectly frank as this is my new way now. You be goddamn beautiful, NOT A FUCKING LATINA CHICK OK? Sorry have had the worst experiences with Latina Broads and I want nothing to do with them. Be Blondie a natural one please or a natural redhead. Be built like a fucking goddess cause were going to burn up Italy with our lovemaking. Have blue or some color in your eyes. You'll need a dazzling smile and figure as you will be meeting the Pope and the The President of Italy. Be ready to get dressed by me at versache, Chanel, LV, Gucci, Christian Dior, Fendi, Prada, Coach, Balenciag Salons. There will be nightly dancing at the best clubs. If your into Roman orgies let me ,if not its cool, can just be you and me humping like little bunnies. Now if your extra sexy Baby Ill throw in a cruise around the Met. I love Naples in September, although I always summered in Rome and Capri never did Italy so close in the Fall or Autumn I think I can try it..

Am 48 Man, yea old I guess, but I make love like I'm 45 though ROFL! Also a sweet friend with benefits shes been hanging with from Japan and told me girls prefer men shaved down there. So I got myself shaved clean LOL am down south almost 7 inches, cut if you need to know. If you have tried the rest now the try the best. Ain't interested in babes with kids. Don't even call me if you have kids. This trip is about us, Adults having a fucking great time. Ill show you shit that Jesus Christ himself saw and survived it. Up to you darling, Please don't be some boring sex beauty. I want an exciting woman that sets the world on fire, to hangout with me. Want to run with me baby? wanna see the world the right way, the fun way? take my paw baby and be a real hardcore bitch. Email me your pics and call me the sound of your voice a sweet sexy voice gets you to Italy.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Yet Life Goes On!

SANDY HAPPY BIRTHDAY Have a present for you. 2 tickets for you and I to Rome whenever you want.

When the guys asked last week how come this dude doesn't just go get sandy and make her is, camp out at her work and house until she falls for him again.?The Doc chuckled and said this (btw dear reader sorry if grammar is off and shit its Sandy's birthday and my fantasy for past few months was to get engaged with Sandy on her BDay.) Today David spent most his day turning back on his utilities. See he made bad mistake of saying "hey man she aint even hot". I told him he will sleep in the dark so he can sharpen his eyes. I turned off his power,water and gas. When he got it all restored he called mad yelling hey man just cause shes a hot bitch to you doesnt mean you have the right to force me to see her that way. Told Dave look man you want to learn from? you came to me Dave begging I teach what I know. Lesson #1 Son. Never tell the fucking werewolf his lady aint hot.
Daves been helping me through the "Leave Sandy now" crisis, rofl but like he said he has to do it from a cell as I tend to wig out if you talk badly about my Sandy...rather Sandy.

I 'm in love with Sandy and nothing makes me happy or helps me forget her. She was without a doubt the greatest woman that's has ever existed and I'm so sorry for my mistakes. She doesn't forgive. I was always faithful to her doing our time together,but the mistakes I made were fatal and completely stupid. Some shit I should never had shared to her bout me and the other stuff I did and said well I wasn't well in the head at the time(divorce) and missing my kids more than anything, "T" Girl knows I would have died for her and boys in a second.

Sandy if you ever read this I ask you darling forgive me,come back to me Sandy. I am competley in love with you. I can't last longer than 2 dates with any woman. All I can do is talk to other women about you and how much you. If you can't I understand. For you I would give up anything or any future reward. I love you Sandy I think about you hourly, every-time I see a fine assed woman walk bye I think about you and grab my chest. My heart used to be there now its in your hands. Keep it for without you by my side, without the small plans we had about the future toegther what fucking good is that "heart" to me. Well gotta jam gonna miss my Bus.

Sandy I'm so fucking sorry. I'll always Love you "T" Girl!
Tell the Magical Dog I miss him.

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Friday, August 21, 2009

I love my Mom.

You know for past 27 years I pretty much left my parents and maybe saw them couple times a year or so. After Divorce wow man My Mom became my best friend. She now knows stuff bout me that my own ex wife doesn't know. So other day keep in mind shes Hispanic, so she asks," what are your doing Son? Tweeties?" Rofl man I died, she doesn't know what twitter is, but I guess she heard me talking about it so she said, Tweeties lmao man. Right now am seeing 5 girls regularly, ranging from 20 to 53 years old. Once I was on Cialis straight for a week. Talking bout a erection for 8 days k? Today My mom came to the restaurant and saw me sitting in corner just looking at back room. She asked whats wrong,. I said, "Mom I'm so still in love with Sandy". She said then go tell her. I was like no way Mom I blew it really badly with her besides she told me stuff that hurt me too. So Mom said then stop living in the Past! Learn to let go. It was like a cold bucket of water on me.

I mean these fine honeys am seeing, each is a trophy in her own right. Today after work I spent time with my 20 year old (Samantha). We had a quick bite and made out at her work lmao in a closet..geesh. I was going to let her go today until not only my mom mentioned bout my tendency to cling to the past, but also today when Sammy was talking in front of her coworkers bout making a dip for my chips at my place next week, she prefaced her comments with, That it had been me that had asked her to help make a dip at my "place". Her friend "Pepsi" said, "Honey can you not see hes like the wolf and your little red riding hood baby, hes going to eat you." She giggles and looked right at me and said, "whose hunting whom"? Room laughed and I walked over and kissed her. We left conference room and made out like kids in a closet down the hall, lmao man too funny.

WOW Older Girls!!!

OMFG!!!!!! The shit this Girl told me last night had me cumming at my desk wow BABY!!!!!!!!!!
Shes older and HOLY FUCKING MACKEREL! I thought older guys had their game down, LIES!!!!!! man, older Babes have it all down and stuff. I hit 165lbs today!!!!! Am heading for 140 lbs why stop at 150? You should see me sparing at YMCA. I show no mercy to the younger dudes.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

This is f--ing exactly wat I was looking 4.

Up Date I say goodbye to my stable for this one, she rocks my world.
She sent me this few minutes ago.

"I'm on my way home now. Will call ASAP"


Lots of women think that guys think with thier dicks...LIES!!!!!!!! I have a 20, 29,and a 42 year old texting me all day asking if were hanging out this weekend, Well I want the woman below, shes older than me and gawddam I think shes all that and fucking more. So see, it wasn't bout a younger tighter girl. Its really bout what you feel and what she brings out in you. "M" Girl is hunting me down and winning. You know when you've been married for a lifetime like I've been. Its easy to assume you would want relationship freedom and never fall in love or be bound by a woman's kiss ever again. Alas in my case it went the other way. Past months have sent this pretty little lady an email here and there. She answered me like a month ago and what she wrote sent me up the wall with possibilities. Shes likes 3 years older than me and frankly I could care less if she was 10 years older.

Shes a fucking fox and she playing with my mind deftly and so dangerously. After just one convo on phone we're moving at light speed in to each others arms by this weekend. Shes a writer by trade and dam shes kinda well known LOL!!!!! Hey I 'm known too people!!, lmao but only on the 18th level of Hell rofl! I really like her and Please God let her be the One. This life of loneliness sucks ass and I need to have a hottie by my side in order to function or maybe not....
Her email below today.


I drove all over Lankershim Blvd. today looking for your restaurant before I had to go to work because of course, my DSL is down at home since I didn't actually write down the ADDRESS since I viewed your email, I figured all I'd have to do was look for Saticoy Street, drop in, grab you by the collar and plant a big KISS on you. And, if you weren't there, I'd leave a message that I had stopped by.

But I did get a "fortune" today. It said, "If you dream it -- it will happen."

Will call you tonight.


This version intense in a Club.

let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

(huh) (2x)
I wanna kiss you (huh)
but if I do then I might miss you, babe (huh)
it's complicated and stupid (huh)
got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid (huh)
guess he wants to play, wants to play
a love game, a love game (huh)

hold me and love me
just want touch you for a minute
maybe three seconds is enough
for my heart to quit it

let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
don't think too much, just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

let's play a lovegame, play a lovegame
do you want love, or you want fame
are you in the game (huh)
dans the lovegame (huh)


I'm on a mission
and it involves some heavy touching, yeah
you've indicated you're interest
I'm educated in sex, yes
and now I want it bad, want it bad
a love game, a love game

hold me and love me
just want touch you for a minute
maybe three seconds is enough
for my heart to quit it

let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick (huh)
don't think too much, just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick (huh)

let's play a lovegame, play a lovegame
do you want love, or you want fame
are you in the game (huh)
dans the lovegame (huh)

girl you outta line
thinkin you can just my ass just cuz your fine
it happens all the time
girls want my body but not my mind
but dont get me wrong
i have been lickin your .... for to long
the game is strong

girl ill rock your world
i came to the club to dance
so get your meathooks off my snakeskin pants
i gotta get to know ya befor i.... ya
arms to the bed and bend ya over
im a freak, and im nasty
and i dont wana break a heart or two so dont ask me to be your man
cuz girl whats your plan.


I can see you staring there from across the block
with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your (huh)
the story of us, it always starts the same
with a boy and a girl and a (huh) and a game
and a game (huh) (3x)
a lovegame

let's play a lovegame, play a lovegame
do you want love, or you want fame
are you in the game (huh)
dans the lovegame (huh)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

St. Peter is pissed at me..again..Bah!

Well Boys and Girls seems I got the Pope and his peeps all pissed at my refusal to take my place among the bravest and noblest of Men. Heheh maybe your Holiness I ain't one the bravest or noblest of men, you ever think about that Pete! Maybe I 'm just a fucking common slug like every other poor fucker out there. I think that ending a 30 year marriage, starting over, losing "T" Girl and taking the place of another in Hell for Eternity entitles me to a little "ME" time k? Count them Pedro count them Sir. Have I not sent many back to the land of sins and despair. Did I not do what you ever asked me. Even when you said I could blog of my lifes work for you, I didn't name names or even upload pics that would harm our Order.

Let me be Peter, let me find love for this Loveless life is Hell on Earth and its not goddamn fair I start my Eternity now while alive. No Holy Father God sets the pace that I work at not you sir. I will not be pushed or ordered to do what is against my way or time. I do not refuse your wishes Peter nor do I disobey, I ask you Holy Father to let me heal and mend my wounded heart, the pain is unbearable and I need time to seek my own solace and comfort. I lost my kids as I knew them last year through this divorce, Sir and nothing of this Earth or beyond offers any substitute, so let me fucking be, let me be.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Rofl we just made a date 4 Friday

How can you fucking not go out with a girl who sends you this pic as her intro, rofl man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Traded a 30 yr old in for a 20 yr old.

ROLF Man I have lost all concept of self dignity or respect for the conventions of my Nation. I am a just a alley cat looking and meowing all over the State. Today I basically told my little sweet 30 year old Japanese honey goodbye for a couple weeks. Am moving in like a Shark on a 20 year old hottie that works down the street. Sweet blond, same Grey eyes as surfer girl from a few weeks ago, colored eyes drive me nuts. Shes having dinner at my place tomorrow, Shake & Bake pork chops and wine. She has a huge 2 foot tattoo starting from her ankle of a massive cock squirting cum. She has lots of pierced thingies all over her face and ears, but shes fucking pretty. I mean drop dead beautiful. 48 MINUS 20 = Only 28 years older than her..whew.. didn't want to appear like a dirty old man or something like that. LMAO. I doubt Ill ever marry a woman over 30 now.

Young women have a such a open and free spirited view on the future and present. Older gals are like older men, all cynical and bitterly disappointed on how life turned out. Older women are more focused on landing on your ass instead of working with you to make something better. Its like they feel they already did that in their previous failed marriage and don't want a life partner, but rather a guy that can help them financially and stuff, which is all good and proper. Yet what a older woman fails to really take in to account is an an older man like ME is running out of time. Death looks over our (older men) shoulders with more of finger tapping impatience as opposed to the casual immortal laced yawn they look toward a younger man with.

Having said that, since most wise men my age realize that out best work was our kids and that truly you take nothing with you except your sins and Deeds when you die. Its all about having the best time with your life partner while you breath Gods air.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Can you smell the Evil?

Heheh good thing I can. So yea after a whole fucking day of working at a restaurant, I now have to quietly pad through a maze of bullshit to stop some godless fucker from killing cats and throwing them into the local elementary schoolyard. Its not the dead cats which is bad enough, its that he shaves on thier dead bodies that "God Hates Cats." When I catch him guess what I'll carve on his forehead?

Finally a Redhead

Have waited a lifetime for a Redhead. Shes Irish and chock full of freckles and makes me laugh like crazy. I never want to marry and miss the chance of meeting someone like this, yet if I don't marry I can lose her forever to someone that will make her his own.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Just When you think its over...

A hot I mean HOT babe sends you this message below and pics and yea the chase starts like it never even ended man. I sent her my pics and profile so she knows where I'm at.

The Angel:

"Hello, thank you for the gifts how sweet of you!
Where exactly do you live? In the San Fernando Valley?
I am not sure how late you are up. But if you are up late why don't you give me a call tomorrow evening around 11pm.
xxx-xxx-xxxx Look forward to speaking with you

Rabbi came over Twice

Lol man, Once is an earful, twice, well its almost comical. Must have been like 6am today when Old Man Greenie was knocking door with the three rap cadence. Its always a soft knock, but never fails to get me flying out of bed to answer clothed or not. He looked mad, really mad. We talked and whats going on, is some assholes kids from the hills are riding around on Temple night squirting kids, especially little girls with pigs blood, beef and urine. He had the lic plates pics and even names, addresses of the punks. I was like, "hey Padre call your vaunted police have them apprehend and process these Nazi's." He pushed up his bi-focals and whispered ,"old friend who murdered you're Christ". That always flips the fuck out of me when he tells me that. After he calmed me down lmao the old bloody holy man always nails my ass with that one. I take the case upon my soul, why not? you only burn in eternity once. Tonight I 'm heading to set some punks on fire on top of a hill. Some folks from 101 freeway will see them burning on a top of that hill somewhere, but always no ones ever cares to watch when evil dies.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Thanks "G"

Thanks Doll haven't been told that in a while and yes I'll check your profile:)

What a beautiful way to describe a women!

why dont you check out my profile

Monday, August 10, 2009

Today I destroyed a Woman.

Past nine months I'VE DONE everything I could to spare my ex wife from this day. Many things this year haven't come off as planned like from "T' Girls loan thing and other stuff that normally would have been resolved with a phone call. Today I sadly woke, fully realizing that today. I pull the plug, turned off the switch, or yanked the power cord right out of the wall on a 30 year marriage.

"M" Girl has been a little miffed that I haven't let her sleep over. Heck yea I lie to her about it after all, learned the hard way you don't keep a girl by your side with truths, only lies man. Save the "oh wow your bitter bro crap". I know Women allot better now. I fucking should, my Rib was used to make her being says, GOD. Only TWO Questions a real Woman and a Mother need to hear from her Man answered TRUTHFULLY!. #1 Do you love her? #2 Would you save the family in a life threatening crisis. The SECOND Question isn't even a choice on a cruise ship safety drill. Its always WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST.

That's all a Woman ever really needs to know and base her life as your girl. If she asks if she looks fat in that dress? LIE! say of course not. Never ever tell her a deep dark moment from your life, oh yea she'll cry and act all understanding, but that nuclear tipped missile will come back directed one night after a nasty inter couple fight, right at your stupid ass, hence ground zero.

In other words, love is not the absence of truth, but a shrouding of unjustified pain.
The Temporary Restraining Orders against her are to remain in effect. Yet there is is even more,but if she acts lawfully in the interest of my Son, all will pass and fade into the unpleasant past.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I woke up early.

Getting ready for walk. Installing a bar this week in doorway to build tummy washboard. I wage financial, legal and moral war on issues this week and well as on my heart and family dynamics. Some issues will be put to rest others temporally buried. I like my new friend with benefits. Shes very pretty, fun, loves to dance and can party up with the best of them. She drove me to some hot bar at Balboa Island. I was already cooked when we got there but dam it was fun, first some pie at BJ'S then onto across street to some madly cool surfer bar. Spent 30 Min's there and we went off to some really "friendly" party down the street.

All the time am being led by her sweet tinny head to these locations. It was like a tourist in a new sexy land. Where my age of my perception didn't matter. It was all about people starting the journey into sexual awareness by putting a foot forward. I understand more now life really is all about sex. If once all the Roads led back to Rome. All Human feelings,validations. the source of beings and all those tips of deepest,darkest human feelings encased in gigantic submerged created icebergs lead back to SEX.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

My Game is Better.

Few things can rip your mans heart like a comment from a loved one, more when she said it without meaning or vengeance. Am really careful now bout calling a girl once if even at all. She wants to call me she sure as can and if I'm busy and can't answer, be assured I will call her back ASAP in mins. Never will a woman accuse me of "Babbling" when talking to her. Heheh"M" told me I was like the "Host" of a swing club..lmao man I'm clueless what that means, but it sounds so sexy in charge lmao. She fessed up but I already knew the truth shes 29. Hmm, I'll deal with it the best way I can. Am 48 making love with a 29 year old Asian Babe and doing stuff you see only in a porn movies and a dam good ones too. As a guy, am I proud? LOL...FUCK YEA!!!!!! Dude am just a policy change away from being branded a senior citizen by some governmental agency..yea so really fucking yea I am goddamn proud, to have a foxy 29 year old Japanese honey in to me? yea man.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Young Women = Fountain of Youth

Last night like around 12:30 am both bros were just lying in bed, dead and spent. "M" Girl and I looked at each other and died laughing. She had a condom wrapped around her ear and I had one tied on my big toe. Figured David and Vince didn't need the Viper as they were stone cold drunk and snoring. So I had "M' take pics of them in sexual positions of sorts, well as much as I could get them to be together. Its not like I really wanted to touch anything or look..cough.. gay..cough to M. LMAO! Vince sells cars and is looking for a BMW for me, 04 for like 2-3 k. He had a cool Jaguar 04 for 4k but I want a beemer. Nothing hugs a curve like a beem does.

Told "M" , "hey Doll, Martini here in the valley then onto skinnys for dance? or beach, we walk, talk and make love. Her nick name for me when I call her kid, Doll or dame is"Oldie" or "Old Man". Even though I laugh it off, it kinda galls me a little, lmao man don't know cause if its true or just because I dare let her say it. Her answer was yes to both places and ideas and then she looked at me as we hit 155mph on 405 south, she said with those fucking black eyes all slow like, promise me if we crash and die you'll rescue me from Hell. I was serious when I replied yes. She slammed her foot on my foot and the pedal melted under our death lust

Thursday, August 6, 2009

My life is like a f---ing movie man.

Today am thinking ok have to do this and that to get more biz and chit. Phone rings and its my little "I like threesomes Japanese Honey". I was wondering when she would talk to me instead of texting me. She wants to party with three of us again, but at her place. Told her my other buds are doing some other stuff, but I have couple buds, would love to have fun. Shes into it at her place. Some happy hour at Patrick's roadhouse then on to her place. Why the hassle? cause she's 28 man saw her DL when she was showering. Am 48 and Bro 28 is fucking 28 no substitutes no surgery can make up for it. Hell Woman that chose cesareans instead of vaginal delivery are the best to make love to. You actually get friction burn as a guy when you make love to a woman that had kids via ceasearian,but 28 is fucking sloshy wet slurpee 28 and well its a "Guy Thang". At least for me :)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I Wave at my Past.

I see a great memory of my past slowly float bye. I kiss it goodbye and wish her the best. She truly makes people around her very happy. I raise my Glass to you "T" Girl, for I'm a better guy for meeting you. Now my circle is complete. I am where I started off Months ago. Except this time I am one different mother fucker. I was able to keep my value system intact, in spite of temptations and life's demands. Yea I gave up my ride, but it was for a good reason and Yea Old Man "B" is pissed on why I gave up ride. Yet the "ride" was old and besides the one I rode for awhile after was madly better. Am going for 500-700 series on BMW'S from now on. Yet like I told my old and last friend left from another life. "Dude I'm heading to Italy in October", the same month I left my house last year. I have nothing left here anymore. No reason to wrap my ass around some huge bmw payment. Rather spend that hassle in Rome. Will blog like a fucking fiend. I promise you guys that, since I will be literally hell to trace.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Nada man simply Nada II

Not a dame thing happened last night and dude we roamed far and wide, from woodlands down to sunset beach. I choose old tunjunga road back and forth from beach. Mostly gay kids making out and some old hippies doing smack in some large tree houses.... basically none of my business crap.
Headed home and started right into this thing I had though about on way home. When I got I started doing this thing I piked up from a James mirchner book "Chesapeake" basically you contort you hands and body around the product your to manufacture. In my case I have no product so I ended up contorting to the point your on the floor lmao. Yet because of that mental "do it, build it, contortion. I did something cool in my litigation support service and show do good things very soon :)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Crazy Girls!!!

Rofl I should take a pic of everybody passed out in bed, lmao so tired. Wow Lucinda has D's thong in her mouth, ok taking pics, fuck this. Somebody shaved me and Lucinda carved her name on my back with her nails, that shit hurts!!. Crazy bitches, goddamn Efrain and his Kush crap. Mines 22 Effies is 20 hehe. Mines all into me blogging this shit and shes hitting her facebook after this with pic of all four of us in bed this morning lmao man. What a wonder it is to be free like this, but more importantly, meet kids that love sex with fun, smiles attached instead of drama and stuff. Omg is this how its going to be a while?

Lucy told me that in a few years I'll be what girls her age call "trolls"...ewww man that sounds fucking sad and lonely. I better hook up perma like soon with a hottee more my age. Yet for now considering I haven't even left for Italy its all good. I think am pretty 100% sure am bringing back an Italian honey back from Rome on a Visa. If shes a good girl and loves me I'll marry her make her a citizen, fuck why not man. I know "T' Girl is lost forever now and even though I miss her like gangbusters its time to move on.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Whats Sup MOF!!!!!

Am leaving in a few minutes. Picked up or got picked up depending whose story you hear first. Two honeys from Wisconsin came in to my puesto, looking for the Red-line subway?. Heheh they found me instead. Dinah is at Efrains checking out his new TV and Lucinda is doing my dishes, all three of them lmao. Why do girls always do the dishes at a guys place? We hitting the Walk then back to my place. We all kinda know whats going on and what we're headed for....


She bailed on date we had tonight. She called and was sorry. Hey no problem, she has four kids. It really didn't bother me at all. I was like hey," Baby lets go with the flow, lets be fluid about it all". I don't want to be a drag or a bore. After my hosted Foursome with Honey from Santa Monica. I just don't feel its cool to make drama with babes and all that. Am all about loving, chilling and best for all, especially for my Girls. Since Ex-Wife is all jacked up about TRO and Entry of Judgment on divorce, she won't let me see my Son this weekend. That sucks, we were going to surf at Zuma maybe little further. Think I'll walk tomorrow from Monica Pier to Gladstones via beach, don't feel like tickling waves without my mancub. I hangout at the beach allot now. NSA Sex everywhere on the beach, I can see it now. A smile, a tilt of a cig, a drink or two, couple of chuckles and her or my place. Who needs to know names?