Monday, December 14, 2009

She saved me...again



So there I was at skinny's getting a group ready to head back to my apt for a mad orgy and I guess I was a little sad at how my sex life had changed so drastically. After all who doesn't want to be innocent and wide eyed again. Edgar and I had a small group ready and as we stood on sidewalk with rainfall all around us. I stood against wall watching Edgar giving directions on how to get to my place in in the unlikely event they get lost, lol they never ever got lost on the way to a roman style orgy lmao. As I stood there with the the two that were mine for the night. I felt such an incredible sadness overtake me. Enough that, I excused myself and pretended to buy a hotdog couple 100 feet away.

As I stood under cart umbrella, I held back tightly the rush of emotions that suddenly hit me my soul like a tour bus in Piccadilly square. (BTW I did the bus thing 6 years ago and as you can plainly read I still am alive). As I stood there looking at my young group of folks laughing and excited bout what they were going to do. I overheard one babe yell to another couple passing by to join them for their own version of Melrose Place? I assumed its a porn or tv show. I stood there smiling look at my little group of horned out couples. I thought this was now my life. The alternative is a lonely life in an apartment watching as age rushes in like frigid waters flooding a sinking cruise liner.

My cell rang and it changed my life. It was lady "M" calling me at 1:00 am. I grabbed the fucking phone so fast that it fell into a vat of mustard at the hotdog stand. I was so happy to hear her sweet little voice. Told her my car was fucked up, yea the wipers had broken and well it was going to be one hell of a trip back home, but rain had stopped for a bit. She said she would pick me up and my heart so fucking skipped. I ran to my car told Edgar to get his people ready like right then and there, he did, We came back to my place and I packed an overnight bag as fast as possible. Edgar and Jenny couldn't believe that I was bouncing out of an ORGYand exchanging it for a relationship that was barely taking off. I just laughed as I packed my shit and they both followed me out to see who the fuck this lady was. When they saw us embrace in car they both smiled at me gave me a thumbs up and they went back inside. I took off with Lady "M". I was so gawdam happy to be with her. I felt that she had saved me from myself and I was grateful as a man and as her friend. We talked and kissed that night and I fell deeply in love with her.

Next day as she ate lunch. I asked her if she would like to move in together. She was shocked and said we only knew each other 3 months. I laughed and said, "yea but I want you to marry me". Yea she was a little floored. Shes been single all her life and has a heart of steel and doesn't easily bend, but as God is my witness shes the prettiest woman that's ever lived and her way takes my breath away. Don't even get me started on her fine body. Will she marry or even move in with me? I don't know but to tell you guys the truth, for this girl I'm ready to fight life and everything it brings us as I'm crazy about her.

Thats why I kill this blog today as she read some excerpts and was hurt by it that she cried in her car as I stood there trying to make her feel better. I never want to see her cry like that again over something I wrote so with a simple push of a button I murder this blog and quit blogging. She played the videos above and my dark heart was swallowed whole by my lady's sweet soul, as I saw her smile looking at video. I knew then and there that no where on this earth was there a noble and finer woman than the one that floated before me looking at video. Lady"M" am coming for you Darling your life has changed me for the better and my love for you and about you will change yours as well.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Yea Women Worldwide...sigh


Want some really money saving advice? Kinda of advice that literally buys you an extra month of Paris and Rome? First of all if you never been to Europe, wow man its the BESTEST place on Earth. That's why 007 James Bond lives there..lol. Upon landing in Rome, you'll feel the weight of the World lifted from you're shoulders. Our overworked conscience that does its best to guide us daily around, through our temptations, will marvel as our ever controlling ego, including the blindness and preconceived foolish ideals that lurk and at times speak for us...just die a horrid death of self awareness. Witness how all the qualities that weigh Men down, melt away as you are magically enveloped by the splendorous vision of Woman.

The advice I speak of is simple and very cost effective. Use priceline in Europe for mad savings. Before that look some guys can take you being a player and same for some ladies. Yet I think its wrong to tell a guy, you (a girl) loves him all the while your playing the field. Hell It doesn't matter me. After all, we're both looking for that FINAL clean loving score right? If we are true friends, we can overlook our forays into the area of "hey maybe this person is it, instead of me or her road"? Yet to tell a guy that you love him when he knows that not only its not true, but he can see you on another dating site (hehe I get a weekly history report of my pc) its kinda creepy man!!

I mean shes sweet, hot and fun to be with, but I rather be good Friends than where she was heading to. I figure if a honey I'm seeing is going to lie to me about her attached status, well best not to travel that road. Rather hear like, "ok dude your like only guy or maybe the 3rd dude". I'm cool with it lets just change some of the dynamics of the relationship so we "harvest"( lmao what a word) what we both enjoy of each others being. The alternative is to steer the friendship into a revolving, brief friendship. If its meant to be, it will be. Won't matter if your dating one dude and seeing me or dating the entire 7th fleet.


PricelineEurope.com - Discount Hotels in 63 Countries Worldwide

Love Constipation.

Yea am plugged up with all the emotions that come with loving more than 3 ladies. Never been through this. Think am taking a break from all this womanage and heading out to chill at a rain soaked beach.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Mini Wall Climber

Apparently (3) girlfriends ain't E-nuff. Just met a beauty at 7/11 and wow man. She was freaking HOT! Outside when I pointed to my car she said nice antique..rofl man. I said yea perfect for an old gran turino kinda of a guy. She walked over said I wasn't that old and joined me for some coffee at McDonald's. Shes only 33, single, never married & no kids. She just moved here couple months ago from Atlanta and to tell the truth I like to see this girl more.


Click here to get them! Mini Wall Climber
Car really drives up the walls and across the ceiling MAD COOL!

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Rope Swing Fail

Very Weird Story I tell, at least for me. Last weekend I spent it with Lady M until Sunday morning. Shes an incredible find, but she still doesn't get it that a weekend with me means; exactly that. Knifing me a day short is like shooing a sleepy alley cat away, he's going to find another friendly house to crash at. Yet I was like well hells bells, as I left her place and thought I'll hit the beach and do a few miles walking it.

As I head down little road down from ocean park down to PCH. Jenny calls me exactly as I was deeply thinking bout her. That wasn't weird and it always happens with us. What was really freaky was this. I busted a u-turn and picked up Jenny, she only lives maybe 10 mins or less from PCH. As we drove back to the beach she asked me why I hadn't picked up her calls this weekend. Even though women say their cool with you being free and all that "I ain't a possessive chick" disclaimers, its not true. At least Women I've dated. So I tell her I hung out with my "boys" at some tailgate party. This is where she nails my soul and heart right to the tree at beach.

Yea I know where theres a tree right on beach just few miles from sunset blvd intersecting PCH. Jenny goes on to tell me that she had something of a weird dream about me and a girl. The FREAKOUT is this. Jenny says that in her dream girl I was with was crying and I was hugging her. The Freakout?????????? That exactly happened the night before with Lady M as we went through a heavy moment. She cried and I hugged her..It was like Jenny was right there.

See my problem is this. Now that I've been only dating honeys half my age. You also feel more protective over them. I couldn't tell Jenny I was seeing somebody else, even though she kind of knows. So instead of the truth, I told her that I ran into some old friends and that one of them had gotten drunk and had cried to me at party. Reason I had to tell her that lie or anything at all, was that she was right about a girl and me in her dream. Reason is simple and goes beyond what I may gain or lose. She has a clairvoyant gift and a strong one at that. One day it could save her or family's life. So I had to tell her that she was right and that a girl was in my arms crying. Apparently It turned out ok, as she spent Sunday with me until dawn.

Its going to be a long time before I ever trust a woman with my heart. She can have my wallet, keys to my car and apartment, but never will she hold sway over my Heart. To every Honey reading my blog that has been touched and kissed me back. Thank you, but I travel alone from now on.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Last Night

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Last Night lyrics


(feat. Diddy)

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer.
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression.
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me.
I know you can feel me.
I can't live without you.
God, please make me betta.
I wish I wasn't the way I am.

[Keyshia Cole:]
If I told you once, I told you twice.
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out with nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (You said you couldn't get an answer baby)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (But that should never stop you)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Sitting there, I can't reach your mind baby)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (The way I feel, a baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
I need you and you need me.
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night. (Oh, last night)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Baby why you wanna do me, yeah)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Why won't you just call me baby oh?)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there baby, no, no, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. ( Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

[Bridge:]
Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night. (Yeah)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Couldn't get an answer baby, oh)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone, I'm so lonely baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
I need you and you need me. (Need you, I need you)
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me. (Only see)
I love you so much. (So, so)
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take my pain away. (Hey)

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (I couldn't catch you baby, no)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
And call me my baby.
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
Just call me up baby.
I'm waiting on you.
Call Now: 877-887-6126

Love both of em ^_-

What a holiday? LMAO!

Email to my girl on Friday night:

Hi Beauty looking forward to tonight :) How about I bring over some sweet dessert to eat while we look for a movie to go see? or anything you like k? Miss you so badly can't wait to see you! waiting for your call k so I can bounce over there lol.

xoxoxo

El_Delicioso, Tu Hombre..

Marianna quien es tu Padre? (inserts El_Delicioso's chuckle here)
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(Her Reply after we spent weekend together.)

Marianna to me

show details 4:28 PM (9 hours ago)

Hahahahahahahahahhaha!

I love you, Daddy.

M.
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Friday, December 4, 2009

Bed Rock



Bedrock Lyrics

[Lloyd]
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

[Lil Wayne]
She Got That Good Good,
She Michael Jackson Bad,
I'm Attracted To Her, For Her Attractive Ass,
And Now We Murderers, Because We Kill Time,
I Knock Her Lights Out, And She Still Shine,
I Hate To See Her Go, But I Love To Watch Her Leave
But I Keep Her Running Back And Forth Like A Soccer Team,
Cold As A Winter Day,
Hot As A Summer's Eve,
Young Money Thieves,
Steal Your Heart With Ease.

[Gudda Gudda]
I Like The Way You Walk, And If You Walking My Way,
I'm That Red Bull, Now Let's Fly Away,
Let's Buy A Place, With All Kind Of Space,
I Let You Be The Judge, N-N And I’m The Case,
I’m Gudda Gudda,
I Put Her Under,
I See Me With Her, No Stevie Wonder,
She Don't Even Wonder, Cauz She Know She Bad,
And I Got Her Nigga,
Grocery Bag.

[Lloyd]
(Okay)
Oh Baby,
I Be Stuck To You,
Like Glue Baby,
Wanna Spend It All On You,
Baby,
My Room Is The G Spot,
Call Me Mr. Flintstone,
I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

[Nicki Minaj]
Ok I Get It,
Let Me Think, I Guess It's My Turn,
Maybe It's Time To Put This Pussy On Ya Sideburns,
He Say I’m Bad, He Problly Right,
He Pressing Me Like Button Downs On A Friday Night (Ha-ha),
I'm So Pretty Like,
Me On My Pedal Bike,
He On My Low Scrunch,
He On My Echo Whites,
He Say Nicki Don't Stop You The Bestest,
And I Just Be Coming Off The Top As Bestest.

[Drake]
I Love Ya Sushi Roll, Hotter Than Wasabi,
I Race For Your Love,
Shake And Bake Ricky Bobby,
I'm At The W, But I Can't Meet You In The Lobby,
Girl I Gotta Watch My Back, Cauz I'm Not Just Anybody,
I Seen Em’ Stand In Line, Just To Get Beside Her,
I Let Her See The Aston, And Let The Rest Surprise Her,
That’s When We Disappear, You Need GPS To Find Her,
Oh That Was Your Girl?
I Thought I Recognized Her.

[Lloyd]
(Okay)
Oh Baby,
I Be Stuck To You,
Like Glue Baby,
Wanna Spend It All On You,
Baby,
My Room Is The G Spot,
Call Me Mr. Flintstone,
I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock

[Tyga]
She Like Tanning,
I Like Staying In,
She Like Romancing,
I Like Rolling With Friends,
She Said I'm Caged In,
I Think Her Conscious Is,
She Watching That Oxygen,
I’m Watching ESPN,
But When That Show End,
She All On My Skin,
http://www.elyricsworld.com/bedrock_lyrics_young_money.html
Lotion,
Slow Emotion,
Roller Coasting,
Like Back Forth Hold It.....
She Pose Like It's For Posters,
And I Poke Like I'm Suppose To,
Take This Photo If You For Me,
She Said Don't You Ever Show This,
I'm To Loyal..,
And To Focused..,
To Be Losing..,
And Be Hopeless..,
When I Spoke This,
She Rejoiced It,
Said Your Word Get Me Open,
So I Closed It,
Where Your Clothes Is,
I'm Only Lovin’ For The Moment.

[Jae Millz]
Uh
She Ain't Got A Man,
But She's Not Alone,
Miss Independent,
Yea She Got Her Own,
Hey Gorgeous,
Uhmmm,
I Mean Flawless,
Well, That's What U R How I See It Is How I Call It Yea,
L-Look It How She Walk,
MMHMMM She Know She Bad,
Do-Do Your Thing Baby,
I Ain't Even Mad,
And I Ain't Even Fast,
Imma Stay A While,
Hold Ya Head Chris,
I-Imma Take Her Down.

[Lloyd]
Oh Baby,
I Be Stuck To You,
Like Glue Baby,
Wanna Spend It All On You,
Baby,
My Room Is The G Spot,
Call Me Mr. Flintstone,
I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock Girl
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
I-I-I I Can Make Your Bed Rock
(Lil Wayne)
Gudda Gudda,
T-Streetz
Mack Maine,
Jae Millz,
Tyga,
Drizzy Drake,
Nicki Minaj,
Hey Shanell,
(Young Lloyd)
OOO, It's YOUNG MULA BABY
Call

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Thursday, December 3, 2009




Because Of You lyrics

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Just got a Benz using this Yahoo

Will post pic of my car tomorrow am pretty happy with it. Its an oldie but my first benz hehe.

































Hard 2 get is Everything.


Observations of a "player"? If you want to score tons of hot chicks and endless supply at that. Here is what works for me. Get something your really good at socially, mines dancing and flirting. Now run with it whatever it may be, cause that's really you and not some fake job. Now here comes the hard part, but son get it down and you'll always have women. Keep in mind this first and you will be fine. Remember forever that you will always see Beautiful Women with ugly trolls, but you will never see a guy with ugly women (personally I feel ugly women don't exist, their all gorgeous).

I can only speak for myself and to the dudes that emailed me, "how can we get some too" Here is what works for me. PLAY HARD TO GET..... TO A POINT. You ever go fishing at the lake or Ocean? Sometimes you resort to a time tested method. Its called fish calling. You can chum the water, but from a pier or surf not to effective. What you do is cast your line out far as you can, then reel it in fast. Do this several times, make that "bait impossible" for fish to catch. Around the fifth time your going to catch a fish and a huge-ass nice one too.

If you get hung up over a babe after getting caught up in her magic. Dude then don't even look back and haul ass imagine shes a great white shark going to eat you if you slow down. Unless you want to be taken by her of course. Trust me its a painful death and I advise you play the Field before you hunker down with just "one".

American women love to hunt their men down to the ground. European women like to be chased, stalked and finally caught. So if your into a hot American beauty then kick it bro, chill be yourself, chicks don't go for the looks right away. An act of chivalry or well placed smile and your own words will bring out the best in her and she will fall for you.

Play hard to get fellas! Don't always answer the phone when she calls and more than anything get to know her as deeply as you can. Not only will you enrich yourself with her past,present and future dreams, but it will add a tremendous depth to your time in bed sexing it out. When I came out of warp speed from a 27 year marriage. I was clueless on how to get women by my side again.

After some really painful trial and errors..am now here at a good spot. Who knows where I'll be next year or with whom. Have 2 incredibly special honeys am seeing. Ones Asian from Santa Monica and the other hottie is African America from Hollywood, but she prefers to be called "black" lmao gawd I love these girls.

Am I handsome? LMAO NO!! Am I young? rofl, hmm is 48 young? Am I rich? nah... Am I a Jerk? ROFL PROBABLY!!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Best on the Net!

Girls are trippy. As much as you do your best not to fall or care for them, its so fucking impossible not to. Always wondered why I cheered on 2 teams during superbowl or world series. Figured I won either way, as I went for how the teams played and not focused on one team only. I love my girlfriends deeply. I stay with only two of em as they take all my time and care. Yet I know that by March if I haven't decided on whom, than its on to Spain and to my destiny or final destination. Yesterday and today been grounded at home.

I have vertigo for a couple days and am falling all over the place. I prefer to have vertigo than the freaking flu. Its almost gone, so Jenny calls me asks me what am I doing today. Tell am chilling at home she says shes gonna hang with some friends since I have the vertigo. Basically at first I was happy to hear she wasn't coming. Am totally sexually exhausted. She just called back asking me what was this "vertigo", I explained it. She became concerned and insisted and yea won her way over to my place. I love this girl, yea young enough to be my daughter, but Christs sake shes so alive and happy compared to so many others.

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Monday, November 30, 2009

I like Bump & Grind Tunes


Catch a bump grind station like Power 106 FM here in LA and baby I'll get up in it all nightlong.

Soon gonna crash here nightly :)
Search for homes in Laguna Beach, CA



(Ft. Pharrell) Universal Mind Control Lyrics

[Pharrell speaking]
(Uh, uh)
Ay, yo
(Uh, uh)
All they wanna do is dance

That's all they wanna do
(Uh, uh)

[Common]
Get-Get it
Get-Get it (what?)
Get-Get it (what?)

This is that automatic I stay fresh like I'm wrapped in plastic

Beat goes fast, exceed galactic

Southside boy we Cadillactic Charismatic, Asiatic, I hustle for mathematics

Cameras, action, stay status

Act the type of yo favorite actress

Gucci - Rock'n
Coochies - Pop'n
Movie - Watch'n
Booties - Shop'n
Body - Move'n, Show'n, Groov'n, styl'n and being fly



I touch the masses like a Catholic. Expensive rap sh**, my future's backlit

Aint a act with gack who macks and stacks ma's(?) venac attracts yall react so let's go, uh


[Pharrell]
This is that new shit. Keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.


[Common]
Some pop, some lock, some move robotic. Like Cash Money, I stay in pocket. You MC's Ra-Ra-Ra Rock, don't stop it. Chicks exotic, mix hypnotic?, Superhero-row Boy I'm bionic. You a fad, I'm another level supersponic
Girl you bout' it, you can strip like comic and trance to melodic, techno-tronic

Beats - Rock'n
Seats - Drop'n
C - Pop'n
Streets - Rock'n
Freak'n, Shake'n, Money make'n , Stylin' and being fly.

I'm the one the lady, ladies chose to strip and pose to, take off their clothes to, Toast to the one that goes coast to coast mister global focal let's go, uh


[Pharrell]
This is that new shit. keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.


[Common]
Get-Get it
Get-Get it
Get-Get it

I am a Renegade,
I've never been afraid, Fresh and Im getting paid the future, future of this age.
From the Chi, so I talk this way. Twista hate at the Grand Marque, rock the fly shit like everyday till the top and im on my way. Let's go, uh


This is that new shit. keep them standin in line. That Universal Mind Control, now move your behind. You know you like it, it's calling your name. Nigga, this is that new shit and it don't feel the same. It's that bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bang bigga-bang ba-bang ba-bang bang. Bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bigga-bigga bom bigga-bom ba-bang ba-bang bang.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

She makes my 48 the "New 38"

Wow been in bed with M or Jenny since last Wednesday. What great girls, what a great time. I didn't pop the question, simply stated what the hell for. I figure shes only 25 and doesn't need the weight of a ring to rest heavy on her considerations toward me. Shes fresh and masterfully delicious in bed.

When we hang in a restaurant or bar. I dig way women either give me the "you're a dirty old man" bitch look or the "hmm, wonder what skills you be chilling to keep a young hottie hanging" longing gaze. They say way into a mans heart is through his stomach..I guess if he's a fat-ass, yeah true. The path to mine is simple Doll. Be nice, smile a lot, give your best in bed and love to dance as much as the Northern Winds .

[Snoop Dogg]
Radio killa
Big snoop d o dub
The american dream
Ayo nephew
Come up off them keys
Sing a lil something for the ladies
Let em know how we feelin'

[The Dream]
Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop dogg] [Verse]
Yeah she love it the way I put it on her
Blowing trees in the breez sippin corona
Lost dog I give it to her right & she like it
She on the hip like a phsycic, izzy.
One of the coolest of fool on the flo
I whispered in her ear, come here yu ready to go?
I bowled up a winna and put it up in the air
Got that low dress on yu comin up outta dere, yeah
She like that, yu like that
Yu say you bite, well I bite back
And I'm all go, we can do it till tomorrow
I beat it up like harpo
Snoopy, I go hard baby yes
Kissin on ya chest & I'm diggin out your stress
I wont stop till yur finished
But yu aint felt love till a gangsta get up in it. Dream

[The Dream] [Chorous]

Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop Dogg]

She always cold in the middle of the night
Coz ima dogg ima give her what she like
She say ma name loud, I say her name low
That's what I aim fo, that's how the game go
Baby like the way I wake her up,
Coz ima gangsta I grab her by the butt
Pull her to my side, I'm in deep
Woke that ass up, just to put her to sleep
Everyday is the same thang, I creep in
It's like true blood, I sink my teeth in
I gotta have it, the L B raisement
We was taught to dig em down crazy
Lights out, I'm so lit
Mama's so gone, daddy wont quit
I wont stop till yur finished
But yu aint felt love till a gangsta get up in it. Dream

[Dream] [Chorous]

Everytime I go around
Shawty love me down
Run off on me like click clack
Throw it out like take that
She make it do what it do when we doing what we do in back of the lac
I'm like I'm up all for that, and every night her body gets straped how bout

That
Gangstaa G- Gangsta, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa, Gangstaa G - Gangstaa
Thatt gangstaaa lovee.

[Snoop dogg] [verse]
This the life that yu show
The loop, the coop, the grows
Anything goes
It's so good got her wiggling her toes (wow)
The boss, the dream
The floss, the cream
The trips overseas
All these things really don't mean a thing
When I'm tearing that ass up workin yu like a shift
I give it to yu like a gift
Yu hear what that boy say
Yu wouldn't jack, give it up fast
Then I hit it from the back
Snoopy your so good, she screaming & I like that girl
She off in another world.
I aint stop till yur finished
She love this gangsta, espically when I'm in it. Dream

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Marry them all?

Taking "her" to galleria. Its time to size her up for a ring... Figure am going to get engaged with just the special girls. Not to marry. My plan have a small Harem of Marriageable girls and a Stable of girls you just fuck to death, they don't know that, but I do and hell who knows.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Happy T Weekend!


Well just got back from Lady M's and gawdam man it was one hell of gorilla sex thanksgiving. I am so dam impressed with myself lmao! She was swimming her in own orgasms rofl !! Now I shower and get ready for my little Japanese Tornado. Shes my very best of the best. I look forward to playing tap, tap, tap at beach today. I bought us a pup tent and I have the perfect beach to get soooooooooo laid at. You peeps have a good one and to the offshoot of an order that emailed couple days. Sorry boys my answer is an absolute and loud NO! Not opnly do my Vows to Peter end March,but I'm faithful only to my Order and no others. Also I no longer can take looking at my hands. I now bathe in the love and sex of those wondrous women that surround me. My best of lucks to you guys and you have my blessing to run in my hood by all means.

Happy Thanksgiving all and Never drink and Drive!, the person you kill might be your own family.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I will find that special girl.

Update 9:45pm: Nothing like a girl making her move on ya to get your fucking blood hot and boiling. Jenny called me shes 10 mins away from landing at my place. Lol man, am supposed to chill with Lady M tomorrow. These posts will be priceless years from now, if I survive to read them. I like Jennys and her hot flashy temper not to mention Little Honey can naturally swing a blade, probably cause shes Japanese. Hell I don't care the little Doll has it bad for me and I like her too a lot, but then again whom don't I like?
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Yea this is getting to be a blast. Neither girl wants to let me go. To tell you the truth I just might have to ask them to meet each other and learn to get along. Its like there almost meeting each other to begin with the schedules. They always miss each other by 10 or 15 mins when hooking up at my place, hell they even call at same times..very trippy. Hmm, LOL or maybe I won't introduce them and see how long I can get away with this. I know they know that I know that they know., ROLF, OMG am in one of those? Well lets see at their apartments this holiday. This time, both of them want me at they're places this weekend.

To a guy that last year weighed 300 pounds and looked like Jabba the hut, well you can imagine now having babes half my age fighting over me is kinda HOT? So I aint bragging when I post pics of scale and weighing in at 150 lbs still at 14% body fat, heheh working on it. It takes a hell of a lot work to cut your body weight in half by years end. I have done so. Last year I was an emotional wreck. If for the fact that I don't die, much pain of horrible fathomless depths would have been avoided, if I could have just simply died.

Yet only the good die young and I seem to be cursed to a long and uncertain life. I will never surrender for I have been touched by Gods fingers too many times not to laugh at every titanic-like of an adversary that comes hurtling my way. In my case, lately every light at the end of the tunnel has been well the fucking train coming right at me. I stand here straight and tall hands on hips muscles bulging where none where before. I am always ready to help and die for those that can not stand for themselves. I fear no man of this earth. I lost my kids and for how long I don't know. I said goodbye to 30 years of a life and to wicked bitch of a wife.

No longer smoke cigs even forgot about them after 30 years of a pack a day, don't drink booze anymore even though I only started that this year..I did like it and hell man it turned me into a Don Juan and I got laid almost daily. Gave up a 2 liter day of soda pop and junkfood by the pound..yea out the door..hence 150 lbs and fucking stunning if I don't mind saying so. So much if I could fuck myself I soooo would.

Yet I think I'm an asshole though, see I want more girls not just 3 honeys. I slowed down with these 2, third beauty I still haven't called to confirm date, but its time to check the back alley and be free again. Its true, I became an alley cat. Sure,. I'll let myself be "taken in" and will do my best to have you live the "I have an intense cat as a pet shtick." LMAO!! Yet baby unless you have something that 4 billion other women dont have? whats the point? One day you'll leave the backdoor or window open and laterz Doll time to play the back alley symphony. Like I said before, never in my life have I suffered so much over a wounded and finally broken heart. I SWEAR ON MY FUCKING LIFE NO WOMAN WILL EVER HURT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN. So yea theres going to be some relationships that no matter how sweetly it started, if it doesn't work out, well dawgster that's life. I will find that special girl.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Nice Weekend.

From: http://twitter.com/chrischamcl
Lol...Star Wars Facebook.

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Love is a Battlefield, huh... Lady M is splendid in every-way, except I realized much to my chagrin although I do love her, am not in love with her.She is mad sweet and sexy, but she wants to take awhile in our relationship,I figure 8 weeks is enough. What did I even want? Basically to see her more than just the weekends. Hell man am always like 24/7 sexually excited lmao who knew? Shes like yea lets sex it to the max, but just 5 days a week, well have always been a proud fucker so naturally I took that as an insult and I left. She says I have control issues and shes probably right. Its kinda of my way or its the highway.

CAN'T A BROTHER JUST HAVE A GIRLFRIEND FOR MAKING LOVE 7 DAYS A WEEK 2-3 TIMES A DAY? Including period days if both are so inclined (insert your OMG EWWW! here). Even if I could afford a hooker, I would never go down on her, so it wouldn't count or be fun. I need a 24/7 girl.Have no clue how long this sexual peak will last, but goddamn am having a fucking great time....literally lmao.

Hitting a rave this weekend with Jenny. We came to understanding,she wont mention getting married having kids and I wont go to Italy without her. Besides she can make love for 5 days straight,but only 3-4 times daily, yet.. dam what a freaky time it is. She says we're gonna drop some "E" and dance for hours. Rofl I like to see that happen, anything that can go on for hours sounds so fucking sexy. I can't wait to try this thing they call "Rave". I think my daughter and niece would trip badly if they met Jenny whose 25 and they are 21 and 26.. (<====sighs and lays head on desk suddenly realizing that the madness in his method is nothing,but madness.") Been so long that I'VE been tipsy or plain drunk that I've forgotten the last time I was blasted. Today I got the craving to get just plain drunk. did I drink? lol nah, craving lasted 2 minutes and left me tripping thinking on it was easier to give up cigs than hard liquor booze. Cigs I smoked since I was 13 years old, booze I started in 2009.

Yea I love and despise 2009, but also am humbled and bask in its life altering radiance with my own glow-stick of Pride,(Jenny got us a small box of glow sticks for Rave). Today I weighed in 153 at boxing gym, am healthier,deadlier,sexier and I guess happier than anytime in my life,but I miss my kids and that always tips the scale of joy vs despair to an easily won night of self doubt and sadness. Yet I climb and fight my way through albeit am weighed by these chains of the past. Simple chains of life we all acquire in life. Yet when I see A Christmas Carrol I understand now the chains that scrooges business partner. The first ghost carries and drags with him through eternity and what they really mean.

Have a glass of Sea Monkeys or known as Brine Shrimp. "One of them just asked, "who would you marry dawg". Well if I had to pick and lucky enough that one would say yes...hmmm, would be Jenny. Shes only girl from the almost seems now countless women that I've dated, shes the only one that really knows me and made it a point to know me.

Rofl she sometimes texts me and asks, "hows my old man"?..ROFL yet when I've overheard talking to her friends, she refers to me as "her man". Lol my ex-wife in 27 years of marriage never refereed to me as her "man", but rather as her husband. Yea I would Marry Jenny in heartbeat. She wanted to make love at beach, right on the stairs, talking bout 20 feet or less from PCH. As it is she blew me there in front of some folks and let me play with her on the sand. Amazing what a towel can really cover lol. I never thought or dreamed in a million years that I would love having sex in public view. Thing is we must look good doing it cause nobody s ever calls the cops.

Jenny also lets me dress her anyway I want. I bought her the red AND BLACK checkered mini skirt, black prep shiny buckled shoes, Lacey nylons and a white blouse, throw in a couple pigtails and that Japanese honey is locked,loaded and ready to go. What I dig about Jenny above it all is. She is totally free of STRETCH MARKS! I mean I dated a 20 year old and she had some stretchiees near her breasts and lower tummy. Of course I have some on my tummy and ass too lol. Yet Jenny doesn't have any, not even one! Important I guess for me as part of our foreplay is for Jenny to pose like a sexy model on bed, floor, against wall and dance for me on top of a small table I got her.

When I used to drink Jenny would dance with the rum bottle on her head and shimmy over so I could get a drink, lmao what a babe!!!! Have "Dated" now from ages 20 to 57 year old's and my best overall rating, relationship wise, in everything from sex to making you feel good about yourself... Women under 30, my favorites are the 26 year olds...old enough to know what to do and young enough to still do it.. ^_-

Friday, November 20, 2009

2012 Did it Affect me?

Fuck yea it affected me in a Hollywood way though. What we saw and others will see like most exposed to our great blockbusters, like the star wars franchise and other visual and mental masterpieces. Was the totality of the "End", beyond what we would have thought. Seeing my hometown of LA, my birthplace just completely leveled in minutes. Was intense and I was tripping and still am. Then the 1500 kilometere tsunamis? wow.. was great end of the world eye candy and will provide great leaps in film noir?

She says yo so preetttie! ROFL


Weekend packed and ready to go. We gonna make love like its "2012"!...ROFL. Can't wait till I hold her in arms as we roll around the bed..she calls her bed the "potato chip"..ROFL. Shes missed me so much and to tell the truth I've missed her too. This flu took her down hard. Last night before her call came in I was wondering if it mattered that she would cancel this weekend. The phone rang at midnight and she was so breathless to speak to me. Inside I was like screaming awwyeahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I go fucking nuts when a pretty lady goes gaga over me. I'll always return the compliment.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Many Close Calls?

Shawnty wants me at her place for the weekend...hehehe. Jenny sorry, but darling like I told ya before. Its my way sweetheart or its the highway. When you're older you'll get it. Going to take Lady M dancing lmao she hasn't danced since I took her out few months ago. Well Doll saddle up casue we're gonna burn that dam dance floor up my little Hollywood Shawnty!!!!!

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin´ you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I´m in the kitchen cookin things she likes

We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me
Ay I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me

Ay na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

2012 Great Flick saw it on my PC:)

http://www.watch-movies-online.tv

Here is link to watch free movies online. Why as an American I would post this link? Cause the more folks watch free movies the more smart people will discover how to stop them FROM RIPPING OFF AMERICA!! I reported this Link to Feds as well as the law firm that shuts mofs like them down. Yea I know I may sound a bit jacked up over this, but not only was I born in State and city that makes its living off the arts, but its a Russian fuck USA thang? lol? really? lets see bout that!!You can tell most movies where stolen in Russia or some crap like that. So if you're an American Hacker, well heck Dude!! hack these folks hard :)

Ninja Cat

Ain't a Rave if.....

Well Lady M won me for Thanksgiving weekend. We're madly lucky! Wow When I wrote that this morning I was feeling all happy, fuzzy and shit. Now I have that look and cold feeling again, whenever I remember my past life? So who knows if she does get to claim her prize in me for I can love like no other, but right now I feel love for none. Physically outward I became like I was never before, all trim and tight, yet emotionally inward I became an unfeeling monster with a deformed murderous heart bent on immersing himself in every carnal pleasure with a beauty. In front of God I bow with pride at Acts I've done without a second thought of crimes done in His Name. I cringe at the unloving advantages I've played on the loving hearts of women and soon worldwide beauties as well.

Update: Mid afternoon Just had an affair with my Cook in her van. Shes so freaking nice, but heavily married. Reason #85,734,625,629,427. Why I'm going to Hell for Eternity. You would think I would be a nicer guy and yea I used to be Mr. Nice Dude...long time ago. Now? lol am like every other alley cat you've seen in alley. All mangy, scarred, mean-faced, but dam glad to be alone and forever unloved. This is second year. I dont have my kids at my table. Will I sit home all sad and somber like last year? Hell no, this time I'm the mother fucker busting a honeys heartfelt nut.

Now a "tone" in a chicks voice, no longer bothers or is a cause of concern. Just act nice, no need to even make an excuse, bounce up an onto next Honey. No drama, unpleasantness, or need for revenge fucks. Just move on to next meet a new Dame party. The planets full of broads each sweeter and nicer than the one before. Yea maybe I'm a little jaded, but my heart or whats left of it. Is now surrounded by titanium walls and I'll never be hurt again. To me that's everything.

Let NOT this post be taken as a bitter comment by an old man. I write this so other men in my jam up and can take heart and comfort that this too will pass but as cursed Satan below is my witness you will be different when you emerge from the depth of such pain and loneliness like you have never known, So yes when you finally climb, claw, pull and yea even "willed" yourself out. That Man that finally steps, standing straight and tall on the lip of that evil Pit, Yes that man will be you, but it will never be the same you again.

You will change daily and everyday you'll get stronger in your being, but parts of you will be forever lost and you'll actually see them leave your consciousness. No Fucking Woman of this Earth will ever push, pull or lead me to that god damned PIT AGAIN!!!!!!! If I may explain before my post again is taken or risked to seem bitter? When you get run over and dragged by a tour bus for a block or two in London and pop out with just of a couple skinned knees, like it happened to me. Couple things become a given. 1). You see life differently and 2). You always look both ways when crossing a corner, just in case another tour bus has your name on it. So see it ain't about bitterness you BITTER effused Reader. Its about survival.... you wad.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I'm f--king WHAT!!

Yea guess its true. The date at Gladstones ended up being at my apt and honey is showering off to hit the beach. I was told by my "date" that apparently I'm a sex addict? ROFL man am 48 wtf??????? The test I guess was when Rachael asked me, after covering my eyes, to tell her the color of her eyes after we sexed out for a couple hours this morning. I was like brown? She giggled and said, "cat eyes old man" blue and green lol man who knew, I used to know those kind of details before, hell her eyes are just like Karen's from back East. Wow that was a flashback.

She said shes mets guys like me before all we into is the sex and shit like that. I was like LIES BITCH!!!!!!!!! She was like, NO LIES PRICK!! lmao man I dig younger honeys. They are so mouthy, right there and all that. Yet like she said, "I'll probably be dead before she falls in love with me". ROFL I fucking died laughing when she said that!!!!! She just asked me why I dont have a facebook? I said that would be creepy! she laughed and said, "yea writing to bunch of people on the net that dont care isn't"? ROFL!!!!!! Heheh I like this one, may keep her for a bit...ducks at incoming tennis shoe after reading that out loud. LMAO!!!!!

Sex Addict?

The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Psychiatric Disorders, Volume Four describes sex addiction, under the category “Sexual Disorders Not Otherwise Specified,” as “distress about a pattern of repeated sexual relationships involving a succession of lovers who are experienced by the individual only as things to be used.” According to the manual, sex addiction also involves “compulsive searching for multiple partners, compulsive fixation on an unattainable partner, compulsive masturbation, compulsive love relationships and compulsive sexuality in a relationship.”....

turns and looks to see if anybody is pointing at me..

AM ALL ABOUT THE USED!!! BTW Want to get really "used" like ya never been "USED" before? email me if you live nearby ^_- My Stats? M4W! 48, Hispanic 5'9, 148lbs as of this morning, cool full bodied hair(aint bald), muscley, and apparently a sex addict.. :)

Yea some Turkey!

Heheh have a couple of Girlfriends that insist they both want to spend Thanksgiving with me. Yet there is only one of me, choices eh? Onto the club floor and settle this like adults that can fly on dance ring, Roger!!!!!!!! I'm so lucky have never known such beautifull women. I never thought once in my life that women could be so much fun to be with. Hell I just don't mean the fun times under the silkiest of sheets, man its the stuff they say and make you feel when you hit the sand. Today have a date with a honey at Gladstones on sunset. Shes really young, but christ sake she can dance like none ever born and tonight we're hitting skinny's for swing nite. Toany guy reading this post. Know that we men were born to rule over them and no matter how much they melt your heart let no woman dictate your love lust!!!!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Please just a little more time Lord

My Aunt Lupe has breast cancer and everybody is madly bummed. Yet that lady looks and I know will bury us all one day. I love this lady dearly. I have known this sweet lady as a kid and loved her daughter lol kissing cousins without the kiss though lol. Please God let us have her for more time we all need her My Lord, Creator of Light and all that is good and wondrous, please Master of all that breathes and lives, please God give us more time with her. Amen

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Looks at Pacific Ocean & Smiles.

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This is really hard man. Lady "M" is without the doubt the smartest and prettiest girl I've ever known. I mean she really takes your breath away when you open the car door. Shes like what a guy gets when he lands in the Girl of da Dreams in that Heaven place. Yet Jenny won't let freaking go of me. I really don't know M that much yet and although I think shes the "one", am scared to death of another intense friendship gone to hell. The point is, I'm love burned and broken hearted shy. Playing hard to get from here on with a little, "ok catch up to me baby" thrown in for persistence spice. That's why I advise any guy going through what I've been in, hell bro date many. Do not get hung up on just one. It's a death sentence for your heart. Yea a girlfriend a while ago said sex screws up the mind and you can't longer talk straight. Maybe if its with the wrong person, yea I can see that.

You can also love more than one, yea I didn't think it was possible either. Ain't easy man don't recommend it too all, takes alot of will power to stay true to yourself while loving others. One knows of the other and the other kinda knows too. I'm like sorry ladies but its also a race for my heart too not only yours. Will not settle with any woman unless 1. shes like the best sex ever and 2. shes got to be totally gaga over me. Have a couple girls like that now, but in my opinion not ready yet. I want them all like obsessed with me this time before I take another 30 year plunge, lmao man. A while ago I got the vibrating touch for each girlfriend as a anniversary gift and wow man. So I have a couple private beaches I found that are true gems and are literally just seconds or minutes right after sunset intersects with PCH.

So I took Jenny for a ride to beach and since shes younger than Lady M. I decided to use the vib touch device LOL! first people can see you when your finger banging your girl in the car especially if their in a SUV and your not LOL! One lady that stopped next to Jennys side, did a double take and I just busted up and licked my lips at her she laughed and covered her eyes and stayed for a couple seconds at light as we took off. Guys in cars if younger than you smile and crack grins as they stare down into your car. The older guys stay all dawg and quiet like. We did a few rounds around wilshire, Jenny loves the doing Love things in public and to to tell the truth I now insist on it with any babe that I start seeing. Finger Banging is what Jennys calls, it lmao kids and their expressions.

So I did Jenny a couple times on Wilshire as she had a great orgasm as we drove down a small ramp from ocean park down to PCH. I figured I had done her good and when we got home later she do my favs. Nope she BLEW ME AT FUCKING BEACH K! hehe took a couple of pics and sent them on to my bud lol man. Guys were fishing on sand and people rofl scattered here and there. She did me right under the tree. Shes winning the sex in public places requirement. Lady M is much more conservative but just as wild in bed. OMFG UPDATE ROFL!: Jenny just emailed me link to ad in Japanese newspapers and net sites she paid for mind you, asking for a asian girl to join us tonight!! rofl man my chick owns!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

What a Day


Am Beat nite all too sleepy.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Yea am into her.



Shake My (Feat. Kalenna) Lyrics

I come to shake my ass
I come to shake my ass
I come to shake my ass
I come to (hypnotize my) ass

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

...
tell me what it is on the 88 sound
I'm gonna take you to the crib for a little night ..
...
tab tab tab to the pretty little gap
...
...
...
body moving like this..
...
...

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

Once again in the booty club
trying to get some milk
Imma do what I gotta do
Im gonna be a bum
wanna touch if you wanna cut
....like a but
like a white mix like a mud
imma first step
imma pimp walking like a myth
got it to a place
in my pants
...
...
I'm the men when it come to this
...
..hips make it flip
...
...
she can move it and drop it
...
I see a hot girl in an all world
...
...

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

...
I like women and I like stakes
I like cars...
...
I like girls...
...
...
Baby
you sexy
stretch my back
bite my lips just like that
Baby
you sexy
stretch my back
bite my lips just like that

[chorus Kaleena]
I come to shake my ass
anythin I'm gonna give
just wanna shake my ass
mean when I drink cuz I'm ..
.. to shake my ass
me when I'm shakin make them sing sing
hit the bang, hit the bomb hit the bomb

Shes so sweet and hot. meanwhile am kicking it today and just emailing accounts. Could it be as my vows are close to ending, am getting all dopey and feely, feely? Lady M makes me feel great, shes got a masters in business and loves to talk history with me. I like her man, she easily could be the one lifes meant to chill with. Jenny wants me to hit some rave parties with her this weekend. She says the warehouse raves are better and that most dancers are on E. I've never been to a rave and kinda looking forward to it. Jenny says no fights there cause people are loving on E. Thing is I feel like kicking some ass or getting my ass kicked, choose a card. I dig how I'm looking as I shed my last pounds. I say a week or 2 and will be at least 145 lbs and BTW all muscle baby!! K time to walk a bit have a feeling its going to be a Wednesday. I really got my sex on last night and fo' a 48 year old fuck.... I ain't 2x4 bad... LMAO!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Am falling for her bad now



Thanks to my 1,400th follower SUPER HOT LADY!
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Yea am beginning to like her a hell of a lot. Shes always telling me nice stuff and all that. Not to mention shes hot as melted butter. Since I've been dating Lady M, I've slowly let get go of other honeys. Even "T" girl said something of meeting me and I basically was like yea, yea. I like Lady "M" alot, enough that today my application was approved for an apartment in Santa Monica. I was so surprised and really happy. Tomorrow am asking for a loan to my factor and heading off to Paris hopefully by Xmas or January for only a week, but with Lady "M". Am looking forward to sending my ex wife some postcards of Beyonce as I call my baby with me under Eiffel Tower. I've never been to France with someone I was deeply in love with and although I don't know if I'm deeply in love with her, hell I "like" this babe something awfull. We talk bout sexually things so freely and so excited about doing things that will trip the fuck out of us.

Monday, November 9, 2009

48 and growing.


Jenny still won't let go, but Lady M got the point fast. Do not lie to a MOF like me as I no longer give a shit about a woman's " dating face feelings", so I can see that lie instantly now. Like song says "when the roof caved in and the truth came out". Today I had a ball at beach. Was there for only couple hours or so, but so many ideas came and went and pains melted into the Pacific. Met a pretty woman at beach, but I made it a point not to introduce myself or even ask her name, yet we talked for an hour. She too just got a divorce after 12 years marriage. Her EX husband is a former CHP officer and shes a nurse. Reason I mention her is she said that it seemed to her I got the restraining order against my ex wife not to keep her away, but to let my kids know that this wasn't a one sided divorce fight and that I too had things to prove. I remember kissing her on the cheek for saying that.

For the first time a another person had finally understood what I had achieved. We said bye and I walked I guess maybe a couple miles and later pretended my 98 Toyota was a 700 series BMW as I took Sunset blvd curves in the hills at 55 an hour. I know now I can have women whenever I want, yea no biggie to a normal man, but I was married for 27 years. That's like being emotionally neutered as a man on the prowl. In other words I ain't a normal "single" man. So its been a uphill learning experience for me and yea have made big and small mistakes, fell in love sometimes to fast,usually with the wrong girls and mostly cause I was wrong for them to begin with.

I bade them Goodbye

I am tired of crap so I just say goodbye now. Told the 2 honeys I was seeing for a few months laterz last night. I feel so much better alone again. Just booked a cruise for Hawaii for myself. I have none to be with for thanksgiving and no fucking way, I can be here in valley again with out my kids like last year. In fact as I write this I feel a great weight lifted from my shoulders. It takes a lot to love or intensely like a woman. Am like why even bother, its a lifelong thing to begin with and besides theres too many girls out there to get hung up on a couple. A bud told me last night just ignore them when they call with their "am sorry" phone calls. Yea hes right I always thought it was proper to answer the call and"talk it out" lol fuck em, just move on gals you had your chance and so did I.

Never been on a singles cruise and sounds like fun, if you think about it a romantic cruise a clean balcony and a maybe a new fresh honey every other night could be exactly what I need to chase the relationship blues away. Well time to get a new wardrobe I say by Saturday. Would like to have waited until I was 140 but I settle for a few outfits and suits and my 150 for now. Let my blog diary reflect I feel no sorrow for the loss in fact I care less than I thought I would and more importantly state ROFL @TWO YEAR RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST EX WIFE. LMAO! STAY AWAY YOU CRAZY BITCH.....ITS A COURT ORDER YOU MUST OBEY IT :) <--MAKES HEX SIGN...